COMINGSOON... I Swear but check this! "My Parents Told Me I Could Be Anything I Wanted To Be, So I Became Me"~Mickey Avalon Best line I've Ever Heard in a Song (Wish I had said it first) But i AM going to take heed and live by it as I am Just Me Being Me StiXone Is Me Sharing Me With those who wanna see a lil story about a kid like me...to be continued...The Transformers WILL retun after these messages...
1985, I had this "MOLD" of what I want in a Female WAY back in the day Ally Sheedy as Allison in The Breakfast Club Made the Hugest Dent and then ten years later I meet this Pre Determined Mold, "You Believe In Fate"in Natural born killers Fate Is Huge, and this Movie I watched with &"HeR"the morning after what to me was a PLESANT night rather that a Fell Dirty sluty night, anyways I then have spent the last decade Thinking of this Beautiful to me in every way entity, and since the fucked up situation January 15th 2003, then D day February 14th 2003, I started to try to gather myself prioe to December 10th 1994 and in this Search thus far after three years is I wanted her before I even Knew her, It's Also Odd as to It was thanx to HeR sister knowing my Friend that I even Crossed Paths with her and even in 2000 it was Her Sister Again who got us back together again as well the Night In Question also involved her sister,wait a minute hold up, Bottom line I do have a DEEPLY IMPLANTED "Mold" of what I Want and The ones thast fit are very few and not neccicarily into me etc etc of the few that leaves very little hence the Importance of it all being Fate etc yadda yadda I even look at old crushes and in some way the look like her while I was In San Diego This summer I was able to even go as far back as Kindergarten etc I even remember how mum started to notice I preferred Brunettes to Blondes but still If the Feelings there NO Hair Color Matter as far as Carpet matching Drapes No Mind Neither but as long as the Carpet is Well Maintained Back to the "M" She is HUGEly apart of my Life if you can see how a decade of doing little qwerks here and there to remind you of her or just cause you miss that person scolding you you do it and listen now that they are gone but"like there are Hella Movies that I have a hard time watching as cause I REMEMBER HER for the 2hrs that we Originally saw the film when where to temperature sometimes the memories are so strong I can SMELL the air I Shit You Not It Scares me some times cause there's no BOOK on what to do here some the most meaningful things about her was how she would not "Mold"me to fit what she wanted, and some way of taking the stress and worries of this world away by just being there with my head in her lap, speaking of which, I feel asleep cause I would feel SAFE Now this is weird for a MAN to be concerned about being safe but I did and the only other time I feel this way is when I'm in the ocean as I feel Scared Shitless of dieing at the hands of the Sea but at the Same time So Calm as I realize how Small Mankind is and Society goes away, when other girls have slept over I'm very unease and don't sleep well. So You Could be HOT as Hell even arouse me but It's that feeling of Safe I'm trying to find"So If you're like : Ally Sheedy in Breakfast Club,Samantha Mathis in Pump Up The VolumeThe Brunette Wyatt Hooks Up With In Weird Science also in American Ninja Rachel Liegh CookJoan Of Arc in Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure, Anna Paquin, Anna Faris, Faruza Baulk, Mia Sara, Zoe Dachenel, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Ellen Page, Jena Malone, Lava Girl, etc. Amongst other things I’m also writing four books and a short story as well as The Script To my Comic and the Movie…well I hope it gets to that point Other than That I speak what I Think So How You Interperet it is between you and Your Subconscious...Really WANT MEET-- This Girl Right Here
The Smashed Punkins(SP) The Beastie Boys(DFL) Trent Reznor(NIN) Bjork(think M),Various from 1975-1985 IE for fathers of RapHipHop KraftWerk - Tour de France - Breakin 1 & 2 The Electric Boogaloo Herbie Hancock(RockIt) Classical Metalica's good for Flash backs of good times good times AIR RadioHead OG N.W.A. RIP Eazy-E RUN, run, D, d, M, m, C, c! De La Soul, Black Sheep, U.T.F.O., L.L. Cool...J!, A.F.I. (Thanx Steve 0) PantrerA Brudda Iz! Mahalo!! X-Dash, Mickey Avalon, Blame Amy, Genus Pro., SNDTRKs The CDs I buy of the Raves Pretty Much any song that Flashes me back, time travel if you will to a time when I was Happy... ...Just Give Me A Beat To Move My Feet!!!!!
Natural Born Killers, The STAR WARS SAGA, The New Jersey Saga, The Fifth Element, the CroW, Back To The Future Trio, The MatriX Saga, the Nightmare On Elm St. Series, The Hellraiser Series, Ocean's Eleven(NEW), Big Trouble In little china, Bram Stoker's Dracula, All the GREAT Vampire films(ooh DirRrty)Almost famous(dugh), Strange Days, Pulpfiction+all Works of Quinten Tarentino, The 96 ver. of Romeo & Juliet, Donnie Darko, The Little Mermaid,etc.
80's TV RoX Late Night With David Letterman(watcher since 1984) South Park Real Sex All Wrestleing NBA PlayOffs & Finals The World Series The NFL AFC Playoffs DUCKS football UO Comedy Central/Cartoon Network 23:00hrsPST Sportcenter NHL Fuel TV since the first days baby, Tech TV I Must Have These Help my Cuz N I start up a Club in Bend or in your neck of the woods~StX
The Dictionary/ encyclopedia etc. mostly Magazines/internet books never finish'em (wish I could "Jack them in" oh wait I do like choose your own adventures lol remember those SWEET, The Power Of Your Subconcious Mind, The HitchHiker's Guide To The Galaxy, Math Books
My Pops...dass-right! People who think for themselves and are not Sheep following the Shepard I guess you can call me the wolf cause wolves travel in Pacs and I hang with my friends who think for themselves while we watch the sheeplicking our chops wink wink ;-)