and i see right through you
you wanna be just like me dont you?
i go by the names hanna, hanni. blovk, swatish, swatishfaction, meatball, meat, exi, exxxi, bumbi, blinkiz, steven and glynnis. i was borned and raised in sweden, but ive had the opportunity to live the american dream aswell, in both washington DC and nashville, tn. i move around a lot, and right now i live in a small city outside stockholm where i go to an amazing musicbuisness and promoting-school. i live with 3 girls and 17 guys.. kind of. im excited to stay here and learn as much as possible for 2 years and then find new exciting adventours. im a photographer, a singer, a writer, and a poet.. i need a lot of sleep, im extremly picky when it comes to food, im a big thinker and i dont get along very well with people who arent. im easy to hang out with but hard to get to know. after having my heart broken in pieces i have huge trust-issues but im working on it. im jealous but no dramaqueen. i love hearing 'im proud of you'.. i love travelling and challenging myself. i hate when people think of me as a kid and treats me that way. i love taking pictures, going to small liveshows and roadtrips. i love talented people who are still humble. i believe in god with everything i am but i believe its a relationship and like always, you constantly need to work on it. i dont believe everything happens for a reason, i dont believe that what dosent kill you makes you stronger, nor do i believe in not regreting thing, but in addmitting your failures to recieve grace. i love everything that rhymes. i could never survive wihtout lists. i sing a lot. i dance a lot. i enjoy going out partying, dancing and having drinks with my friends, but people who are making alcohol and partying their number 1 priority in life, and whos acting like 14year old kids bragging about how drunk they've been- are the worst thing i know. i try to stay away from those. i got big morals and strong values, but like everybody else i fail and struggle to be the person i wanna be. therefore i try to spend time with people i look up to. i try to find a balance between having a big amounce of privacy and trusting people. i have many questions. way to happy people drive me nuts. troubled searching souls attracts me.. but there is a limit.. ive learned. 2007 has been my biggest challenge ever. im very sarcastic- a bit to sarcastic at times. i love kids and ive worked with them in differente ways for many years. i need love, friendship, honesty, compliments and people who believe in me more then ever right now. im good at pretending things are differente then they really are and im ready for god to open new doors and turn this hell around. peaceout, hh