why? |
why does it have to hurt so bad? i thought that it would help with all my friends and family around me. but it doesn't. as the days go by, and his birthday comes sooner. the more i cry... of all peopl...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 04:22:00 PST |
taking what you have for granted |
you'll never really know what you have, untill one day it's taken so suddenly from you. with the whole experience with jackzon. i have learned never to take what's in your life for granted.
because w...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 03:43:00 PST |
Missing That Special Someone |
As the days go by, I'm still hurting for that little boy. My life has changed siverly, and it will never be the same. I really wish things didn't happen the way they did... I still cry myself to sleep...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST |
....... |
Sorry I haven't really left any of you guys comments lately. But, you all know what's going on. And I'm just a little depressed at the moment. But, as the days go by. I am finding some kind of closure...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:36:00 PST |
STRIPPER TITTIES!! |
alright, so tonight i went with jenny to a strip club for her birthday. and i have to say! it was fucking amazing!! i got titties all up in my face. and i got to see pussy and ass. so that's always a ...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 04:20:00 PST |
Little Jackzon And Texas |
wow.i can't believe that my little jack will be five months in 7 days. i makes me cry whenever i think about him when he was little, and helpless. and now like, he doesn't need me as much as he did w...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 03:02:00 PST |
Crazy Non-sence.... |
yeah, all this crazy non-sence is about to make me go BOOM!! i only have a month and 16 days till i leave for texas...
and i still have all my shit to pack... i guess i'm just in deniel...but i know...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 05:04:00 PST |
4th of July |
so yeah, 4th of july pretty much sucked. we left like 45 minutes early so we could find somewheres to park. that was easy. and then we had to wait for like 30 minutes for them to start. and it wasn't ...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 04:59:00 PST |
Happy. Happy, Joy, Joy!! |
yeah!! i'm so happy!! i finally got to Marcella. and i held her for Anna, so she could eat something. well, like i was looking at her little feet, and her little hands. and all the little things on he...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:25:00 PST |
Wow.... |
that pretty much explains it all...you know? like i just found out today..ok well, it would now be yesterday. but still, well, ok, i found out that i am moving to Dallas, Texas...
like...my mom s...
Posted by *Fucking Clown Shoes* on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:32:00 PST |
