ok... now that that's out of the way...on with the profile..
~Bohemian. Love. Lover. Seeker. Creator.~
This is The Secret... Which is no longer a secret but The Key to unlock your Garden of Eden. The Key to Creating a World of bountiful Joy
Contrary to popular belief, especially at 1st glance of my profile here, I am not a new age hippy. Lables are for boxes. Boxes are for dead things.
I wear my emotions and my heart on my sleeve. (which is why its all crusty with snot cuz I keep wiping my tears and my nose on it) But I am direct, honest, open and truthful. I have no problem opening up or telling someone exactly what I think...of anything. Some interpret it as "in your face" or "brutal" honesty and find it vitriolic or harsh. Sometimes I am told its not always so much what I say but how I say it. My "tone" is often an issue with people and is often,in my opinion, misunderstood or misinterpreted. If you have an easily bruised ego or overly sensitive and are not open to passionate discussions or strongly worded opionions then I suggest you keep your distance because you will most likely think I am angry at you when I am not. I will not be held responsible for your emotions. They are your emotions. I have my own to look after. That being said, when I share my thoughts, feelings or opinions my intentions are not to hurt or insult others so if you cant take that fact into consideration and take things said to but not directed AT you personally then take a look at your own ego and do not seek to control me because you think I am wrong. I will genuinely be sorry for how you feel but not be sorry for what I say.
Please, never assume to know what I think or feel.I will be honest about how I feel always. There are no suprises. Ask me, I'll tell you. If you think I am mad, ask me if I am mad. But if you have to ask, Im probably not otherwise I would have told you already. But if you ask or if you share something with me I dont want to hear you whine about me telling you what I think just because its not what you wanted to hear or I didnt feed it to you with a sugar coating to help you swallow it easier. I wont use manipulative forms of communication like that.
I say what I mean and I mean what I say. I don't play games so do not play them with me. This includes but is not limited to; guilt trips, pouting, projecting your shit onto me or other emotionally manipulative tactics. I despise sneakiness, evasiveness, hot headed temper tantrums or violence in people. I do not have the time nor the room in my world for people like that. You will be confronted or called out on it and abruptly dismissed from my life. I don't dig people who feel they need to lie to gain my affections or respect. I'm sensitive and nurturing but my dark side is emotional and snappy. I can have a short fuse and a razor sharp tongue...but that never lasts long. I can also have infinite patience and be unusually understanding and forgiving.
Sarcasm is my friend. Irony introduced us. One might even call me sardonic and occasionally snarky. Call me a 'skinny little cunt' and I'll smile and say "Thank you for noticing." :)
Sounds scary so far, doesn't it? I'm told I can be very intimidating but don't let it frighten or intimidate you. I'm really not a ball of anger waiting to be hurled at your head. I've just had it up to my eyeballs with people who think they can get over on me. Once you get to know me you can see I'm just a cheery little girl who always wants to play and love.
I try hard to be a good person, walk a spiritual path (that's Spiritual NOT religious mind you) and always have integrity. I'm told I am understanding, easy to talk to, I give good advice and that I am sagacious. (insightful and wise..I had to look it up too. lol) I'm playful, creative, silly, spunky, deep, friendly, very outspoken, occasionally quiet, strong but occasionally fragile and fiercely loyal.
I am very much a homebody and I like to entertain friends in small intimate groups. Quality not quantity. I just dont do well in large crowds anymore. So I don't go out much unless I know it won't be to a busy place. Forget going to movies or clubs on weekends. It won't happen.
I love art and all things beautiful or obscene as well as sacred or profane. I'm in love with my computer (please dont be jealous)I also love my dog, a rottie named Monster and my cat, Lucyfur. I love to eat good food, paint, watch movies, take walks...I'm a sucker for romance.
I have tattoos and piercings. I want more...but I dont get into tattoo sites n groups n stuff... I dont need to be part of some society of it. And Im not all into always checkin out other ppls ink..unless I meet them. Its like.. vaginas and dicks.. I dont really give a fuck what someones looks like... unless I know them and am in love w them.. then I wanna behold it as part of who the person is.
