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NOTE* Hey people, if you have the time, check out all the videos I've placed on this profile...they all are a part of me in some way or another, and they're fucking cool!....................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................................So, I've decided to give a new spin on the girl inside the feline...If you ever used to dream about prince charming saving you from some terrible calamity, or feeling that you once had a life with deep spirituality and connectedness to the universe, or if you've ever had your cake and succeeded in eating it as well, you're proably much like me...Or if you've ever had dreams about zombies, murder, and natural disasters, and often have found some dreams to come true, you probably know what I'm talking about..Or if you know that there's more to life than the rules and limits humans put on each other, that there's definitely something else out there that we can't, or don't want to see, then your perspective is much like mine...Some days I feel happy, other days I feel sad, most days are about a 7 on the good ol' scale of 1-10, ten being best...I believe in respecting those you love and receiving respect in return. Integrity, intelligence, humour, strength, and beauty are admirable qualities, all of which you'll find in me, with a dash of humility, except, when I speak of my virtues....And has anyone dared share their faults on this strange form of correspondence called MySpace, the "I wear my heart on my sleeve, someone please understand me" website...I'm sure they do, but here are mine....Humble, yes, painfully so sometimes, but I share that in a dichotomy which involves vanity, a trait I am proud to have and I give thanks to the beauty inside and on the outside which I possess, I am jealous, maybe a bit possessive, I need to be in control, at least somewhat, or the Leo in me has no reason for being, but at least you feel warmth under my reign and not a cold and heartless dictatorship, I have issues with self-confidence, but only when someone hasn't fed my ego for a while, ...for fuck's sake, read any leo horoscope traits, and believe everything on it in reference to me!And we all have life lessons to learn before we depart this shell of flesh, I have some undiscovered ones, but my lesson as of late has been zen in nature, relax, go with the flow, enjoy and concentrate on the moment, ...I have learned never to rely too heavily on people, for they can disappoint, Only rely on yourself, and if someone surprises you with integrity, generosity, and selflessness every once in a while, why, how much more delighted you will be.....never regret anything, and do nothing you may later regret...Love, live, and free yourself of society's constraints, even if every once in a while you may seem "a little weird." Sorry bitches, none of us are really normal. Some of us are typical, some of us are out of the ordinary, some of us are smart, and some are dumb (in which case, get an education before you attempt talking to me, or let me teach you some things) and in this world some of us do nothing but acts of good, and deeply, secretly, some of us have thoughts of evil. You would not know my personality if it were turned inside out and my fears and thoughts were made visible, or would you? It sometimes escapes out of my twisted mouth and you may be able to tell that there is something a little more sinister inside....But overall, you will know that if I call you my friend, you have no fear...they're only ideas, thoughts, and fears....they are a part of me, just like everything and everyone else I keep around me..So friends, go out and learn your lessons, but do not forget them.. And the most important thing of all, don't forget how to love and share who you are...The only people who matter in your life are those who know both you and your shadow self, and still want to have a beer together.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .........................check out my photography website.............. Sinister Photography www.sinisterphoto.com.. width="425" height="350" ..
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