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Jasamyn

Homesick for a world with sustained interaction

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I am madly in love with a dream.............. I am listless against it....... We must learn better, what we are and are not. We are not the wind. We are not every vagrant mood that tempts. We must distinguish better. Between ourselves and strangers. There is much that we are not. There is much that is not. There is much that we have not to be. ;At each moment there is the possibility of what is not. And from each thought, an opposite thought is born. From death, he will see an image of life......" I don't feel peace, I don't feel chaos. I don't hope nor do I lack. I am not anxious and I am not in a hurry. What I feel isn't time slipping away, it is simply time passng as it does, as it should pass. What is going to happen is going to happen. It is simply life and the events that occur during the term of life. Just as I am accepting that I am, I will accept the events of my life as they come. I will deal with them. Good and bad they will both come. I will accept them in a way that I am accepting myself now. Let them come.The greatest love is indifferent, the greatest wisdom is childish.
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What Kind of Dolphin are You?
You're a Bottlenose Dolphin! The most popular of the dolphins, you're what people think of when they think of the word "dolphin." Tursiops truncatus is the dolphin most used in shows and aquariums. Flipper was a bottlenose. With your perpetual "smile" and love to play in the breaking waves of boats, you seem to be the most sociable toward newcomers, and the most curious. You range in any water that's warm, and tend to wander around in pods of different sizes. You bring a smile to the faces of those around you, to match your perpetual one!
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code cuddle time. Lasagna. "And talk in talk like time vanishes. Ringing changes on dumb supposition, Conversation suceeds conversation, Until there is nothing left to talk about.... Except truth, the perennial monologue, And no talker to dispute it but itself". -Laura RidingI am interested in fresh flowers everyday, seeing the reaction from animals when you fart in front of them, breakfast for dinner, singing in the shower, I think black eyes are sexy, my favorite food is Juan Carlos seasoned with barbie q sauce and pickles, I love wrestling when drunk on tequilla. Goofn' off. .

Vampires. kisses.

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I'd like to meet:


adopt your own virtual pet! My baby brother Abie, a valiant missionary in South Korea.... My hero. People who challange you, piss you off, make you pee your pants, are brutally honest, reconize mistakes and work past them, people who inspire growth,stinky folks with imperfections, creative, wild at heart, people who think, who dream, adventurers, talkers, dancers, honest, loyal, forgiving, consistant, real.....I want people in my life who are in it no matter what. People who care to be around through all times and all phases of your life. Who are willing to love you, inside and out, people who bring you peace and trust as well as light and laughter. I am not interesting in masks, walls, actors, or cannibals. .. People who like shinanigans, cuddlefests, and the word "poop". Non-lurkers preferred. Audacious and juicy, like ripe little mangos. Wrestling matches a must!!!! I am looking for people who are present in their lives, who don't live in constant fear, who understand that all things change and are willing to change with them, who know themselves, who seek, who acknowledge beauty, who embrace the possibility, who trust, who find truth through dialouge, who love.I decided to hide my top friends list because after much contemplation, I have realized that a lot of these people aren't really my friends anymore, and not out of dislike or indifference, just a growing apart. No hard feelings, but my real friends know who they are and don't need to see their picture on my page to know that.

Music:

I don't want to talk about it, everything I write in regards to music just sounds cheezy. So I won't. but I will say..... I heart my Nephews!!!!!

Movies:

bar fly, City of God, Carnival of Souls, Any Zombie movie, Fight Club, the notebook, The godfather, Good fellas, Taxi driver , M, Jaws, Naploean Dynamite, Wings of Desire, Metropolis (1927), Like water for chocolate, Star Wars movies (original), Billy Jack movies, a clockwork orange.... oh my head. to be continued. I forgot the little mermaid and the dark crystal and princess bride and you got served (don't laugh) sex and lucia, amalie,

Television:

Not really interested in television. Too busy living my life.

