Peggy D.

I am no longer the reflection of the sunset in the water…the wavering, unsure, weak image…I am instead the Sunset in the sky…strong and powerful, overwhelming and causing awe. Breathtaking and…amazing. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++ I am the Owner and Trainer of La Jai De Equestrian, an Equestrian Services business from Care, Training , sales and much more from Foal to Show. www.myspace.com/davenportmethodtraining+++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ No one can you talk to like you can talk to your girlfriends. You can cry, laugh, rant and rave…talk of your love for a man or your hate for a man…they don’t’ judge, they don’t rule you harshly, they don’t tell you what you don’t need to hear. They don’t hurt you, use your words against you. They listen , they are a shoulder , they make you laugh . They give advice...whether it good or bad, right or wrong. They have your back when you need them. They tell stand behind your decisions to love…or not to love someone. They are straight forward and tell it like it is…no sugarcoating it. They take you out for a good day at the spa and lots of girl talk over sushi when you just need to get away from it all. Men will come and go…but your girlfriends are stronghold. Things I like: Hiking Trail running Working out and staying fit Horseback riding music..listening and critic and dancing and singing. Friends, good talks...those are practically fmaily. Good times and fun. Dancing Singing loudly to the radio. Discovering a new church that I really like. Purple flowers in the wild. Tulips and cala lilies candlelit dinenrs Time spent with a loved one Holding hands movies The color green The country and the city Traveling Exploring Adventures Reading food=) Surveys Writing Photography...though ammature it may be. Modeling Sunsets Sunrises picture oportunities being a tourist laughter funny movies and shows musicals and plays dogs lightning and thunder storms holding Hands. My Lover Hot Green Tea Creative things Painting Shopping shoesWaaaayyy too many to count I guess.My interests are many. from travel and exploring, adventure to song and dance , music to movies and reading and hanging out with friends. camping and hiking and taking pictures. I'm interested in any scary movie that comes out...and anything to do with VooDoo. I'm interested in FBI Profiling and horses and sunsets and flowers and the enviroment and being healthy. I love to write, dance, sing off key, take lots of pictures, have fun and experiance new things. I love to see the world that God created and meet many people and hear many stories along the way."I could have loved you once and even said it But you went away, When you came back it was too late And love was a forgotten word. Remember?"-Marilyn Monroe.-------------------------------------------------Seek s to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness. http://www.colorquiz.com/----------------------------------- ----------- I am an explorer. In life, love and of the Earth. I travel where ever the wind takes me, all over America and soon across the great oceans. I will die having seen tree's that have grown hundreds of years upon this land, having spoken to many people of many languages and accents, I will have loved many from my family and friends to partner in life and children. I will have seen the sun set upon the four corners of the earth and dipped my toes into the seven sea's. I will have watched the exotic birds of prey glide overhead and heard a lions mighty roar and danced to the music of the natives. I will taste many foods to delight my palet from many cultures and hear the childrens laugh upon many lands. I will have hiked many mountians and swam many oceans, enjoyed the beauty of the flowers of wild and ridden across many valleys upon horseback. I will explore this great Earth that was created and of which I am blessed to have a part of. I will take care of my earth and leave small footprints but big memories. I AM an Explorer!+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +"Women Cry In Showers "your lady is strong, she sheds not a tear, but that's where you wrong.women don't cry on shoulders and burden you with thier fears, women cry in showers, lonely, where the water washes away thier tears.and when she steps out she's smiling and never would you know, that your lady cried alone.Margaret Jordana Heald (AKA ME) =========================================================== Monday, June 12, 2006Home is where the hearts at....So, so far on this trip back to my home land of Texas I have discovered many things about myself.For one, I have discovered a friendship that I had left long , two actually but one of them I have been back in touch with much more in the last year and the other one has been like " wow, why did we lose touch?" the whole time I've been here.Anyways though, I have re-discovered a very great person in my life.I was telling him last night over dinner how much I simply realize that I do not fit in here in Texas any longer. I have made my own life in California...my own style...my own ways. And not that I'm an LA type...but I am a