♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy]

About Me

'What is love and, am I apart of it's movement?'
'People should fall in love with their eyes closed. Just close your eyes. Don't look.'
-Andy Warhol
I am twenty-two years old, and I reside in Phoenix, AZ. I am helplessly addicted to piercings, as well as tattoos and am a frequent concert goer. I love raves, music, and I write, a lot. I value every relationship I have in the highest regaurd. Whether it be someone I just met, or someone I've known for years. I value peoples opinions and their views on life as well. I'm incredibly open minded, and I enjoy conversation. I'm a journalist geek, and I love to take pictures. You should let me take pictures of you... *wink*
I am always up for meeting new people... So introduce yourself. Misery does love company... I'm a little on the emotional side. Something minor could set me off in the most explosive way. But most of the time, I can be somewhat stable. All I want in life is happiness... Something I feel I will never be able to truly accomplish. But slowly I reach my goal, each stone leading closer and closer. Every step of the way, there are setbacks, but I can get over those hurdles with the love that I'm given from those who surround me. I need a challenge in life... And I need to be pushed to my limits. I need the love of someone who isn't just trying to make me fit into the ideals that they want me to be. I am an individual, and I want to keep it that way...
I'm probably the most boring person you will ever meet...

My Interests

♥ The Things I Enjoy ♥

♥ Bondage
♥ Piercings
♥ Tattoos
♥ Eyeliner
♥ Hello Kitty
♥ The color Pink
♥ Rainbows
♥ Kandie
♥ DJ's
♥ Beads
♥ Stars
♥ Hearts
♥ Tongues
♥ Pants
♥ Converse
♥ Girlies
♥ My kitty Kaci
♥ Chinchilas
♥ CareBear Bandaids
♥ Furry things
♥ My kitty backpack
♥ Animals
♥ Eyeshadow
♥ Pogo .[he's the pritties man around!].
♥ Glitter
♥ Eyes
♥ Top hats
♥ Argyle socks
♥ Books
♥ Dancing

I'd like to meet:

This guy!!

Andy Warhol

Trent Reznor and David Bowie....

Music:

♥ The Bands I Love ♥

♥A
American Head Charge
Anybody Killa
Angels in Bondage
Atreyu
♥B
Black Sabbath
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Bile
Bleeding Through
Black Tape for a Blue Girl
Blood Brothers
♥C
Cradle of Filth
Christian Death
Cannibal Corpse
Coal Chamber
Cursive
♥D
Def Leppard
Disturbed
Dimmu Borgir
Devil Driver
Deadstar Assembly
Deathcab for Cutie
David Bowie
DJ Starr
♥E
Endless Grey
Eroticide
Esham
♥F
From Autumn to Ashes
Fear Cult
Funker Vogt
♥G
Godhead
Godflesh
GWAR
Guano Apes
Genitorturers
♥H
Hemlock
HAPPY HARDCORE
Hatebreed
♥I
Ikonoklast
Industry 56
Insane Clown Posse
♥J
Jack off Jill
Johnny Cash
Jimmy Hendrix
Janis Joplin
John Lennon
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
♥K
Korn
KMFDM
Killswitch Engage
♥L
Libido Airbag
Led Zepplin
Lamb of God
Lollipop Lust Kill
♥M
Mindless Self Indulgence
MC Chris
Mudvayne
My Ruin
Marilyn Manson [old school]
Motorhead
My Darling Murder
My Dying Bride
♥N
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
♥O
Opeth
Orgy
♥P
Pitbull Daycare
Placebo
♥R
Razed Black
Rush
Red Tear Memory
Rize
♥S
Social Distortion
Slipknot
Scarling
Sevendust
Sixstitch
Selfless
Sparrow
Sigur Ros
♥T
The Dresden Dolls
The Rasmus
Twiztid
Twisted Sister
The Doors
The Iris
The Dandy Warhols
Tiger Army
The Kills
The Mars Volta
The Postal Service
The Beattles
♥V
VNV Nation
Videodrone
Voltaire
Velvet Acid Christ
♥W
Wumpscut
Wolfsheim

Movies:

♥ The Movies I Enjoy ♥
♥Killer Klowns from Outerspace
♥The Nightmare on Elm Street chronicles
♥Friday the 13th chronicles
♥The Believer
♥Remember the Titans
♥Dig
♥Halloween chronicles
♥Resevoir Dogs
♥The Goonies
♥Ace Ventura:Pet Detective & When Nature Calls
♥The Boondock Saints
♥Amittyville Horror chronicles
♥Sorority House Massacre 1&2
♥Valentine
♥Urban Legends
♥Scream 1&2
♥Scary Movie 1,2&3
♥Dude, Where's My Car?
♥Blade
♥Interview with a Vampire
♥Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure & Bogus Journey
♥Dazed and Confused
♥Half Baked
♥Party Monster
♥Gein
♥Dahmer
♥Bundy
♥Gacy
♥Little Monsters
♥Ninja Turtles 1,2&3
♥South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut
♥Any Jenna Jameson Pornos
♥American History X
♥The Crow & The Crow: City of Angels
♥Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
♥The Lion King
♥The Ring and The Ring 2
♥Hide and Seek
♥Beverly Hills Ninja
♥Little Nicky
♥Donnie Darko
♥Donnie Brasco
♥Pirates of the Carribbean
♥Edward Scissorhands
♥Any CareBears Movies! ♥Robots
♥Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory
♥The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
♥Groove
♥Little Shop of Horrors
♥Stay Tuned
♥Wayne's World 1&2
♥A Night at the Roxbury
♥Fast Times at Ridgemont High
♥Queen of the Damned
♥Harold & Kumar Go To Whitecastle
♥Too Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything, Julie Numar
♥I, Robot
♥More to come later...

Television:

♥ The Shows I Watch ♥

♥Greg the Bunny
♥Titus
♥Family Guy
♥Futurama
♥The Simpsons
♥Boy Meets World
♥Who's Line is it Anyway?
♥Montel
♥Law & Order:SVU
♥The Oblongs
♥Invader Zim
♥South Park
♥Surreal Life
♥Ren & Stimpy
♥Beavis and Butt-Head
♥Rocko's Modern Life
♥Rugrats
♥Rescue Me
♥Nip/Tuck
♥12 Ounce Mouse
♥Squidbillies
♥Home Movies
♥Home Improvement
♥AHHH! Real Monsters!
♥Strangers with Candy
♥Insomniac with Dave Attell

Books:

♥ The Books I Enjoy ♥

♥Interview With A Vampire
♥The Vampire Lestat
♥The Vampire Vittorio
♥The Servant of the Bones
♥House of Secrets
♥Memoirs of a Geisha
♥The Sleeping Beauty Trilogy .[erotica].
♥It
♥Stand By Me
♥Light My Fire
♥Room Full of Mirrors
♥The Lives of John Lennon
♥Midnight Club
♥Exit Wounds

Heroes:

♥ The People I Look Up To ♥

♥My Grandparents
♥Andy Warhol
♥Marilyn Monroe
♥Bettie Page
♥Tim Burton
♥Quentin Tarantino
♥Clive Barker
♥Audrey Hepburn
♥Katharine Hepburn
♥James Dean
♥Vincent Van Gogh
♥Anne Rice
♥Stephen King
♥Edgar Allen Poe
♥Salvadore Dali
♥John Lennon
♥Hunter S. Thompson

My Blog

My unbreakable happiness

Brief information before I head home to my beautiful child and boyfriend... Gabriel Robert JensenBorn: Friday, May 2nd, 2008 at 8:45 p.m.7lbs 6oz and 19.75 inches long!There you have it! All of his pi...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Fri, 09 May 2008 07:02:00 PST

And yet another one! I am on a roll, son!

Distance blursThat one familiar faceThe one that returns youTo an almost forgotten happy placeYou try to break the ties that bindOne failed attempt after anotherUnhappiness is all you continually find...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:43:00 PST

First Poem I have written in... Ages.

So, it sucks, so I do believe. But, whatever. It works. Enjoy, or something. ^_^ Forgotten lovesAnd mishapen trustBrings you to right where you areStuck in this inconvenient rutLight breaks throughThe...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 08:43:00 PST

Life... Or something like it.

Sometimes I find myself reflecting... Remembering... Wishing for things that are so far in the past that it hurts me so deep down inside to even look back on. Hurtful people... Heart breaking actions....
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 02:38:00 PST

Through The Looking Glass...

I miss Parker. It feels like forever since I've touched him... Though it hasn't even been a full two days. He makes me feel like a school girl. It's odd... But in a good way. I am beginning to disc...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

Nervous Wreck...

Sooo.. I took that leap. A jump that I almost regret. I let Parker know EXACTLY how I was feeling... What I thought about him, and the feelings that I have for him. I'm kind of... Well, scared... To,...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:14:00 PST

Fast Paced Changes...

I am Falling... Falling... Falling... CRASH. It has finally begun. The more time that I spend with Parker... The more I realize what my feelings towards him are. When he comes around... I get very.....
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 08:33:00 PST

Silly lunch-time rambling...

Lately my mind, and my emotions, have been all over the place. One minute I'm thinking that I want one thing... And the next, it is something completely different. I honestly am a firm believer that I...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:16:00 PST

Oh Beautiful Day of Infinite Sadness.. [my.valentine.to.you]

I saw Michael on Sunday... It was so hard. I guess I am not as over him as I had originally assumed. It's hard to come to the realization that the feelings you had for so long will linger for what f...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:15:00 PST

Depression...

It has never hurt so much to live... Sometimes I don't want it to go on any longer than it has to... I am so unhappy... So hurt... So damaged by all the goings on in my life that I just feel like it'...
Posted by ♥ Casper ♥ [is gabriels mommy] on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 09:23:00 PST