January 21,2006......The day God decided it was time to let my Mammaw vist him forever. I will always love you!! Even at 84 years young you still looked best!
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Beating Ovarian Cancer: My Auntie Claud
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THIS IS/WAS MY 1990 FORD ESCORT IN 1992. THIS CAR SAVED MY LIFE.
I WAS LEAVING COLLEGE AND CROSSING A REALLY BUSY HIGHWAY WHEN A HOTEL VAN, ON IT'S WAY TO THE AIRPORT, HIT ME. I WAS IN A COMA FOR A WEEK AND TEMPORARILY PARALYZED ON THE ENTIRE LEFT SIDE OF MY BODY, ON A RESPIRATOR AND NOT EXPECTED TO BE MUCH MORE THAN A VEGTABLE. MY MOM WASN'T TOLD GOOD NEWS ON MY CONDITION AS THERE WAS BLEEDING IN MY BRAIN. I WAS LUCKY BECAUSE OF MY MOTHER'S LOVE, I WOKE UP WITH A MAJOR HEAD INJURY. I HAD TO LEARN HOW TO TALK, HAD TO TAKE MY FIRST STEPS (LIKE A TODDLER) AND TO FEED MYSELF AND USE MY LEFT ARM. NEXT MONTH WILL BE THE 14 YEAR MARK FOR ME. I HAVE BEAT EVERY ODD THEY HAVE THROWN OUT. I HAVE BEAT BULIMIA/ANOREXIA, DRUGS/ALCOHOL, I'M A REFORMED SELF HARMER, I HAVE ATTEMPTED SUICIDE 2 TIMES AND BEEN IN THE PSYCH WARD OVER 50 TIMES DUE TO THE HEAD INJURY, I HAVE MOVED TWICE SOUTH AND GOT INTO TWO HUGE MESSES, I LOST MY TINKER (DOG SCHNAUZER), I LOST MY OREO (CAT), I LOST MY CHILDHOOD DOG JINX. I EVEN LOST MY GRANDMOTHER AND I'M STILL DETERMINED TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE BY GOING BACK TO SCHOOL. ALL OF THIS WAS POSSIBLE TO OVERCOME, BECAUSE MY MOTHER LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY. MY MOTHER TOOK CARE OF ME WHEN I COULDN'T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. SHE FEED ME, PUT CLOTHES ON ME AND SHOES ON MY FEET BECAUSE SHE LOVES ME. THERE WERE A LOT OF YEARS THAT I DIDN'T LOVE HER SO MUCH, NOW THE SUN RISES AND SETS ON HER. I MAKE SURE EVERYDAY (SOMETIMES 5 TIMES A DAY) I TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER AND SHE NOW UNDERSTANDS WHY IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME TO ALWAYS SAY 'I LOVE YOU' BEFORE WE HANG UP.
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