Californian...laidback...casual dress with a flair and well...my jeans just don't get too much use in my life anymore reallyh...not like Texans! haha.I just haven't felt likke i fot in since getting here. I never really did and this is why I always used to dream of leaving. Don't get me wrong. There are things that I LOVE about the south, about Texas....and it's where I coem from. But it's not where I belong.I feel the pull constantly while here back to my new "home" to California...where Saturday mornings are spent at the farmers market on the corner a block away and hiking with friends or in solitude among the mountians that still amaze me or the quick way that people become your family...away from your family. I will miss the Straglers Thanksgiving, Easteer Sunday BBQ's Christmas in Sunny San Diego=)I miss walking to places and not having to drive. I miss the atmosphere. I mikss people walking their dogs to starbucks and the many parks that surround me. I miss NO BUGS ( haha...oh man the Skeeters out here are eating me alive=) I miss no humidity too even....at least I could live without this much! haha..it just makes me want to sleep. I miss organic food galore, Trader Joes like MAD people from all over the world as my friends and family and people who accept you no matter what. I miss weird actors crazy personalities and I miss simply California.But I must admit that everything that I did love about Texas I still do...The best Sunsets ever. Wide open spaces through the city of open pastures. Long horn cattle. Corn fields and cotton. Rivers that aren't LA like cemented in...and bayou's I love them=) Bluebell icecream and properly done cajun food and crawfish. Old friends in small towns and people who knew you when you where knee high to a June bug. Thunder and lightning storms and oh...the GREEN...everything is so lush and greenh...something you just don't get in desert Cali...but in humid places such as the Houston and surrounding area's of Texas. Men who know how to BBQ, good southern Gentlamen who open your doors always and always someone around who knows how to fix your car.But yes, Home calls me back strongly.Sigh.My life has been full of risks. Some of those risks where some I should not have taken though had I not…I wouldn’t be who I am or where I am today. If I had not taken some of the risks I had …many leading to another to another to another…I would not have flown to New York where I realized that I CAN spread my wings. I had never been taught that I could…that I could fly…that I could live the life I dreamed…and as I would sit in my window looking out onto the city as the rain fell , as I ran along the paths in the park or as I sat upon my roof listening the acoustic guitar of my neighbor late nights, if I had not gotten on that plane those years ago..I never would have had the thoughts of “ I can really do this…I can leave, I can be on my own and I can be who I am”.If I had not taken those risks that I often take, I never would have gotten on that white horse with his wild blue eye’s..and maybe that would have been a risk I shouldn’t have taken, but it’s a risk that taught me so much, made me grow up , made me see things in a new light, led up to me going to California because..I had so many reasons to run away….But then if I didn’t take those risks I never would have moved to California and become the woman that I am today…the woman that I’m still becoming. I never would have not just realized that I could make it on my own in life but I never would have learned HOW to make it. I never would have found what I now consider my home. I never would have hiked those mount6ians and found the friends I found. I never would have known what it’s like to find…and lose…love. I never would have learned the lessons of love…good love and bad…when to leave love and when to embrace it for all it’s worth. I never would have learned to stand on my own two feet. I never would have come to some of the amazing memories I now treasure.If I didn’t take risks I never would have made plans to go to England and along the way stopped in Texas…a place I never thought I’d come back to…I never would have learned that often we must face our demons…the ghosts in our lives…and I never would have realized the love that was there for me.I don’t consider myself a great risk taker…but there have been a few…and no regrets.Life is good.======================================================= = The heat of a Texas summer sun beats down upon my back…I sit…I watch…as the birds float above the water…then land…causing the water to ripple…and I think how my life is like those ripples…my life holds many ripples…each ripple is a storm ridden out, a stepping stone I’ve walked upon, a journey that I’ve accomplished a tear I’ve cried…of laughter sounding loudly. Each ripple represents a moment of time in my life…a memory…a test of God…a path on my road I’ve chosen…a love gained…a love lost…a memory of sadness…a time of happiness…a song…a decision…a job…a new step in life…a new direction…Each ripple in that water is my life…reflected back at me. If wishes where horses , then beggars would ride… We cross many bridges along the way….a great