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Books:

Oaxaca sunsets you can taste. Books that have invoked change in my life..... The Art of Hunger by Paul Auster (thank you for introducing this amazing book to me Karina), as well as several of his other books, including The invention of Solitude, Days of War, Nights of Love (a crimethINC collaboration), The Prophet by Kahil Gibran, Illusions by Richard Bach (aka my Wizard manual), Island of the Blue dolphins, Like Water for Chocolate, Brave New World, The Heart is a lonely hunter, Charles Bukoswski books such as What matters most is how well you walk through the fire and Ham on Rye, The Catcher in the Rye, The wind-up bird chronicles and other books by haruku muriaki(I know I totally misspelled his name), William Faulkner's As I lay dying, The shark dialouges, one hundred years of solitude and other gabriel garcia marquez books..... Ooooooh I think he wrote a book called Of love and other demons that made my ass fall off, When I was five I killed myself by Howard Buten, Fast food nation, Toni Morrison books make me ache, Hunter S. Thompson, Jack Kerouac... especially his poem Mexico City Blues (which I just read) amazing, Black Beauty, The little prince, I could keep going but it might give me a headache. I am also a big fan of comic books: tank girl, sandman series, the snake pit, all of James Kochalka's books (especially his sketchbook diaries and Pinky and Stinky books), Demo, Teenagers from mars, Grrl Scouts, Charm School, Gardenhead, Daredevil, Less Than Hero(props out to one of my BBF's who wrote it, I heart you Jason), Okay I have to stop, I will finish later, there are sooooooo many comics that I love. I think I personally have kept the Isotope in business. *I just got a new Erotica compilation that is super saucy..it has short stories by Clive Barker, Anne Rice, Leonard Cohen, Kathy Acker, etc. I am also reading Aldous Huxley's perenial philosophy.... amazing.

Heroes:

Juan Carlos, my family, true friends.....zOMBIES. Girls in hot pants... my momma. wENDY AND pAVY. baY ARea pIRATES!!!

My Blog

my biggest faults....

My biggest faults.... I don’t like to wash dishes I tend to over water my plants sometimes drowning them to rot (an example of why I am afriad to have kids) I drink too much I get jealous easily...
Posted by Jasamyn on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 10:22:00 PST

explosions in the sky

the birth and death of the day welcome, ghosts it’s natural to be afraid what do you go home to? catastrophe and the cure so long, lonesome
Posted by Jasamyn on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:49:00 PST

A damsel in distress......

I am not in a mood all I would like to say is last night my love stook up for me in a most appropriate situation which unfortunately involved violence. I felt............. as the one who did me w...
Posted by Jasamyn on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:22:00 PST

Sleepy head sonnets

Foggy frosty spring morning, entangled flesh and bones a kiss a sweet one stale from sleep warms my mouth and resurects my spirit from slumber I count one to a million my blessings of the day give...
Posted by Jasamyn on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 07:43:00 PST

My spirit animal.

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Posted by Jasamyn on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 02:36:00 PST

simple pleasures

This morning, I awoke from the most fantastic dreams to the sweet voice of my love on his way to warm my mouth with his. I literally jumped out of bed, made it with care, started the coffee, stuck m...
Posted by Jasamyn on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:47:00 PST

head over heels,

madly completely and totally in love with you. every day that passes by I love you more. You have changed me, you put lightning in my blood fire in my heart, and peace in my mind. My love, my Juan. We...
Posted by Jasamyn on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:26:00 PST

feed me.....

feed meagain and againfull satisfiedknocking teethgrinding bonestil smoothsoft sweetIn lovedeepand heavygrounding...salty gumsand achey feetWe have traveled far aloneand togethernested in your firey e...
Posted by Jasamyn on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 05:19:00 PST

Portland, Seattle, Vanquver and back.

I just got home from a super crazy week long road trip with my Juanito. We drove in his work truck all over the place to places neither of us had ever been without any maps or reservations.... ha ha h...
Posted by Jasamyn on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:11:00 PST

to all those I have hurt......

I am truely sorry for my absence,I just didn't feel like being the same me that previously causedso much disarray.I didn't know who I was,I felt like I was drowning....and I found someonethat made me ...
Posted by Jasamyn on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 03:04:00 PST