avoiding the inevitable. juxtaposing the will to disappear with the will to be seen. not/doing things. sounds. memetics . plants. pain. confusion . lucidity . yellow. fornication. 2012. music . painting. falling. tripping. stumbling. horse culture. viral infection . naut scents. quantum ideas . death. cells. functions. beauty. opposition. transition. woman. evolution. spirits. states of mind. nothing. life. knowledge. cognition. failure. freedom. sub-conscious consciousness. consciousness. pan. scams. goats . smoke. infinity. titties. infinite titties. cats. dogs. tao. smell. hell. bells. fairy tales. farie tails. pretending music. poetic insights. pretending poetic insights. outside. inside. arguing. sirius . lattice werks. impracticality . lotion . motion . steam . watching shifting essence . electricity . sadism and masochism, i guess..
go to these places some times and often :
wfmu.org
kfjc.org
ubu.com
deoxy.org
fusionanomaly.net
consciousmedianetwork.com
kpfa.org archive.org
secondattention.org
The New Enlightenment
outlawjournalism.com
myspace group as archive
a free education awaits you - on the internet 0 also known as - a branch of ' the invisible college '.
I'd like to meet:
("Conscience is the heir to the repressed instinctual drives" - Gilles Deleuze, Coldness and Cruelty) - "i am not sitting here listening to music and playing with my toe-nail" "some one is always watching, but when no one is there its not the same" "i could probably think of a hundred things" "maybe we should make some strange noises" "you don't want to lose your job" "the empire never ended" "slavery never ended" "you all have a good time" "the medium is the message" "the message is the medium" "no, you spit in my mouth" "sure, i'll spit in your mouth" "wow, your hands are smooth" "watch how i bend my body" "mamma's coming around to make it back the way it oughtta be" "a federation of representatives that became robot geese for the flocks of sheep lovers and money changers" "and it was all said to all have happened" "i have thought that once or twice, tree times maybe.." "their minds were set toward interpretation and re-interpretation" "their patterns were programmed into them by a central source" *hyuck* (sum done and out of time) - rewind stereopathic pathetic mind reel .. keep it real sun" "i am tired of trying" "i'm going to have to quit that shit" "it seems as if you have black holes attached to your shoes" "i don't want to look at you" "the man who never alters his 'opinion is like standing water & breeds reptiles of the mind (william blake)" "discovering your lie feeds me truth" "here lies rip van sprinkle" "i want milk" "false teeth are logical" "if i can die in heaven, then i won't have to go there when i'm gone" "i'm dreaming of a baby, maybe i should fuck it" "i don't know what dumb means" "maybe it is a fine idea to repeat what was said" "i have a dream that every pore of the skin on the human body is replaced with an ass-hole that shits honey instead of sweat" "dessert was the greatest desert"
Music:
opiate by tool - les claypool for president - also .. jazz, tribal/roots rhythm and schizophrenic like noise .. minimalism with a sound . both bold and wise moves . naive (verb - 1. having or showing unaffected simplicity of nature or absence of artificiality; unsophisticated; ingenuous. 2. having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; credulous: She's so naive she believes everything she reads. He has a very naive attitude toward politics. 3. having or marked by a simple, unaffectedly direct style reflecting little or no formal training or technique: valuable naive 19th-century American portrait paintings. 4. not having previously been the subject of a scientific experiment, as an animal. Also, na·ïve.) communication proper . ordered interpretations of primal chaos . persuasion and awareness . illusion fusion with the potential to deconstruct and destroy and re-form every thing . listener supported radio is probably the best idea around .. with the past i have had several compulsive obsessions - nirvana, sonic youth, the white stripes, nine inch nails, the talking heads, radiohead, beck, tool, primus, jimi hendrix, the doors, the grateful dead, pink floyd, led zeppelin, the beatles, graham nash, stephen stills, john lennon, george harrison, david bowie, the pixies, the fiery furnaces, 311, incubus, system of a down, queens of the stone age, thelonius monk .. many great bands in the friends list .. fire on fire, big blood, evangelista, white magic, the functional blackouts, factums, psychedelic horseshit, times new viking, the o voids, nice face, ponypants, make a rising, northern liberties, oneiric imperium, eric carbonara, dj rupture, et al - i am always exploring into new art and soul (definitely mostly recorded and visual forms (eye channel live rhythm) to absorb and resonate with . i have often appeared to be depressed . i have often felt depressed . the chi of eeyore transformed into a light warrior brave or a dark shadow - eye wood like to think .
Movies:
art and film and cinema - theory and audio visual associative vicarious situational scenario dreaming pool .
jan svankmajer, ingmar bergman, federico fellini, werner herzog, david lynch, charlie chaplin, roman polanski, terry gilliam, richard lanklater .. solaris (tarkovsky), children of paradise, fantastic planet, the hour of the wolf, the fountainhead, the serpent's egg, the tin drum, lolita, rosemary's baby, blue velvet, wild at heart, time bandits, the fisher king, waking life, v for vendetta, pan's labyrinth, the fountain, y tu mama tambien, secretary, showgirls, the king of comedy, ladyhawke, Koyaanisqatsi, Powaqqatsi, Naqoyqatsi - (the qatsi trilogy), .. ( a longer list including documentaries ..)
Television:
while the culture feeding mostly off of advertising (mental space invasions) and over-consumption (resources and poison) + wasteful habit is mostly distasteful and depressing, i still participate in it and help to sustain it . http://zeitgeistmovie.com/
amiri baraka/leroi jones ** ** *** ***
Books:
william s. burroughs, jack kerouac, allen ginsberg, robert anton wilson, h.p. blavatsky, aldous huxley, phillip k. dick, carlos casteneda, kurt vonnegut .. a people's history of the united states vol. 2:the civil war to the present by howard zinn, escape from freedom by erich fromm, the holographic universe by michael talbot, ishmael by daniel quinn, the dragons of eden by carl sagan, the perennial philosophy by aldous huxley, the invisibles by grant morrison, some bhagavad-gita, stuff about atlantis is pretty cool, nazi history is pretty interesting, the perennial philosophy /logos/ tao / bleeper/ zen shit is pretty sweet .
Heroes:
comedians, joseph campbell, gregory corso, bob kaufman , amiri baraka, noam chomsky, derrick jensen, john zerzan , michael tsarion, jordan maxwell, thelonius monk, jim morrison, jerry garcia, kurt cobain, david bowie, david byrne, thurston moore, trent reznor, les claypool, david cross, bill hicks, steven wright, steve martin, dr. seuss/ted geisel, marquis de sade, emily dickinson, jackson pollock, joan miro, max ernst, death, aborted foetal things, dogs, cats, vampires, leaches, clowns, smart people, ass holes, bitches, sluts, drug dealers, people who have been to prison, renegades, pimple poppers, the obese, the deaf, blind people, musicians, actors, homeless humans, the insane, self loathing people, paranoid people, some old people, most kids, truck drivers, high jumpers, dentists (nitrous oxide), marijuana addicts, candle makers, craftsmen, astrologers, lots of men, many women, many birds ..
