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~Beautiful Disgrace~

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About Me


Ok then lets see.......... I am a 24 year old single mother. I like to chill with my people and make new friends too. I like tats and piercings. Especially on men!!! Personally I have six tats, with many more to come and both eyebrows pierced, labret and my ears are gauged. What can I say I am a freak by choice and human by birth. Women u look good with them too so don't feel left out. I love to be in a crowd I am very sociable. Bars, clubs I love them all! On to what I like in people: anyone that is honest, I cant stand a liar!! You lie to me and all respect is gone, PROMISE! I have my moments though....that I just want to sit at home and do absolutly nothing. Hell, life is stressful and a day of relaxation is always needed. You Can Say Anything About Me....As You Please...But I Am What I Am And Thats Something You Can Never Be!!
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Well, I love my friends and I want them to feel loved so I am tellin you all about them: Linsey: I LOVE YOU TO DEATH GIRL WITHOUT YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO ! You are my safe place whenever I feel like I am on the verge of breakin down and you will bring me right back where I need to be! Jamers: Hun If you were'nt here then I probably would never laugh as hard as I do when your actin all crazy and yes I have seen the brain! LOL I LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU NEVER GO AWAY! And if you dont start goin to school like ur suppose to I am gonna kick your ass!! Caro: I still love ya! I know that I have my unbearable moments and you still talk to me when I am not makin any sence and I thank you for that! Even if "it don't matter" I am tellin you anyways! Brandon: I know that we just started hangin out and all but I like haveing you around and all! You seem like a friend that I can keep! Until I sell u on e-bay ;) Broke-neck Josh: I know u get on my damn nerves but thanks for being around because me bitching at you relieves stress! Ms. Sara: Girl you have had my heart for over 3 years and it looks as if you are gonna have it for many more..just dont let me be so giving with the damn thing I LOVE YOU BITCH! Crys: I MISSES YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!! And you know that I am gonna totally be at that convention; maybe this time I will be the one gettin a tat and u will be watchin. Miss Jess: Hey I be that baby's daddy lol if u ever need me u know where I am! Derick: I MISS YOU MAN! You are the sweetest guy that has ever returned the love to the fullest. I will never forget u no matter what!
This is for the most special man that has ever been in my life.. R.I.P Dad, I will miss you and always love you....Forever Love
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cary E Brown
Birthday: September 19, 1983
Birthplace: Eden, NC
Current Location: Gatlinburg, TN
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Brown and red
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: does that really matter? Black White and Cherrokee
The Shoes You Wore Today: My black Vans
Your Weakness: Falling in love and i can't tell anyone no
Your Fears: Big Trucks and Cigarettes
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and X-tra Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a new car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: ok where are mi cigarettes
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes and my boobs
Your Bedtime: Between Midnight and 4 am
Your Most Missed Memory: waking up early as a kid and just being happy for no reason
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Most deffinately chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: HOT CHOCOLATE
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: Oh man i left my damn cigarettes at the bar; Did I tell on myself?
Do you Sing: I might try
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes and heartbroken too
Do you want to go to College: i want to graduate
Do you want to get Married: someday before I am old and wrinkly
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: somedays
Are you a Health Freak: negative
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: uh huh
In the past month have you been on Drugs: prescription
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Negative
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Negative
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Negative
In the past month have you been on Stage: Negative
In the past month have you been Dumped: Twice by the same guy
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: uh huh
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: having fun ;)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't wanna grow up I am a toys'r'us kid
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: Either
Height: Don't care
Weight: not too big
Best Clothing Style: Don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken: nothing hard core
Number of CDs I own: don't know
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Nothing
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CARYBROWN
Cis forClever
Ais forAnimated
Ris forRadiant
Yis forYummy
Bis forBonkers
Ris forResponsible
Ois forOverwhelming
Wis forWeird
Nis forNatural What Does Your Name Mean?
How to make a XxURDREAMLOVAxX
Ingredients:
5 parts competetiveness
5 parts crazyiness
5 parts ego
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!
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My Interests

i randomly hump ppl....its a obsession of mine, but if u know me then u know that...lol

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Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.

Dirty Piercings


100%

Labret Piercing


100%

Tongue Piercing


80%

Nipples


70%

Cartilage Piercing


50%

Belly Button Piercing


40%

Lip Piercing


40%

Earlobe Piercing


40%

Nose Piercing


20%
What Piercing Are You?
created with QuizFarm.comcruising, movies, goin to the club, goin to the tat place and getting inked and poked with new holes (ok that sounded wierd), music and meeting new people, sex...does that count??
The seducer of the night. You are the Faerie of
Darkness. You do things your own way. People
are toys to you, and you like to mold them to
do what you want. You have a lot of friends,
or a lot of people who consider you a
friend(or a lover). People are drawn to that
wild smile of yours, and your promise to
allow them to enjoy life. Ignoring the
consequences... You live for risks. Even if
the risk is breaking someones heart.

