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melissa n2o

i'm too tiny for a heart this big...

About Me

i want to learn such simple things, til what i want and what i need can finally be the same. i just got myself to blame, leave everything up to fate when there's choices i could make... and my heart needs a polygraph, i was so eager to pack my bags, when i really want to stay. when i really want to stay.

My Interests

being critical, sad music, making pretty dresses, awkward social situations that make for a good story, driving (to mexico), chameleons, the mountains, things that don't belong to me, walks, scratching my cat Guy, isolation, very long naps, moss on trees, confusing people like you, eating candy, kissing, painting, hunting for mushrooms after a good rain, watching movies alone, getting out of town, bad habbits, bill murray, tap dancing my blues away (literally), giving things away that i love and knowing that i won't regret it. dislikes: YOU (know who you are). you make me sick.

I'd like to meet:

somebody who's worth a damn.

Music:

the radioheads, the late great ELLIOT SMITH, azure ray, josef, bright eyes (but it's tappering off),kristopher astrum, clinic, the cure, new order, simon&garfunkle, red house painters, black heart procession, wilco, belle&sebastian,BECK,bjork, death cab for cutie, sigur ros, the flaming lips, baxter dury, the clientele, destroyer, cat power, morrissey, josh ritter, the who, johnny cash, nico, turin breaks, RILO KILEY, tindersticks, modest mouse, rufus wainwright, bob dylan, jeff buckley, pulp, john denver, barry manilow (haha-seriously), BILLEY JOEL, the magnetic fields, cinerama, donovan, john lennon, her space holiday, blur, mojave 3, the clientele, cursive, siouxsie, pedro the lion, the shins, joan baez, the triplets of belleville, arcade fire, and all hip hop, if only for the reason that it's void of all emotion and i wish i was more like that.

Movies:

i likes movies where everyone ends up sad and alone. i ♥ huckabees

Television:

"God is in the television"

Books:

a rash of flamigos

Heroes:

The (royal) you, if you weren't such a (royal) asshole. but you are, so i'll have to start taking applications for the position.

My Blog

why i hear bells when you speak

instead of dna chromosomes, I have little musical note strands that hybrid to form the sonatas and symphonies that are my chemical make-up and dictate my emotions and control my actions. its been that...
Posted by melissa n2o on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this corporate fool

Last night while stoned alone in my bedroom, watching the ten o'clock news, I had one of those epiphanic moments of self actualization that changes the course of one's life so long as he/she remembers...
Posted by melissa n2o on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST