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Missy

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About Me

I'm a 27 year old single mother trying to swim in a sea of tar, at least that's how I feel at times. I tend to be attracted to the darker side of things, where life and people can pass through resistance to the truth. I have a defiant nature that usually serves me well, but at times has created some unrest within my psyche. I'd like to say that I am adventurous, but I would be lying. A better word would be reckless because I have a tendency towards impulsive and self destructive behavior. I want to be beautiful, startling, and disciplined, but I will settle for lovely, wise, and capable. I really don't believe in happy endings, but I do believe in myself... ♥flirtsmack layouts flirtsmack's Layouts This layout was made by flirtsmack layouts. Click to get your own!

My Interests

Writing of life, love, violence, cynicism, ideals, sex, my beautiful little boy, reading, conversation, beer, music, and my urbanite family

I'd like to meet:

Boys that own fast cars,songwriters that express their anguish with impressive and outspoken lyrics.Saul Williams,Mos Def,Artists,Strangers,TravelersDead Authors & Rock Stars

Music:

The Doors, Atmosphere, Muse, Portishead, The Beatles, Chris Isaak, Coconut Records, Coldpaly, Common, The Cure, Damien Marley, Daniel Johnston, Rufus Wainwright, Sublime, Descendents, Tricky, TV On the Radio, DeVotchKa, Ray Charles, The Lost Boyz, Ray LaMontague, Eels, The Roots, Erykah Badu, Gorillaz, Inara George, Mos Def, Mason Jennings, French Kicks, Jimi Hendrix, Outkast, Jeff Buckley, Lovage, Michael Jackson, Old Crow Medicine Show, Nina Simone, The 88, Alexi Murdoch, Amy Winehouse, 311, Tribe Called Quest, Sonic Youth, Ben Kweller, Cold War Kids, The Arcade Fire, Radiohead, David Gray, David Bowie, Interpol, Pete Murray, Death Cab for Cutie, Almost any classic rock, Bob Marley, Steele Pulse, Blackalicious, Maroon5, The Thrills, Ben Harper, Jack Johnson, The Beautiful Girls, Blind Melon, Kings of Leon, The Postal Service, Bishop Allen, Ben Folds, Nirvana, and much much more...

Movies:

Sin City, Jackie Brown, Amadeus, Love Actually, House of Flying Daggers, The Departed, The Breakfast Club, The Exorcist, Better of Dead, Twin Peaks, Children of Men, Water, The Mexican, Desporado, Silverado, Predator, The Goonies, The Doors, Natural Born Killers, Terminator, A Very Long Engagement, Little Miss Sunshine, The Royal Tennebaums, The Life Aquatic, Boon Dock Saints, Batman(the Tim Burton version, Nightmare on Elm Street, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, From Dusk Till Dawn, Snatch.

Television:

Almost any mini series on HBO

Books:

Altas Shrugged, 1984, Animal Farm, Wicked, The Witching Hour, Flowers in the Attic, Brave New World, The Madness of a Seduced Woman,

Heroes:

Knowledge of Self;Determination

My Blog

I Want To Thank You

I'm not going to be disappointed in anyone but myself. I think there are so many times that we expect so much from other people, and then when they cannot live up to our expectations, we are severly c...
Posted by Missy on Sat, 31 May 2008 11:12:00 PST

My Love

MY love Today I don't look fresh. My hair is greasy. I spent all night sitting in a loft doing cocaine. I can't tell my husband this. He was at home with our son. I can't stay home. I get bored. I wan...
Posted by Missy on Wed, 28 May 2008 04:14:00 PST

Freaks

I had some freak ask me to be his little slut! What the fuck.....the strange thing is that I actually had to think about it before I said ..Go Fuck Yourself! What is wrong with some people. ...
Posted by Missy on Sat, 24 May 2008 10:33:00 PST

Dem Monsters Can Be Called Men

I've gone through many changes. Does life mean change? In my ealier twenties I gave blow jobs and was wild . In my mid twenties, I fell in love and had a baby. With love, I abandoned all my ...
Posted by Missy on Fri, 23 May 2008 09:34:00 PST

My Dream

Last night I dreamt about a party. In my dream I lived inside a cliff made of blankets. My girlfriend invited a bunch of guys into my blankets for a sex party. I participated in the sex.  "Who wa...
Posted by Missy on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:32:00 PST

The Sun and The Moon

The Sun and the Moon Massive ancients revolved around the sun. We people of this kingdom rely on wit. We must go back to the basics. Nature and classic poets. Many have been inspired by nature. Now da...
Posted by Missy on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 07:05:00 PST