Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD

About Me

THESE WORDS SAVE MY LIFE EVERY DAY!- (thanx slug) "individually wrapped. placed in neat little rows. becoming a piece of everything that grows. some numbers, a name, to indicate you played the game. came empty handed and left the same. a soul is a souls and a shell is a shell, the boarder in between is full of everything you felt. some cling to a cross cuz they're tired and lost. they leave it up to the weather to measure the cost. and everytime i look within i recognize the darkness. familiar to the image of the artist. staring at the bathroom mirror in a stranger's apartment. can't remember her name, don't remember how i got here. but here i am thinking about death again. humbles out the stress, helps the breath get in. i need to check my friends as well as my next of kin to let them all know i love them all until the end. LOVE YOUR LIFE! quite cliche, but i guess that's me. a ball of pop culture with some arms and feet. discreet as i try to keep the drama from cancers. it's no secret that i hunger for someone to feed the answers. i never expected a bowl of cherries. i'm just a virgo trying to find my own version of the virgin mary. and when i let them carry me to a cemetary i want to be buried with a pocketful of clarity. let no tears to fall from none of y'all. just remember it all. the beauty as well as the flaws. L.O.V.E. L.I.F.E. here lies (matty) finally free. and as i look across the sea, i smile at the sun while it feeds the weeds the nutrition they need. the people still breathe. the city still bleeds. i'm gonna love it to death and keep planting my seeds. i'm gonna love it to death and keep an eye on the seeds. i'll be in love til i'm dead. i'll keep reaping my seeds. i'll give all i got left just to teach you to read. love life til the death and keep planting your seeds. and when the sould begins to reap i think she'll know me from the sleep i keep caught in the corner of my bloodshot eyes. and if she has the nerve to let me spit a couple last words, i'm gonna turn to the earth and scream LOVE YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!! love life...........- ATMOSHPERE i'm not looking forward to seeing my story end, but i am looking forward to seeing my best friend- proximity

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My Interests

had a really crazy fucking year. too much shit to try to digest. i think i'm coming back, lot's of room to still grow but lots more room to heal. i have the best friends ever. thanx to them for keeping me in check and my wonderful fiance- how many times have you caught me?

I'd like to meet:

my grandmother on my dads side, brad nowell , bob marley , harry truman (i'd like to know what he was thinking when he ordered the first nuke dropped), fat mike, greg graffin, tim armstrong, lance armstrong, jello biafra, nelson mandella, mumia abu jamal, billy the kid- my great great great uncle, kurt cobain ,salvador dali , leon uris , joe strummer , sid viscious, carlos castaneda terence mckenna, slug (from atmosphere), attila the hun!!!!!!!

Music:

my life!!!! listen mostly to atmosphere, bob marley, tool, nofx, sublime. i can't even start to list everyone else, but for sure slug from atmosphere is "my life's soundtrack"

Movies:

human traffic, boondock saints, the jerk, how high?, half baked, garden state, city of god, monty python and the holy grail.... etc. et al

Television:

inhibits creativity and enforces a false sense of reality. if there is a beast, it is the television. and it should be destroyed immediately. tv makes people dumb... go read an f-ing book! they are better than TV in plot, and better for your brain! if you need a reference to a good book to choose instead of wasting away in front of the TV, read the section directly below this one! and have a good day.......

Books:

i will do authors instead: terence mckenna, john steinbeck, joseph schlosser, paolo coelho, alan watts, anthony bourdaine, douglas adams, stephen king ( i only really liked his "dark tower" series. etc.... et al

Heroes:

my heroes are my friends, because those are the only people who don't disappoint me....

My Blog

send good vibes

hey everyone! new news on my knee injury........ real bummer. if anyone knows me well, they know that needles are the worst things i fear. i freak out really bad with needles- like for shots. well, th...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:14:00 PST

tears

tears shed for my friend. wish i still had him around
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:08:00 PST

awesome progress

i fucking feel like i am superman right now! today for the first time in a month i took a step! I TOOK A REAL STEP; BY MYSELF, NO HELP AND NO SUPPORT! i was only able to walk without crutches a few da...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:40:00 PST

fuck my knee

holy shit! i am so over being in pain all of the time. this sucks so bad. all i want is just a little bit of time to relax and not be hurting all the time. my fucking knee still hurts just as bad as t...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:27:00 PST

physical therapy

physical therapy (or PT) should be renamed physical torture. it hurt like hell but i gained almost 30 degrees of motion in just over an hour. the thereapist guy is rad! i still don't ever reccommend b...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:39:00 PST

trippin on dreams

"i once met a man who trained himself not to dream. what he seems to have seen was a glimpse of everything. he's been painting pictures on canvas since the age of 13, and claims he only exists in the ...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:22:00 PST

surgery

well, tomorrow at 6:30 am some Dr. is going to slice me open, put metal and other things inside of me and hopefully make my knee work again. i am extremely nervous so please send good vibes. i am not ...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:43:00 PST

skiing

i went skiing today and had a blast....... i dropped some really big cliffs into very nice deep powder. until i skied today i did not know if i was going to be able to drop cliffs or do extreme terrai...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 12:39:00 PST

I am

I am strong enough to live through this i am wise enough to learn i am big enough to handle this my fire will still burn i can't believe we lost you man i can't believe you 're gone i know you're look...
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 03:20:00 PST

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thanx... you all know who you are....
Posted by Weapon of Snowmass Destruction, RIP NBD on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:53:00 PST