lesson though is to not burn them. Saturday, June 17, 2006Myy choice?I had a thought the other day...you always hear people talk about " I"ll ask God what I should do...I"m waiting for God to tell me what to do...what is right...what is wrong...etc.But the thing is...my thinking at least. Is that God DID lay out a guideline long ago...but it's not so narrow as people often think. It's a guidline ...not our instructions or map exactly and people seem to not get that.also then second thing is...God gave us the choice..in all matters...He isn't going to tell you what to do because thats the gift he gave you!!! To decide on your own...even if you make the wrong decisons!The best is pray for God to be with you in your decisions in life but don't wait for him to tell you what steps in life to take or what decisions to make...because thats not gonna happen!----------------------------------------- Sign: Libra. So I do totally like a balanced life!"I don't kiss and tell. I shag and shout" heard on BBC TV."Peggy D is one of the most strongest and couragous women I have ever met (if she was a man she would have huge balls)I would have never had fun travelling around the America if it was'nt for her, I would'nt have learnt about the American Way If it was'nt for her.She is also the most beautifuful girl I have ever known and everytime i look at them green eyes it just makes me melt!" SK I don't NEED anyone. Would I LIKE someone there ? A companion in life someday? Yes, of course. But I don't NEED anyone. I don't need your help. I have made it this far on my own and I'll continue the life I started. But don't date me because you want to FIX me...or save my soul...if my soul needs saving it isn't your business but between me, the Devil and God and if you feel the need to FIX me you should realize that I'm not broken. So don't try to fix something that isn't broke. If you want a pet project or you feel the need to be with someone who NEEDS you....move along please. Becasue I didn't make it this far and through this much on my own to break down now. It aint' gonna happen. I have done well...at the age of twenty four I"m doing pretty damn good for myself. I've survived things that would kill you...I promise. So don't think that you could FIX me or that I NEED you to survive....or even make it thorugh...I do better on my own than with someone who usually just holds me back...or tries to anyways. I want a guy who I don't NEED but who would be there if I did and a guy who isn't there because he THINKS I need him. Lesson number one for the men in my life right there.....Who I am Chapter II.I have learned in my adulthood how hungry I was for approval, for love, for encouragement and for someone to say “ I’m proud of you” and for love. Through trial and error I found these things where always there very close to home…I heard those words “ We are poured of you” for the first time a couple of years ago sitting in a beautiful garden I Ohio on a warm summer day and tears covered my face. I need I didn’t know I had needed was fulfilled. ============================================================ Love….here comes in my trial and error…sometimes we seek it so hard we make many mistakes, we are blind to what is real because we let our dreams fog our reality. I have loved and been loved deeply though and many lessons came of all the love in my life more than any other thing . My strength and my ability to love have come of it, my ability to let myself be loved came from it. The world really revolves greatly around that one simple word…Love. And my world has been no different. I have had love and I have lost love. I have found love long lost that I didn’t even know existed until his blue eye’s shown brightly over his smile one summer day in 2006. The feeling of arms wrapped around you in love is an amazing and great feeling and I believe maybe the strongest in the world. One simple word is the strongest that I know. ============================================================ I learned last year, in 2006 that we must sometimes look back at where we came from to realize that we really have come far.I learned that I can be proud of my achievements. That I have achieved greatly even if at times I feel I have not achieved enough.I have realized that my life has been an amazing adventure , a wonderful life, a filled life and a blessed life. I regret nothing, I have learned much and I have lived fully and am only at the beginning of it all. ============================================================ I love Tulips of any color and Cala Lilies though long past I once loved peach roses greatly but I have grown from frilly to sleek and elegant.I had once gone to church and been very involved in letting God into my life…I strayed from it greatly…not into a life of drugs and parties kind of lifestyle but spiritually I was empty and for many eyars I knew I was being pulled back to that…called I guess you can say…I had to make the hardest decisions in my life and leave much of my life behind…a whole chapter closed and then I was able to finally follow that feeling back to the life of Church and God…I’m lost, I’m not a good Christian but I