#1 I WILL NOT RESPOND TO FOOLISHNESS.
YOU WILL BE IGNORED.
#2 I WILL NOT RESPOND TO SOLICITATIONS FOR CHAT ON ANY MESSENGER
YOU WILL BE IGNORED
#3 I WILL NOT REPOND TO COME ONS AND ONE LINERS.
I HAVE A MAN, AND AM NOT LOOKING FOR A REPLACEMENT, OR AN AFFAIR!
YOU WILL BE IGNORED
#4 I APPRECIATE COMPLIMENTS AND KIND WORDS, BUT I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO RESPOND TO ALL OF YOU, DO NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME PLEASE.
I WILL TRY TO RESPOND IF TIME ALLOWS. IF I DON'T, THEN I'VE LOST YOUR NOTE AMONGST ALL THE IDIOTS THAT IGNORED THE FIRST THREE RULES. SORRY...
Again, let me point out...
I am not looking for love on the internet...
I am with the man I'll die loving.
Without him, and his influence on my life, I wouldn't even be here. He is my lover, my partner, and my best friend. He is the only man in this world, in whom I can truely place my trust, and know beyond a shadow of a doubt, that I can depend on.
His name is written across my heart, and I am his completely.
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I love being in love. I'm a total romantic. Tommy is a wonderful man, and a wonderful photographer who loves to photograph bbws and can truely appreciate the privaledge of being able to give them the gift he gave me. It's his mission in life to enlighten as many sexy bbws as he possibly can, that sexy is a state of mind, and you don't have to be a carbon copy cut-out of what society tells you the perfect woman should look like. His vision changed me, made me over. He is my savior, my teacher, and my muse. Can you tell I worship my man? Plus, he fucks like a GOD! Why shouldn't I worship him? HA!
The best thing about it is, he worships me to...all of me, every inch of me. He loves me for who I am, scars and all.
Now back to me... What about me? Well first and foremost, I'm what's known as an SSBBW or Supersized Big Beautiful Woman. Though beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I'm pretty sure I qualify. I could also be described as a BBW or Big Beautiful Woman. I'm just a bit on the larger side of that.
I've always been a fat girl. I went on my first diet when I was about 3. I yoyo dieted my way up to a wopping 240lbs by the time I graduated high shcool. Then I fucked up and got married at 18..ladies and gents..don't try this at home! I knew this guy all of 2 weeks, and what I knew about him was he'd just gotten out of prison about a month before I met him...omfg! Real brainiac ain't I?
Anyway...long story short...bad marriage for about 10 years, a new 100lbs of me, seperation...and then I met my first True FA. What is an FA? An FA, is also known as a fat admirer, or someone who likes fat people. They can be male or female, though female fat admirers are known as FFA's, for obvious reasons.
He is a photographer, and enjoys photographing bbws for adult internet websites.
He helped me to start my own site, and showed me the way so to speak. Here is a link.
I work very hard at it to make a living. It's been interesting, and challenging, but I enjoy my work very much.
I also enjoy representing a contradiction to the lie that popular media keeps trying to sell all the young girls and guys out there, that you have to be attractive, and fit, to make it in the entertainment industry. HA!!!
I'm not a supermodel...understatement of the year...but I am a webmodel, and thankfully the internet is such a versitile place, that even at my size, I've found a market. I love my fans. Alot of them have become friends over the years. I try to keep in touch the best I can, but sometimes I'm not all there...
Oh, and I try my best to respond to mail, but sometimes I get a bit overwhelmed. I actually have a pretty large fan base, not by some standards, but for little ole me ya know! So if you write, and don't get a note back, try again. You can write me at: [email protected] As long as you're respectful and have something intelligent to say, you shouldn't worry about it. I'll get back with you as soon as I can get my head screwed on right.
I love people, all kinds of people...and I like them to like me. I don't have a hatin' bone in my big ole body. I love with an open heart, and an open mind. I don't judge, and I don't condemn. I'm one of those genuinely nice people or so I've been told.
Yeah, I get naked on the internet, but I'm basicly a good girl. I don't fuck around. I don't lie, and I don't get off on chat.
This Southern Belle may have a nasty streak in the bedroom, but she's a LADY on the street!
I've spent a lot of time soul searching on what our purpose here on this spinning rock is, and I've come to believe, that we're meant to just live the best way we can, love all we can, and learn from our mistakes.
Life is never easy. None of it is easy, and we weren't all blessed with a handbook on social ettiquette and tolerance. But if we treat people the way we want to be treated..and remember those good ole sayings...if you can't say something nice, don't say nothing at all, or you can catch more flies with honey than you can with vinegar, we might all be able to enjoy ourselves a little bit more here.
Well, that's about enough...moving on. If you want to get to know me better you can browse my blog here on myspace.
Many CandyKisses
I will put links I find interesting in this area. The links will be random, and interesting to me. They will range from things like music, movies, sexuality, religion, and politiacl beliefs and ideas that strike my fancy on any particular day.
This first link is to a MySpace Profile that caught my eye, and it was a gateway to other profiles that gave information on politics and conspiracy theory. Which is something I do have an interest in. I won't speculate, but let the matter speak for itself.
Read the blog!!!!
Here is another profile with some interesting information on it.
Illuminati
This is a new blog that I've recently subscribed to. Very enlightening stuff, check it out if you will.
WorldWideEnlightenment
