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Cedar

[naive] lacking worldly experience and understanding

About Me

i'm very small. tiny, infact. think about a lawn-gnome. that's how big i am. now imagine that lawn gnome as a female. a lawn gnome with sharp wit, attrocious spelling, really dry and/or childish humour, and a penchant for shiney objects and skinny boys.... a lawn gnome who is occasionally a client hostess, a regular hostess, a ballet dancer, a waitress desperate for a good tip, a stripper, a traveler who hasn't made it very far out of los angeles, a make-up and hair stylist, a vocalist, a painter, an obsessive organizer (of other's lives, and never for a moment my own), a written word luster, and a wanna-be computer geek. but above all, a hopeless romantic....get the picture?

My Interests

heroine sheek anything, jack the ripper, books books books!, spending way too much time on my computer, flaunt and nylon magazines, wearing fake glasses to further embrace my inner geek, cheese, thai food, pear cider, comic books, the never ending quest for the perfect shoe, smoking, coffee, cuddling, mindlessly running choreography while standing in line, falling in love, late night tv, french wallpaper, lip gloss, cigarettes, anything that is or is on my bed, a sense of self, people with odd sentence structures and cadence, glasses, confrontational flirting, suicide girls, skinny boys with tattoos.

I'd like to meet:

someone to paint my dreams on the walls while i sleep. someone who's velvet tongue bleeds imagery like water and wine into my ears. someone who can't sleep alone.that, or a nice lawn gnome.

Music:

anberlin, autolux, yeah yeah yeahs, afi, tool, 30 seconds to mars, muse, failure, angels and airwaves, underoath, belcanto, the faint, bowie, melissa auf der maur, rent, he is legend, dredg, pretty girls make graves, eisley, tegan & sara, a perfect circle

Movies:

serenity, v for vendetta, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, rent, the labryinth, the adventures of baron munchausen, playing by heart, empire records, tank girl, go, 200 cigarettes

Television:

nothing i'm willing to admit.

Books:

anything chuck palahniuk - especially invisible monsters, anything francescia lia block - especially the weetzie bat series, anything janet fitch, party monster (disco bloodbath), the rules of attraction, speak, syrup, dreamworld, the alchemist, welcome to my planet, house of leaves, bunny modern

Heroes:

sylar.

My Blog

my art....

here. look at the crap i make in my spare time.aren't i fabulous? or possibly retarded?unfinished bunny painting....much further to go.doll head ornament for christmas party.eh. this is a shitty pictu...
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:22:00 PST

it's been almost a year....

since my last blog. i figure it might be time for an update, no?here's what you're missing if you're not in my life right now:-incase you missed it, i never moved to sherman oaks. i did however manage...
Posted by Cedar on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:30:00 PST

i'm moving

in ten days!! wheeeee!! i'll have my own little room and bathroom, in an adorable house, with white walls and hardwood floors. i'll be living with a really sweet couple, and their two dogs, in sherman...
Posted by Cedar on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 08:58:00 PST

new photos...

i was really damn bored. enjoy.
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new...

photos.... for you kids. cause you're all special like that. now give me my damn cookie.
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

does anyone...

comment on these things? ever?
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i quit my job...

anybody want to hire me?
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the dating habits of the "los angelino"

this is truly the most boring, god awful tuesday night of my life. considering how large los angeles is...what, 8 million people?...you wouldn't think dating would be this difficult. apparently all...
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

well, i'm here...

now what? maynard james keenan's voice and cigarettes are the only two things that have kept me from putting my fist through a wall today. i am not a happy girl most of the time. -why do you...
Posted by Cedar on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST