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What Never Was...

All that's left is the painful loneliness...

About Me

Hmm... I love anime, Metal, and technology. I have a lot of pride in my Viet generation =).There are three things that I put in order of importance.1) Family 2) Love 3) FriendsI'm a swordsman/ninja with demon trained arts and I could kill you in 10 seconds; depending on how much I ate and how tired after sex I am, but that's a whole different story. Let's see, I'm the most random person in the world; saying one thing a moment and then something else the next (or was that how that went?). Currently single, but someday I might wanna free my heart to someone special, but right now I'd rather have my heart locked away on the inside and pretend to enjoy life on the outside. Anyway, I love Final Fantasy, Halo (king of sniping!), etc etc, video games in general. I'm an expert at strategy games and mind reading in card games. I wish I had more about me, but I guess being a refugee to this country I'm pretty limited, that and I KNOW most of you won't even bother reading this.
What Final Fantasy VII character are you?
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Para Los Tuanis Survery
Nicknames: Billy
Bday: 7-13-88
Favorite season: Summer?
Favorite fantasy: Love I guess...
Favorite song and why? Nothing comes to mind... guess I have none.
What makes you happy? Family, friends, something funny that comes along.
Who is/are your best friend/s? John Keyes
Describe yourself in seven words: Unbalanced, Sinful, Hatred, Dark, Emotionless, Happy, Pridefull
Worst faults: Hating everything, or my identity crises
Best advice ever given to you: It melts in your mouth, not your hands
Future goal/s: *shrugs* become successful
Biggest fear/s: I probably have none...
Where do you look for inspiration? Family
Believe in such a thing as a soul mate: Yup
What annoys you? Hmm... Rap
Do you believe in destiny, why or why not: Yup. Destiny runs our lives, and humanity is too weak to work on it's own.
Whats your religion and why are you in it? Buddhism, because you touch yourself at night.
Introvert or extrovert: extrovert
What do you think of the death penalty? Horrible and ironic to the American way of thinking.
What do you think of homosexuality? I don't care. Let people do whatever they want.
Favorite animal and why? Dragon, and I wonder if it's an animal.
Why are you still single? Because I'd rather be alone like I always have, and no one ever shows feelings towards me.
Do you follow your heart or your head? Head
Biggest lesson you have learned so far: Life is too fast.
What your ideal career? Something with computers, like a gaming designer.
Do you believe in horoscope and shits like that? Probably... it's not like I read them anyway.
Would you call yourself intelligente? Yes. Yes I would.
Favorite quote and why? Too many to list.
How do you think your friends would describe you? *shrugs* ask them.
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.. You scored as Goth.

Goth


50%

Punk/Rebel


38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader


38%

Loner


38%

Drama nerd


31%

Ghetto gangsta


31%

Geek


31%

Stoner


25%
What..s Your High School Stereotype?
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Your Hidden Power Is Dark
Angel

You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your
hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in
constent war with the heavans for you want to
destroy the pathetic humans were they want to
save them. For all people see in you is that
any emotion expecially love is a waste of your
time but your so mysterious that people don't
know you do have a shy emotions that are kept
locked within you.
Gem Stone:Black Pearl, Eye
Color:
Black,Hair Color:Black with
Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled
in a braid
Quote:You said you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed
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Both mysterious and attractive, you captivate people with the fact that you seem to be good at everything! Spending quiet moments with a friend and talking about what life means to you is your ideal situation. You don't like to stand out very much and you seem to be more old-fashioned than modern, but when you do take the spotlight -- you command the floor!
Which Soul Calibur character are you?
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Your Stripper Name is: Cleopatra

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My Interests

Anime, Video Games, Final Fantasy (I guess you can count this under Games), and Philosiphy, Running, Strawberries(?), Heavy metal, anything funny, Who's Line Is It Anyway, Japanese culture, Vietnamese Culture. *Shrugs*
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Phung (Billy) Ho
Birthday: 7/13/88
Birthplace: Hong Kong
Current Location: Fremont CA
Eye Color: black/brownish
Hair Color: Dirtish blond
Height: ;_; 5'3''ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Vietnamese
The Shoes You Wore Today: *shrugs* Sandals maybe
Your Weakness: Hmm... people?
Your Fears: I really dunno
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: TOO MANY!!! But one would be get into a good college
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: *shrugs* (seriously)
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes...
Your Best Physical Feature: Peni.... Hair
Your Bedtime: None
Your Most Missed Memory: What does that mean?
Pepsi or Coke: They're both the same thing
MacDonalds or Burger King: They're both the same thing
Single or Group Dates: single, more romantic
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Uhh, what's the difference again?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: I thought cappuccino was a coffee.. hmm, you learn new things everyday
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Hell yes
Do you Sing: No, simply. No.
Do you Shower Daily: No shit.
Have you Been in Love: Uh... yea...
Do you want to go to College: Yep
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes (I think)
Do you think you are Attractive: *shrugs* no
Are you a Health Freak: Hmm, lemme eat this bowl of gummy worms and get back to you
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes, mostly no
Do you like Thunderstorms: who doesn't?
Do you play an Instrument: only in my sleep... oh wait, no.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: .....sadly... nope...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: hmm, yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: _ what the hell? No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yea, and it was tasty
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: how can I get dumped when I wasn't on a date
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: only someone's heart... ok, that was horrible I know
Ever been Drunk: Nope, don't drink =)
Ever been called a Tease: What's that, a stripper? If so, then yes.
Ever been Beaten up: only by my brothers
Ever Shoplifted: yes, sad enough. Everyone does it sometime in their life.
How do you want to Die: How don't I want to die?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Gaming tester/gaming designer
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan, Vietnam, whichever I get to go first
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: yellowish blue... ok, brown
Favourite Hair Color: weird, but blue
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: doesn't matter to me
Weight: what I weigh? Under 120.
Best Clothing Style: none
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: A lot.. but they're hand-me-downs
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: over a billion

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I'd like to meet:

Someone... someone like you?

Music:

Heavy Metal, Hard Rock, and Japanese Rock (ya, Japan has rock _ ).. width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

Star Wars movies, Final Fantasy Movies, anything funny. I'm basically a nerd with a lot of w00ting in my Hat.Part 1.. width="425" height="350" ..Part 2.. width="425" height="350" ..Part 3.. width="425" height="350" ..

Television:

Anime, ALL ANIME!!!1!!~1one!~1one!1!one!~!one11!one!one!!1one!!1!11, Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, and Who's Line Is It Anyway (love that show). I would name all the anime I like, but it would take me pretty long ;____;
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Books:

Con your way to Sex

Heroes:

My Mom, Brothers, and those that believe in some guy named Bob on the street. You know, that hobo who asks for money when I had none ;_;.

My Blog

In an instance my world shatters...

In one moment everything changed for me. I have to say goodbye to friends and personal happiness for my important people. I'm not going to complain.
Posted by What Never Was... on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:29:00 PST

High School's over... and I'm sad

Oh man... school's just about over. This means that I'm no longer a kid ;_;. The things I'll miss about High School? Well, just about everything: the randomness, the friends, the potential to meet new...
Posted by What Never Was... on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 08:23:00 PST

Misao Fujimora thanks to GTO for pointing this to me.

Delicate line between heaven and earth...The calm of the ages,all the world's worth.Such miniscule measure,while we think it so grand...Just five specks of smallness,This soft quiet land.So frail and ...
Posted by What Never Was... on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:57:00 PST

Berserk, Tenge Tenjo, and Azumanga

Yo, it's time for my review after a long time. I've currently watched/finished Azumanga Daioh, Berserk, and Tenjou Tenge. Azumanga Daioh - Azumanga Daioh is about high school life through the eyes of ...
Posted by What Never Was... on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 11:08:00 PST

-___- I'm sick.

Wow, I'm sick as hell. So sick, I was coughing out some sort of blood. What a good way for Karma to come back to get me after being sick-free for two years. Arrgg.
Posted by What Never Was... on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 09:55:00 PST

It's been that long already

Ya, today is the mark of the anniversity of Thuan Ho. I don't know what to say, but time sure goes by quick. However, even if time went on for 1, 3, 10, or even 100 more years, nothing can replace tha...
Posted by What Never Was... on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 11:29:00 PST

My review on Getbackers

Ya, I'm reviewing anime now. I'm not a professional, so don't get all bunch up in tighties if you disagree. This review is solely on my opinion. Getbackers - Japenese version I just finished GetBacker...
Posted by What Never Was... on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 11:15:00 PST

Uhh, getbackers?

Ya, I've been currently watching getbackers and I gotta say, it's a great series. Funny, witty, and well balanced. Thus my new background of Amano Ginji, the "Raitei" (Thunder Emperor of Infinite Cast...
Posted by What Never Was... on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 09:59:00 PST

Ouch for me...

10-28-05 Damn, I'm all bloody all over with many bandages on me. I have all these scratches on me too. I fought my older brother because he kept stealing my stuff, and my little brothers. He's a retar...
Posted by What Never Was... on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 08:56:00 PST

Bleach

I had no memory of seeing anything but the color of blood. The people around me were all more like animals than humans.I could have been stomped to death at any moment. Then you came. From the death ...
Posted by What Never Was... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST