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I AM JUST A GURL.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I DO NOT PROMOTE
DRINKING AND DRIVING
YOU PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN SOMETHING FROM ME !!!!
I AM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND IKE
OK IKE...WHERES MY CASH !!!!.... lmao
THIS IS MY PARENTS HOME IN DALLAS TEXAS
I have a HUGE PROBLEM WITH SMART ASSES!!!!
AND MEN WHO ARE VIOLENT!
HOW WEAK!
My ex husband kidnapped my children when they were very small.
( I HAVE THREE BOYS.. WHO TODAY are AGES 19, 18, AND 14)
I havent seen nor spoke to them since 2 AND 3...
My older two...JUSTIN AND DEVIN
JUSTIN WHO IS NOW 19
All I ever wanted to do was be a mom
I had so much fun with them
in only three years
My ever so wealthy parents told me to quit moping around
and to get on with it...
that there was nothing I could do about it
I told mom she was a sick woman
and that was what was probably wrong..... WITH US!!
( NOT REALLY KNOWING WHAT I MEANT BY THAT!)
THOSE ARE MY BABIES!
GET OVER IT?
I now have a $10,0000 order of support I have to pay for which until now..
HAVE REFUSED TO PAY!
PAY FOR SOMEONE ABUSING?
NOT IN THIS LIFETIME!
But if I dont pay it soon, they are sending me to prison
You see....Im on probation....read on
The STATE OF GEORGIA
TOOK MY THIRD
because he suffers
from BIPOLAR DISORDER
and was out of control at school
although a straight A student
~~Brandon~~
funny....I dont remember resigning as a mom
earlier in this fiasco
my visits to a boys facilty
were suspended for kissing my son.
( NURTURING while he was away )
I TOLD THEM OFF !!!!!!!
And what they could do with thier rules
IT DIDNT HELP!
I got tired of fighting with them so
I thought I'd have one up on them and do something they never see....
After six years of getting no where and rehashing the same shit...
I stood up at the board table during one of our panel reviews and said..
KEEP HIS ASS!
HE'S A BRAT ANYWAY!
and with that....I walked out.
and bawled my eyes out in private.
Im famous for this type behavior as you all know...lol
its almost like DFACS relishes
taking children
from good parents like they enjoy fighting with you..
what makes them so righteous anyway?
they make ten dollars an hour for god sake.
my son didnt listen to them either
SO THEY MEDICATED HIM TO CONFORM??.....HUH???
I thought it was a war AGAINST DRUGS
your training my son to be an addict
THOUGHT ID GIVE IT A WHIRL MYSELF
SINCE THEY KNOW HOW IT GOES AND ALL...
Cuz IM NOT CONFORMING TOO WELL
I made drugs my new best friend
because it caused my depression to vanish in 3 seconds
I was arrested for possession of a controlled substance
and in the midst of gut wrenching losses
THEY LOCKED ME UP LIKE AN ANIMAL
FOR ALMOST A YEAR
This was in 2004
and I continued to be abused and mistreated while inside the walls by my superiors.
Dont ask me why Im anti-government...GO FIGURE!
My life forever changed upon my release
I am no longer willing to be a slave to addiction
I gained about 16 months sober/clean but I got bored.
so now....unless I find a good HOSPITAL......
Im in trouble because now Im suffering
YES...SUFFERING..FROM ADDICTION
the one I no longer want
I always thought using drugs was a choice we had
its not a choice anymore...its a must
or I cant function....
Im currently shopping for a treatment facility
Never thought I'd see the day when drugs were actually a burden to me
but they are....Im real sick
but Im smiling today because its coming
AND I'LL NEVER GO BACK EVER AGAIN!
ADD ANOTHER 5000.00 for treatment TO MY TEN THOUSAND IM TRYING TO COME UP WITH for child support..its overwhelming...
I KNOW
LIFE IS BETTER DRUG FREE!..It really is.
Having to depend on my dope FENE friends
who abuse people
for whatever reason
put me on a highway to demanding my life back
no matter what it cost me...
JAIL WILL HUMBLE YOU !
and send the toughest in heart to their knees!
I bet you dont know how many molecules on the floor your standing on...well, we counted ours...hahaha
I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD GO to jail AT LEAST ONCE..LOL
try to stay out of prison though ( Ive never been but Im close)
a male friend of ten years beat the shit out of me
because I wouldnt sleep with him..
funny, I didnt know
I owed that to
ALL MY MALE FRIENDS
????
MY MARRIED BOYFRIEND
was the ONE
I learned to trust and adore.....
WHAT A FIASCO!!
The friend of ten years
beat me up and put me out on the curb with nowhere to go
incarceration previously had caused me to lose
my entire
well established home
and I was finding myself dependant on abusers
Why drugs go hand in hand with abuse?????
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
What happened to the day when friends were really friends???
I do remember those days
THEY ARE LONG GONE!!!
I was born in 1964
Why are their men like the one who came to my myspace page
and say something so cruel like he just did.
I DONT EVEN KNOW THIS GUY
and he takes the time to email me somethng so stupid.
He comes to my inbox and said
I WAS THE BEST PIECE OF ASS HE EVER PAID FOR???
asking me to post this???
YERAH RIGHT YOU MAJOR IDIOT...WTF???
