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I AM JUST A GURL.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I DO NOT PROMOTE DRINKING AND DRIVING YOU PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN SOMETHING FROM ME !!!! I AM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND IKE OK IKE...WHERES MY CASH !!!!.... lmao
THIS IS MY PARENTS HOME IN DALLAS TEXAS
I have a HUGE PROBLEM WITH SMART ASSES!!!! AND MEN WHO ARE VIOLENT!
HOW WEAK! My ex husband kidnapped my children when they were very small. ( I HAVE THREE BOYS.. WHO TODAY are AGES 19, 18, AND 14) I havent seen nor spoke to them since 2 AND 3... My older two...JUSTIN AND DEVIN
JUSTIN WHO IS NOW 19
All I ever wanted to do was be a mom I had so much fun with them in only three years My ever so wealthy parents told me to quit moping around and to get on with it... that there was nothing I could do about it I told mom she was a sick woman and that was what was probably wrong..... WITH US!! ( NOT REALLY KNOWING WHAT I MEANT BY THAT!) THOSE ARE MY BABIES! GET OVER IT? I now have a $10,0000 order of support I have to pay for which until now.. HAVE REFUSED TO PAY! PAY FOR SOMEONE ABUSING? NOT IN THIS LIFETIME! But if I dont pay it soon, they are sending me to prison You see....Im on probation....read on The STATE OF GEORGIA TOOK MY THIRD because he suffers from BIPOLAR DISORDER and was out of control at school although a straight A student ~~Brandon~~
funny....I dont remember resigning as a mom earlier in this fiasco my visits to a boys facilty were suspended for kissing my son. ( NURTURING while he was away ) I TOLD THEM OFF !!!!!!! And what they could do with thier rules IT DIDNT HELP! I got tired of fighting with them so I thought I'd have one up on them and do something they never see.... After six years of getting no where and rehashing the same shit... I stood up at the board table during one of our panel reviews and said.. KEEP HIS ASS! HE'S A BRAT ANYWAY! and with that....I walked out. and bawled my eyes out in private. Im famous for this type behavior as you all know...lol its almost like DFACS relishes taking children from good parents like they enjoy fighting with you.. what makes them so righteous anyway? they make ten dollars an hour for god sake. my son didnt listen to them either SO THEY MEDICATED HIM TO CONFORM??.....HUH??? I thought it was a war AGAINST DRUGS your training my son to be an addict THOUGHT ID GIVE IT A WHIRL MYSELF SINCE THEY KNOW HOW IT GOES AND ALL... Cuz IM NOT CONFORMING TOO WELL I made drugs my new best friend
because it caused my depression to vanish in 3 seconds I was arrested for possession of a controlled substance and in the midst of gut wrenching losses THEY LOCKED ME UP LIKE AN ANIMAL FOR ALMOST A YEAR This was in 2004 and I continued to be abused and mistreated while inside the walls by my superiors. Dont ask me why Im anti-government...GO FIGURE! My life forever changed upon my release I am no longer willing to be a slave to addiction I gained about 16 months sober/clean but I got bored. so now....unless I find a good HOSPITAL...... Im in trouble because now Im suffering YES...SUFFERING..FROM ADDICTION the one I no longer want I always thought using drugs was a choice we had its not a choice anymore...its a must or I cant function.... Im currently shopping for a treatment facility Never thought I'd see the day when drugs were actually a burden to me but they are....Im real sick but Im smiling today because its coming AND I'LL NEVER GO BACK EVER AGAIN! ADD ANOTHER 5000.00 for treatment TO MY TEN THOUSAND IM TRYING TO COME UP WITH for child support..its overwhelming... I KNOW LIFE IS BETTER DRUG FREE!..It really is. Having to depend on my dope FENE friends who abuse people for whatever reason put me on a highway to demanding my life back no matter what it cost me... JAIL WILL HUMBLE YOU ! and send the toughest in heart to their knees! I bet you dont know how many molecules on the floor your standing on...well, we counted ours...hahaha I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD GO to jail AT LEAST ONCE..LOL try to stay out of prison though ( Ive never been but Im close)
a male friend of ten years beat the shit out of me because I wouldnt sleep with him.. funny, I didnt know I owed that to ALL MY MALE FRIENDS ???? MY MARRIED BOYFRIEND was the ONE I learned to trust and adore..... WHAT A FIASCO!! The friend of ten years beat me up and put me out on the curb with nowhere to go incarceration previously had caused me to lose my entire well established home and I was finding myself dependant on abusers Why drugs go hand in hand with abuse????? FOOD FOR THOUGHT
What happened to the day when friends were really friends??? I do remember those days THEY ARE LONG GONE!!! I was born in 1964 Why are their men like the one who came to my myspace page and say something so cruel like he just did. I DONT EVEN KNOW THIS GUY and he takes the time to email me somethng so stupid. He comes to my inbox and said I WAS THE BEST PIECE OF ASS HE EVER PAID FOR??? asking me to post this??? YERAH RIGHT YOU MAJOR IDIOT...WTF??? Now I KNOW WHY I DONT REMEMBER YOU PAL I SHOULD POST YOUR PICTURE ON MY PAGE! thats how I roll with morons like you! you'd be lucky to have a girl like me!!!!!!
