Marc S Hudson

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Here is my attempt at letting you into the person I am. If you don't know me yet, you might be thinking that I'm just another one of those boys, trying to make it big. As much as I'd like to change your mind on that I can’t… only you can. I realize that there are thousands... MILLIONS of people with the same hopes and dreams as I have. And that life likes to throw in surprises… usually more bad then good. But truth is we are all trying to get somewhere in life… and we all need to have ambitions. Instead of defending myself, I would like to give you the opportunity to find out who I am and judge me however you wish.To sum me up: I am aiming high for the future. I am very interested in directing, editing and photography. I am always working on new and exciting projects. Directing wise I will be filming a couple of trailers over the next month or so. Photography wise I am always taking pictures. I am finding that it is quite difficult to get anywhere in life but it feels so unbelievably good to be pushing myself closer and closer to my dreams, I have a lot of work ahead but it's going to be worth every bit of energy. I used to do acting and modeling. Nothing too exciting but it was good experience being in a filming environment. Check my blogs to see how I am progressing.I pay close attention to detail. And I like to portray this through my art and photography. Mood, feelings, energy are all reflected in an image or scene… whether it be a from a person, building, nature etc.I want to share my struggles with people, learn from them and show others that there is hope for all of us. I don't understand all of the trials facing different people because they are differ from person to person. But I know what it's like to feel abandoned and feel unloved. Sometimes the only thing you need is to know that someone understands and has been in your situation, that alone can give comport.I'm still finding myself and what I like. With every day I'm brought closer to my core because I remember where I've come from and the hard times seem to show us what we are really made of. I think searching for your true self and giving of that self is what sets you apart from so many people in the world. Many souls are just traveling through space and time with no meaning in their lives; my goals have been set and I know what I must accomplish. I am no longer lost in this world.Quite often I have trouble making decisions and find myself asking people, whose opinions I value, for help in making decisions. I can be stubborn at times and make rash decisions when there is no one to advise me, I guess it's the Capricorn in me. It can get me into some trouble at times. And when someone points out that I am wrong I can be easily annoyed. We all have hearts and we all have minds, and sometimes mine get mixed up and conflict with each other but that's life.I'm very spontaneous and people who are around me never seem to get bored. I’m always willing to try new things and explore. I also love to plan trips with no warning, I love to indulge my wild side. I acquired a tattoo, even thou I am terrified of needles. But sometimes we have to do things that scare us. It adds a bit of fun to life. I personally would be apprehensive exploring an old, abandoned building late at night... but I would love to do so.I'm very curious about the world and love to travel. When it came to moving to London I had (and still do) little money. Before, I lived in Southampton with my Father. But there comes a point where you must spread your wings and fly. It is risky, but I have never been afraid of taking risks if they'd get me closer to my goals. I had to find income in London… and I found it working in a West End Theatre. My fellow employees were in the same boat as me… whether they are pursuing acting, singing, dancing or modeling. We have all become close friends because of our career.I love the outdoors; some of that love can be attributed to growing up near the New Forrest in Hampshire. I love long day walks in the forest. Not just in the summer but all year round. Winter brings so much beauty, which may be why I enjoy it more than summer. There are so many things to do outside and I feel that everyone should experience nature first hand. A hike with friends in a forest would be a perfect day for me. When I do this I feel like my mind is cleared, I am re-charged in a way.I am a true romantic. I never put limits on love. I'm open to meeting all types of people. I believe that when you fall in love none of these things should matter. Love is a spiritual connection shared between two people... I like to focus on chemistry and connection. I wish more people could see that beauty fades and that working on the inner is the only thing you take with you from this journey. If we could focus as much attention on the inner as we do the outer we would all benefit from it. The world would in turn be better.My friends describe me as funny. Which is good because I like funny people and I love to make others laugh. I think my comedy started out as a defense mechanism for me. I used to be funny to keep others from making fun of me, I wanted to be in control and if I could make people laugh for positive reasons, it beat having them pick me apart. People can be harsh and growing up. When I was younger I was very overweight and withdrawn, just drifting through school. Many people said awful things to or about me. It was hard to be myself and there were times when I couldn't bear being trapped in my skin. Luckily now I have become much more outgoing. Quite often people look down on me for being gay. Or say ‘it’s such a waste’, or ‘you will never be happy in love’. The truth is no one chooses his or her sexuality and no sexuality should be looked at as superior because of it. It is as simple as that. We all have minds and souls, so we should be able to love who we love without restrictions and limits. Other things I like, going for walks, going swimming, Film and theatre, exploring other countries, dancing, New York, Colorado, California, Theme parks, eating, cooking (when I'm in the mood), bon fires, camping, ice skating, traveling, laughing, and being around good friends. But that’s it for me for now! I hope this gave you some insight as to who I am.Please also visit my IMDB page... http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1878984/ although all my credits have been erased for some unknown reason.
you're phoebe...completely off the wall and scatter
brained, but your friends know you'll always be
faithful to them, no matter what.
which Friends character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla Quotes from people I admire....."I would never, never do anything unless I believed in it." - River Phoenix
"I don't want to get into the habit of thinking about my career because when it comes down to it, it's not that important. I could die tomorrow and the world would go on. I don't want to separate myself from the rest of the world. If the world is not going too good, I'm part of that. I'll be happy to take the blame. I'm along for the ride." - River Phoenix
"People are constantly trying to make an image for you. They'll dress you up and tell you to pose a certain way and take all these pictures...they want a certain image, so they create that. And unless you're spending a lot of time to create another image to counteract that image, their's will win. So right now, I'm kind of dealing with a lot of false ideas of what I'm about." - River phoenix
'If God didn't make homosexuals then there wouldn't be any!' - Unknown'I asked for clean, athletic, smiling; she sent me dirty, tired and paunchy'. - Miranda Priestly"I wouldn't piss on her if she was on fire." (in reference to 'Joan Crawford' ) - Bette Davis"To fulfill a dream, to be allowed to sweat over lonely labor, to be given a chance to create, is the meat and potatoes of life. The money is the gravy." - Bette Davis"If you want a thing well done, get a couple of old broads to do it." - Bette Davis[when told not to speak ill of the dead] 'Just because someone is dead does not mean they have changed!' - Bette Davis"You should never say bad things about the dead, you should only say good . . . Joan Crawford is dead. Good!" [on the death of her long-time nemesis] - Bette Davis"Don't knock masturbation...it's sex with someone I love." -Woody Allen"I need sex for a clear complexion, but I'd rather do it for love." - Joan Crawford"Love is fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell." - Joan Crawford"Damn it...Don't you dare ask God to help me." - Joan Crawford"If I can't be me, I don't want to be anybody. I was born that way." - Joan Crawford"I love playing bitches. There's a lot of bitch in every woman - a lot in every man." - Joan Crawford
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