S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL

Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear

This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck....................................So i wonder, I a...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 06:43:00 PST

year in review for 2007

So last year i wrote about my year saying how bad 2006 was and 2007 was suppose to be thee year of my life  getting back on track and all that crap. well haha surprise surprise it didnt go as pla...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 10:19:00 PST

My girl My girl dont lie to me tell me were did u sleep last night

So things lately went from bad to bad to bad and the thing is is maybe its best for me but i am currently no longer living in snobsville. See the thing is i love and respect my grandma she raised me h...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:54:00 PST

people cry people moan look for a dry place to call there own

Im always running in my head my head just spins maybe its the fact i have a bad bad depression problem and high stress problem and it just gets worse and worseI love my family i wont ever doubt that b...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 10:41:00 PST

I try to keep it together but im falling apart

So, I guess this was bound to happen and come up again cause fuck it its okay to admit it  im a fuckin loser i have nothing and its funny cause im a hard worker and i am alwasy working alwasy try...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 11:52:00 PST

hear the dj say <3s a game of easy come&easy go,I wonder does he no has he ever felt like this

So to break down my demons I'm simply just realizing that its time to  try to let go finally its time to realize that I have this one life and instead of always being sad and doubting myself...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 01:03:00 PST

When there’s no place left to go Maybe thats when you will know

So lately I have been letting things bother me, I have to realize I need to grow up and start taking charge of my life I always say I'm going to do this and I deserve that and want that, well I need t...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 06:15:00 PST

its hard 2 wake up when the shades been pulled shut....10 things about urs truely

Things About My life 1.) My job is a joke and its funny cause people don't think I try sometimes but its hard dressing ur self up and laying it all on the line for what rejection? I have so much from ...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:48:00 PST

Cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love

Ever Sometimes Wonder What thee Hell Is going on what have you been doing ,have i gotten worse? I hate who I am and i got help and help seemed to make it all worse. I think Im official fuckin broke in...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:22:00 PST

cause im broken when im open and i dont feel like im strong enough

So it finally happened I got my blood money and there is this part that was soo happy to get it  yet once it was in my hand it was like this cold empty sick feeling ran threw my body. At what pri...
Posted by S©Re@M Me S♥MeTHnG Be@UTIFUL on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 12:03:00 PST