Now I KNOW
WHY
I DONT REMEMBER YOU PAL
I SHOULD POST YOUR PICTURE ON MY PAGE!
thats how I roll with morons like you!
you'd be lucky to have a girl like me!!!!!!
PLUS YOU LIED!
I NEVER MET YOU BEFORE!
all your really doing is entertaining me!
BRING IT ON I SAY
MAY THE BEST MAN WIN!!!
I HAVE A GIFT
LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO IT
ITS CALLED A SILVER TONGUE
AND THANKS TO YOU
I HAVE LEARNED THE ART OF VERBAL ABUSE
( Im working on it )
STOP PISSING ME OFF...TRY THAT!!!
thats what I was told I do
BUT AT LEAST I KNOW IT
and those who are
R I G H T
never have to worry here!!!
IM VERY SMART
and Im the best friend you'd ever have
but I have yet to learn how to deal with
ASSHOLES!
Im not gonna apologize for verbally tearing your ass to shreds~!
so unless your up for a good debate
you wont win here
LET IT GO FOR GOD SAKE
ALL YOU THAT ABUSE WOMAN!
You know who you are...
I personally dont need a power trip
I got over 500 emails last saturday
THATS PLENTY POWER FOR ME !
I GET ALL I NEED AND WANT
BY BEIN REAL!
and allowing my vunerablity to show
you should try it!
maybe a good cry would break that shell?
and for my strange friend
maybe thats why your wife dont have sex with YOU!
because you need anger managment classes..lol
BEIN REAL IS SO FUNNY TO ME
IM ALWAYS LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD HAS GIFTED ME WITH JOY
I always say...
" ITS THE HAIR "
BTW...
FOR MY FRIEND
WHO DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PLAY RIGHT
Im coming into my own these days
and I no longer feel a victim
I REFUSE!!!!
Its all of THEM who are crazy!!!
I DIDNT SAY YOU DIDNT GIVE ME BALLS
BECAUSE LORD ONLY KNOWS IM NOT SILENT ABOUT THINGS!
~~YOU ~~
MADE ME WHO I AM
AND I REALLY LIKE HER QUITE FRANKLY
ALWAYS ALWAYS LAUGHING~
ITS A GIFT FROM GOD!
TODAY....I AM FINALLY ON MY WAY
My friends are pretty much gone which is good
A
with friends like mine...who needs enemies
however, they are good for some things
TODAY
4/3/2008
I AM
H A P P Y
nter
..
( EARLIER PROFILE BELOW)
Im in the process of rebuilding a life
from many bad choices
I am a paralegal by trade
but because of those bad choices I spoke of
am having to work two jobs
THE GEORGIA STATE BAR SUED ME
for practicing Law on the internet....
I love doing what I do
and thats interacting with people
I like to observe how it all works
AND OBSERVE WHY YOU DO WHAT YOU DO
and I must say..Im very disturbed!!!!
Im currently reading a book entitled
"HOW TO LIVE SUCCESSFULLY WITH SCREWED UP PEOPLE"
hahaha.....its a great book!
People are so wounded
SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE IN LIFE IS BLEEDING
Funny..if people would just
GET REAL
instead of hiding behind some facad
they would learn that they are free
and totally excepted for who they are
Stop trying to make me feel bad.....
YOU COULDNT POSSIBLY!!!!
Because I have finally found what I have searched for
my entire life
AND THAT IS MYSELF!!!
and you cant have me anymore!!!
NOT THAT WAY ANYWAY..
GOD HAS GIVEN ME MANY GIFTS
AND I ENJOY PASSING THEM ON
IT DOES SOMETHING FOR ME TO GIVE IT AWAY
OK THAT WAS A
BAD BAD
JOKE..LOL
SEE WHAT I MEAN?? hahhaaaha
I am an activist against domestic violence
and the like
and
physical and especially
emotional abuse...
I LOATHE!
I like to say that
Im an activist against bullshit
that pretty much says it like it is
Im currently saying goodbye
to all the trash in my life
NOW I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS..hahahahahaha
( thats NOT a joke)
I correspond to everyone who writes
however...
I will NOT meet you in the Kroger parking lot
for all you MILF fans
hahahaha
one thing I have found
We are all pretty much
the same
In the midst of
LIFE RECOVERY
Im beginning to enjoy
the WISDOM
I have suffered to understand
I EARNED IT!
TO BE DIFFERENT
IN A WORLD THAT IS CONSTANTLY TRYING TO MOLD ME
TO THEIR SELFISH WAYS
TO BE DIFFERENT
AND BE PROUD OF IT
HAS BEEN MY GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT
MY REDEMPTION DRAWETH NIGH!!!
I am happy today!!!
SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD!
STOP THE VIOLENCE
AND ABUSE
because it kills!
choose to be a part
of contributing
to wounded souls
such as the one
~~~you have~~~
and know
YOUR PAST
DOES NOT
have to determine your future!
There is only
ONE
YOU
CELEBRATE THAT
and know
no matter how different we all are
or what weve been through
WE ALL
have something to contribute
in this journey
we call life
I FEEL IT IS
NOT
ABOUT THE DESTINATION
IT IS ABOUT
"THE JOURNEY"
my friend.....it is about the journey
EMBRACE IT
BE PROUD OF YOU
because there is
ONLY ONE!