PLUS YOU LIED! I NEVER MET YOU BEFORE! all your really doing is entertaining me! BRING IT ON I SAY MAY THE BEST MAN WIN!!! I HAVE A GIFT LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO IT ITS CALLED A SILVER TONGUE AND THANKS TO YOU I HAVE LEARNED THE ART OF VERBAL ABUSE ( Im working on it ) STOP PISSING ME OFF...TRY THAT!!! thats what I was told I do BUT AT LEAST I KNOW IT and those who are R I G H T never have to worry here!!! IM VERY SMART and Im the best friend you'd ever have but I have yet to learn how to deal with ASSHOLES! Im not gonna apologize for verbally tearing your ass to shreds~! so unless your up for a good debate you wont win here LET IT GO FOR GOD SAKE ALL YOU THAT ABUSE WOMAN! You know who you are... I personally dont need a power trip I got over 500 emails last saturday THATS PLENTY POWER FOR ME ! I GET ALL I NEED AND WANT BY BEIN REAL! and allowing my vunerablity to show you should try it! maybe a good cry would break that shell? and for my strange friend maybe thats why your wife dont have sex with YOU! because you need anger managment classes..lol BEIN REAL IS SO FUNNY TO ME IM ALWAYS LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD HAS GIFTED ME WITH JOY I always say... " ITS THE HAIR " BTW... FOR MY FRIEND WHO DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PLAY RIGHT Im coming into my own these days and I no longer feel a victim I REFUSE!!!!
Its all of THEM who are crazy!!! I DIDNT SAY YOU DIDNT GIVE ME BALLS BECAUSE LORD ONLY KNOWS IM NOT SILENT ABOUT THINGS! ~~YOU ~~ MADE ME WHO I AM AND I REALLY LIKE HER QUITE FRANKLY ALWAYS ALWAYS LAUGHING~ ITS A GIFT FROM GOD! TODAY....I AM FINALLY ON MY WAY My friends are pretty much gone which is good A with friends like mine...who needs enemies however, they are good for some things
TODAY 4/3/2008 I AM H A P P Y
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( EARLIER PROFILE BELOW) Im in the process of rebuilding a life from many bad choices I am a paralegal by trade but because of those bad choices I spoke of am having to work two jobs THE GEORGIA STATE BAR SUED ME for practicing Law on the internet.... I love doing what I do and thats interacting with people I like to observe how it all works AND OBSERVE WHY YOU DO WHAT YOU DO and I must say..Im very disturbed!!!! Im currently reading a book entitled "HOW TO LIVE SUCCESSFULLY WITH SCREWED UP PEOPLE" hahaha.....its a great book! People are so wounded SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE IN LIFE IS BLEEDING Funny..if people would just GET REAL instead of hiding behind some facad they would learn that they are free and totally excepted for who they are Stop trying to make me feel bad..... YOU COULDNT POSSIBLY!!!! Because I have finally found what I have searched for my entire life AND THAT IS MYSELF!!! and you cant have me anymore!!! NOT THAT WAY ANYWAY.. GOD HAS GIVEN ME MANY GIFTS AND I ENJOY PASSING THEM ON IT DOES SOMETHING FOR ME TO GIVE IT AWAY OK THAT WAS A BAD BAD JOKE..LOL SEE WHAT I MEAN?? hahhaaaha
I am an activist against domestic violence and the like and physical and especially emotional abuse... I LOATHE! I like to say that Im an activist against bullshit that pretty much says it like it is Im currently saying goodbye to all the trash in my life NOW I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS..hahahahahaha ( thats NOT a joke) I correspond to everyone who writes however... I will NOT meet you in the Kroger parking lot for all you MILF fans hahahaha one thing I have found We are all pretty much the same In the midst of LIFE RECOVERY Im beginning to enjoy the WISDOM I have suffered to understand I EARNED IT!
TO BE DIFFERENT IN A WORLD THAT IS CONSTANTLY TRYING TO MOLD ME TO THEIR SELFISH WAYS TO BE DIFFERENT AND BE PROUD OF IT HAS BEEN MY GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT MY REDEMPTION DRAWETH NIGH!!! I am happy today!!!
SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD!
STOP THE VIOLENCE AND ABUSE because it kills! choose to be a part of contributing to wounded souls such as the one ~~~you have~~~
and know YOUR PAST DOES NOT have to determine your future! There is only ONE YOU CELEBRATE THAT and know no matter how different we all are or what weve been through WE ALL have something to contribute in this journey we call life I FEEL IT IS NOT ABOUT THE DESTINATION IT IS ABOUT "THE JOURNEY" my friend.....it is about the journey EMBRACE IT BE PROUD OF YOU because there is ONLY ONE!