What's your inner Faerie?
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You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish
You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... erotic
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... eternal

You scored as Gothic.

Gothic


90%

Punk


70%

Emo


70%

Ghetto


40%

Geek


30%

Preppy


10%

Jock


0%
Are you punk, ghetto, gothic, preppy, etc.
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I'd like to meet:

hmmmmmm......an interesting person that can keep me on my toes like I do others. Some one who I never know what they are gonna do next.Somebody that I can walk hand in hand and if it starts raining to not care that we are getting wet just to be happy that we are together! Oh and Jack the Pumpkin King. Thats my future hubby. The Kittie girlz most deffinatelly. Also the greatest girls ever~~

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Music:

I love metal; a few favorites are Sevendust, Coal Chamber, System of a Down, Disturbed, Anthrax, Soul Fly, Drownining Pool, Manson, NIN, Mudvayne, Tool, Kittie, Killswitch Engage, Static X, Lacuna Coil, Waco Jesus, Otep, Rob Zombie, Slayer,Spine Shank,Buckcherry and many many more!!! I also listen to techno/trance, rap, r&b and all other shit no country.
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Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Strange Land, Children of the Corn 1-Revalation, Boogeyman, Darkness Falls, Resident Evil, Village of the Damned, Blade, The Lost Boys, Dead Birds, Pulse,Wicker Man, The Grudge 1&2, Underworld, Hostel, Silent Hill, Clerks 1&2, Any Jay and Silent Bob movies, Queen of the Damned, Nine Lives, anything with Ms. Angelina Jolie, Vampire movies and many zombie movies and.... well anything horror and porn its always good(hahahaha), i like comedys too and some drama and action.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE???
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Television:

I love watching music videos it lets me know what is out there with the point of view of the artist, Fuse its the best, and South Park, Drawn Together, The Family Guy, Simpsons, The Addams Family (the cartoon), Beetlejuice (cartoon), The L Word, Futurama, Adult Swim!!! almost anything on comedy central and Sci-Fi.
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Books:

I can't put anything here other than when I read I fall asleep!!!! ~sorry~ But I do like Playboy and Maxim and Hustler the pics are very nice!! ..
Get your own damn clock!

You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You?

Heroes:

My Mom and Dad. They made it through me. Dad I will always love you and I will never forget the times we had...RIP for you are always in my heart! And my bestest friend ever Brandi Richardson..who is such a strong and beautiful person she is the greatest person i have met and i am lucky for her being in my life! And last but not least these beautiful ladies here...unique and sexy the way real beauty should be known!

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I am a Server and this is what I encounter on a daily basis!!! So read and remember some of it!

SERVERS. READ IT.For everyone and anyone who has been a server at some point in their life. Read it and laugh. Because we all feel this pain. ALL THE TIME!!!You know you're a server when.....1. You kn...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:23:00 PST

in the know

I haven't been writing much lately and I apologize for that but all is well i do believe and for those who dont already know i am selling avon to put the profits in my kids savings account...they can ...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 08:42:00 PST

I am a Virgo take me as I am thats all I ask!!

VIRGOAugust 24 - September 23Ruling Planet: MercuryThe God in charge of intellect and speedâ???but don't worry because Virgo likes to take their time in the sack!!Virgos have two sides to their perso...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:23:00 PST

likes me for me...

Is it so hard to find some one who likes me for me? Not because I have a car to drive them around or just to have me around to pass time until the one they are waiting on comes back to them. Is there ...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 04:55:00 PST

A Letter To My Father

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Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 09:46:00 PST

R.I.P Daddy

Well my Dad just passed He has been in the hospital in and out and he went back in yesterday morning...I am just at ease that I made it back home to tell him that I love him and all but I am gonna go ...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:36:00 PST

Gatlinburg ~ Tennessee

Hey there everyone!! Well this is the thing: In G~burg there are many interesting people. People I have grown to love and miss so so much when I am away....But its time to say I am coming back and all...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Sun, 14 May 2006 05:56:00 PST

It was too good to be true

Once again I have been decieved. But nothing is gonna hold me down. There is one saying i hold dear "Life Goes On" and it does Although I may be heart broken I will not stop being me I am and always w...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 08:36:00 PST

Hypnotized and Mesmorized

I don't know how you keep me so mesmorized Often dazed and hypnotized You keep my mind and heart in a trance For you my soul will always dance One look at you and I forget how to speak You take my hap...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 01:14:00 PST

it is labled "Just Look" i dont know when i wrote this but i must have been pissed

Just Look It seems as if people sit and try and piss me off They push and push to see how far they can take it Not knowing I sit and plot Picturing in my mind stabbing them time and time again Cho...
Posted by ~Beautiful Disgrace~ on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 12:44:00 PST