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WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN

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About Me

I am a mother of 3 boys... 18, 17, and 14..they are excellant kids, I have been widowed for 4 yrs. I tend to talk and laugh alot... Myspace Layout Generator-Layoutgen.com
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I'd like to meet:

Any one who thinks they are worth meeting :-)

Heroes:

My mom and dad, my kids, my other mother who is my dear sister van graduation

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My Blog

4 long years

This following song came out after Van got killed but it fit so well to our relationship, its been 4 very long years today..I miss his smile, his laugh, his kiss, his smell, the feel of arms that made...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 10:17:00 PST

where I was

ok long story short...I got bit by a brown recluse spider on July 6th...from the 8th till the 16th I was in the hospital..at one point with 6 bags on my i.v, fever of 104..deathly ill, had surgery to ...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 04:15:00 PST

I dreamed of you...

I dreamed of you last night..you were alive and well and beautiful, we laughed, we loved, I could feel you, smell you, taste and touch you..the phone rang and I answered it, it was a Deputy saying " y...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:56:00 PST

WELL FUCK...I BEEN TAGGED

got tagged,.. so here goes Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 06:27:00 PST

just how I feel

Sing me a song cause I don't want to hear my life go bySing me a song and let the melody dance through our hearts tonightAnd if you face it you'll find that the love we can make is so strongForget wha...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 04:41:00 PST

fathers day

my dearest Van, today is one of the hardests days I face yearly without you, it hurts to not have you and for the boys to grieve for you and there is nothing I can do about it, death is final after al...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:36:00 PST

F.T.P

OK SO I HAVE TO GO TO COURT TOMORROW, WISH ME LUCK,  F.T.P
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:21:00 PST

missing van

Today is my wedding anniversary, would of been 19 years..just thought I would share that, I miss you every day Van, you can say...I'm in love with a ghost. R.I.P baby.....
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:05:00 PST

gone too long

today marks my 3rd mothers day since my husband was killed, it was always a special day for us, not to mention our wedding anniversary is May 18th, we would have been married 19 yrs. As I sit back and...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Mon, 14 May 2007 04:25:00 PST

sleeping in the fire

Touch, touch in the flame's desireFeeling the pain's denialAnd your finger's in the fireLook, look in the candle lightSee in the flame of lifeAnd my spell our lieTaste the loveThe Lucifer's magic that...
Posted by WELCOME TO MY BREAK DOWN on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 07:37:00 PST