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Janessa Explains It All

Your eyes must do some raining if you're ever gonna grow.

About Me

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My Interests

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I don't know what I want to do with my life. I think telling kids they can be anything is a horrible thing to do, because they'll have to many options. I wanted to sing, I wanted to cook, I wanted to be a pastry chef... I wanted to write long novels that meant something, I wanted to write interesting little columns about my opinions on things, I wanted to do hair and makeup for porn (you can ask lol), I wanted to just do makeup... What I'm actually doing is spending my life in a retail job that I've worked at since high school. I go to school for cosmotology and it just doesn't feel right. But whatever, I figured it to too late in the game, I'm just trying to get through it.

I live for music. I don't know how others don't. I might not have a vast knowledge of it like some, and most of the time I can't even name songs to the bands I listen to, but I stopped paying attention to that stuff a long time ago. I'm in love with Jack Off Jill and Scarling. I'm pretty sure Mineral's The Power of Failing and The Get Up Kid's Something to Write Home About may be my favorite albums of all time. I like getting trashed and singing Reggie and the Full Effect. I have a soft spot for anything by Jason Mraz. I tend to use song quotes to name blogs and bulletins, it's just how I roll.

I tend to be stubborn about movies. I'm really not happy unless it's horror or comedy, but sometimes you can sucker me into it. Super Troopers and High Fidelity are the only movies I can really quote, but sometimes you'll find me throwing out cheesy classics like I gave her my heart, and she gave me a pen. I always like those really Emo movies though, like Eternal Sunshine and Garden State. I'm a hopeless romantic.

I come off really shy and quiet if I don't know you or I have no one I know around. It's not always because I don't like you; most of the time I'm pretty shy. Don't take it to heart, and don't think I'll always be that way. At some point or another everyone sees my retarded side.

I tend to act stupid. Life is just easier that way.

My Blog

So do you think that you’re fighting the good fight?

Well, honey, what I said- wasn't directed towards you. However, I did make reference to the fact that I knew you would hear about it. Hence the "talk your shit, come to your conclusion together" deal....
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:33:00 PST

Wait for the world to stop and I wont run away.

I'm a fan of contentment after a period of bullshit and sorrow. And I know I'll be fine. Things happen for a reason. Things also foreshadow. Now I'll I need to figure out is this whole job thing and...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:22:00 PST

Were all mad here.

So. We'll start on a lighter note. I've been dark enough lately. I couldn't wake myself up today- my life is better in a dreamstate- and when I finally did I had no energy to work on my hair. So I lef...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:14:00 PST

Why can’t we sleep forever?

My eyes are marked red. My nose has been rubbed raw. My body has been beaten up. My happiness as been banished. My appetite has diminished. My motivation has dropped. My heart wishes it was rippe...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 05:06:00 PST

Holy Shit.

Holy shit. I had redone my layout and it didn't include a link to my blog so I put it in myself... I looked, saw it posted private entries and such and freaked out (by the way, if you're signed in and...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 06:54:00 PST

Give me something to believe in.

Do you know what bothers me? That I'm being a totally baby about... but still...   Now, the lead singer of Candiria literally asked to be my friend. They were listed in my favorites and he appare...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:51:00 PST

I'm not a prostitute, but I can give ya what ya want.

I now have two reasons to be anxious for fall. The first being a trip to see someone I miss very much. The second- newly discovered- THE NEW RESIDENT EVIL! Yeah, I am THAT excited. I can't wait.Also, ...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:15:00 PST

Breathe out, so I can breathe you in... hold you in...

It's very hot. And sticky. This is the time I year I loathe. I despise the feeling that one shopwer isn't enough. I think I'm somehow allergic to it- I sneeze when it's like this out. I'm allergic to ...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:22:00 PST

I'd like to say how truly bright you are.

I had to run and get my card to pay some bills and as I came back upstairs i managed to trip up. my hand's all fucked up now. Gooooood, goood, I just have to spend a few hours later doing hair. Damnit...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:16:00 PST

Grab your bags and hitch a ride...

I spend my time watching TV and not reading because I need an easy escape sometimes. I walk into my house tonight after school to HEAR my TV getting that scary Poltergiest-like noise. I wasn't even in...
Posted by Janessa Explains It All on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:45:00 PST