I am not a typical chick and because of that most of my friends are male. However, that being said, I still retain my femininity and I love being treated like a Princess. I love shopping. I love being taken shopping more. I love pink things, glitter, baubles and beads and other shiny stuff to adorn myself or my home with.
~ more pics of me, my dog Monster and cat Lucyfur can be found at my Photobucket account my current artwork is at www.yuriika.com and my other website is www.yuriination.com (which is currently down at the moment but Im workin on it)
.... I sniff crotchless panties..sometimes while a crotch is still in them.
I am quirky. I can be fairly lazy and unmotivated unless prompted by others. I'm often late for everything cuz I take forever to get ready. (so, if you want me to be somewhere on time tell me the arrival time is at least 30 mins sooner than it actually is) I have what I call "o0o Shiny Syndrome". It's the Yurii version of ADD. I do the yummy dance in my seat when I'm eating something I am really enjoying. I get a single random hiccuup every now and then. Just one. I love words.
other little things like life passion, aspirations, regrets....
hmmm lets see.. my life passion Id have to say is the persuit of love, freedom, fighting censorship, being mindful of being a spiritual being, embracing femininity, my sexuality, Self discovery, and last but not least... my artistic expression. Its taking me a long time to unbury myself from the heap of emotional tar that was force fed me as a kid. I'm still chiseling away at it...bit by bit. But I can say, with confidence, that I have definitely tapped into that creative energy I knew was buried inside for so long and now that I have, the floodgates are bursting open, I am constantly working on some kind of artwork and I am loving life more than ever before.
aspirations... to be whole. To, as I mentioned, discover my artistic expression and do art and have it be my life.
I would also...like to have a child someday. Which is looking more and more like thats not gonna happen cuz men Ive been involved with thus far are shitheads and women cant knock me up. But ... I just do not want to die not having had the full experiance of being a woman. To reach the full capacity of what my sexuality is all about. To intentionally create life from Love. Nurture it and teach it to love so that they too may nurture others and teach love. Too many stupid and selfish people are breeding. I think its important someone consciously takes the responsibility to give the world more love.
You scored as II - The High Priestess. The High Priestess is a card of intuition, instinct and hidden knowledge. She knows all your secrets, you can hide nothing from her. Yet you will never know the secrets she herself protects.If well aspected in a Tarot spread, this card can indicate the use of intuition to solve problems; trust to your instincts. If badly aspected, it can mean suppression and ignoring of such instincts - following your head at the expense of your heart.
II - The High Priestess
81%
XIX: The Sun
75%
III - The Empress
75%
XIII: Death
75%
XI: Justice
63%
VIII - Strength
63%
0 - The Fool
56%
I - Magician
50%
VI: The Lovers
44%
XV: The Devil
44%
XVI: The Tower
38%
X - Wheel of Fortune
38%
IV - The Emperor
38%
Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects. She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better. Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world.
III - The Empress
88%
II - The High Priestess
69%
I - Magician
69%
XI: Justice
63%
XIII: Death
63%
VI: The Lovers
56%
IV - The Emperor
56%
0 - The Fool
50%
VIII - Strength
50%
XV: The Devil
50%
XIX: The Sun
50%
XVI: The Tower
38%
X - Wheel of Fortune
19%
Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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~regrets.... I've had a few... but then again, too few to mention... ~
I have made some pretty bad errors in judgement. some really fucking stupid mistakes.(such as trusting the wrong people, both women and men,and wasting my time with men who were unworthy or unable to be a real man and live up to their promises and pretty words... Men, give 'em an inch... n they'll try to fuck u w/ it.) But to regret what Ive done and who Ive been would be futile really. It has all sculpted me into who and what I am today... and I love who that is.. even tho, I'm not yet where I want to be.
I'm left of center. I walk along the fringe. I question authority. I explore the depths of myself and those I choose to surround myself with.
Obsessive.
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