am learning, I am praying and I am seeking…I won’t ever be perfect in the eye’s of the church but I am a good person and I am following a life I am being pulled towards…and I have pulled away from another life that has tried sucking me in before too…I’m doing a lot better in my life than I could be off doing. ============================================================ I am deeply into music…not so much as I have been at times in my life but in listening to it in itself I am involved. I let myself become enveloped within music and often create it myself.I have a loving and caring boyfriend who is my rock….who lets me not have to be the rock in my life alone all the time anymore. He loves to make me laugh and smile and feel loved. He is very talented and crafty and together we make a pretty gosh darned good team….we have dubbed ourselves the MichPeg Team…so cute it makes you want to throw up right? ============================================================ I love to cook and I really love new foods and new places and experiences . Food is a tradition that all people and cultures around the world share. Food ties in with family, friends and love and caring. Food is an art, a passion for many and an enjoyable experience. I should be one of those old fat women who always tell their family members to eat because they need more meat on their bones. I love cooking and eating and bringing family and friends around my table together with good conversation and food to enjoy. Green is my favorite color…the color of my own eye’s…the color of new life, spring and new beginnings, fresh starts and warm weather, clean smells of NEW. A time for birth and life and bright to the eye’s, colorful and many shades, one of the many colors used in many shades on Gods Earth…his canvas. ============================================================ I was a fashion model for about nine years, it’s a life I often miss and something I never intended to do but loved very much…it taught me a lot and took me out of my life and into a new life and into many travels and stories and much fun. I never had an eating disorder and was naturally very thin, upon gaining weight I still managed to model a lot but it did get harder to do, I sometimes think about going back into it but really…it just simply doesn’t fit into the next chapter of my life at all…so I’ll move on and hold dear to the memories.=================================================== =========I am a dog person and miss having one…soon again in our new home though!I collect a ton of things….receipts and stamps and notes and cards and everything which ends up in a scrapbook…lots of memories.I like to surf but am not good at it though I still get out there and do it. ============================================================ I’m an environmentalist and live a Green Life…it’s a life choice that I make each day to protect the Earth God blessed us with and to make a better world to bring the next generation into. I believe in leaving small foot prints but big impressions.I believe in giving new life to old things. ============================================================ I love art and museums and architecture. I love to visit museums wherever I go, pay attention to the architecture in all my adventures and discover local artists along the way.I’m an outdoorsy person who loves to camp and hike and fish and do a lot of neat things all the time and try new stuff any chance I get.I don’t and never have done drugs, I drink very little socially once in awhile. I love to shop and love day’s out with the girls.I love to curl up on a rainy day with a good book next to a warm fire wrapped up in a comfy blanket.Autumn is my favorite season and the season of which I was born in. October 7th is my birth date.Opal is my birthstone, Libra is my zodiac sign…the balance of the scales…Pearl is what my name means in Greek.Some people never really know love in their lives…I am not one of those people. Though I have not always known a healthy love and I have gone through heartbreaks and some people in my life just simply don’t know how to love I have however been blessed to love…and be loved…good, pure and true. It’s not everyday we fall into the kind of love that I have now…and hope to have always butt will recognize the blessing of having it just for a second in time.
What is your thought on world peace? I don't think that you can ever have world peace. Small fmailies fight, couples fight....you can't put billions of people of many walks of life in one place, on one planet and expect peace at all times
What do you think of world pollution and what do you do to help prevent it? I actually have slacked but am getting back into it. I recycle all materials which is actually easy with the fact that my complex has recycling dumpsters and I try not to use certain products at times, I clean after myself when out and about and I also keep an eye on energy and water used in my home as well as eat organically and use organic or enviromentally safe cleaning products too. I dispose of batteries and oil and such properly , walk instead of drive and learn more ways to keep the earth healthy each day.
What is your cause? Womens cancer, AIDS and the enviroment as well as health awereness.
What cause do you want to take up supporting? One that I haven't yet would be childrens education.
What is your health tip? Go wlaking, take your kids to the park, walk the dog, cut out soda and eat more organic and locally grown foods.
What is a lesson learned in your life? Many but one is that my body is what I do to it...and I'd like it to treat me right so I treat it right.
What is something that was told to you that hit home at a crucial moment in your life? "Don't ever let them get you down PG, you are too good for that....the best punishment is to prove them wrong". And " the people who deserve your tears don't cause them".
What is your talent? Horses, it's a gift...call me a frickin horse whisperer=)
What do you wish to accomplish in 2006? My internships , employment in the equestrian field, to start up riding in horse shows again , to travel and make up for the last two years, and to stop listening to everyone else and just do what makes me happy.
What is your main goal to accomplish in the next ten years? My career in equestrian, my equestrian center and a family.
Do you take the steps to accomplish your goals? I do but I could do more.
Do you think that you could work harder to accomplish your goals? Yes. With the everyday pay the rent job though and regular life drama on top of it you want to take that down time when you can when really I should be working my ass off now to accomplish everything I can so that one day my goal is my rent paying job rolled into one, etc. Then my life will be set...it will just take a couple of years to get there and a lot of hard work.
What do you think is the largest cause to work for and support in the world today? I think pollution and health which tie in, organic foods, organic and free range animals, etc.
Who in your life has been an inspiration and when and how? There has never really been one person who I admired to a very great extent but there have been some I have admired to a point and have given me a little inspiration here and there all through out my life, many poeple.
Explain love. In life you'l find that love can be the most painful feeling, the most empty and most lonely as well but there will be times when your heart swells with it when someone walks into the room. An unexplainable feeling it can be and hard to put into words but...a warm hand in yours....eyes that smile when they look at you, words of love and encouragment, a rock to lean against, a shoulder to cry on in times of need. A personal cheerleader, love of life, love of a person, love of a good time or a beautiful picture or memory....many types of love bring many feelings of love and love for many things....love is Gods sunset in the sky...mountians that amaze me...an ocean so powerful the beauty of a wild horse and the sound of rain...the look in his eyes and that good old fashioned tingling from your belly to your toes=) Love....when your mother says " I"m proud of you" ....
What have some of your life lessons been? To think!!! To realize that I'm not invensible!!! To learn that what I did at 18 will effect me later in life...to listen to my insticts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To do what I think is right and not what I think everyone else thinks is right! To "don't do it!!!" when your belly tells you!!! To live life to it's fullest and enjoy every moment of it and not to regret I it because...it's a story for my book=)
What have your learned from your mistakes in life? Oh God where do I begin? That my insticts...that little voice you hear but don't usually listen to? Is always right!!! Sooner or later you find out!!! To love life because I was given a second chance.
What are some of the interesting things in life that you have experianced and when? I have to say I feel pretty lucky, I had a traveling loving mom and dad who with eight kids might not have been able to afford trips to Europe but would load us in the car and take trips to explore new places in our own state and country at least. From new cities to museums and so forth. I've had the chance of finding my gift, my passion ...my horses.... I"ve watched a black filly being born who became my pride and joy....I"ve seen the birth of children...life enter this world. I"ve been an inspiration to others and been a role model...looked up to. I"ve travled my country a lot and enjoyed my time as a fashion model in high fashion New York and much more....
Have you ever had a life changing moment and if so then what and when? Twice when I almost lost my life and ability to walk. Moving to NY, moving to California. and many more.
What is/are your passion(s) in life? Horses, life, living it to it's fullest. Enjoying good foods and experiancing and exploring new places and enjoying new adventures all the time. Writing which I don't do nearly enough of.
Do you beleive that you are here on this earth for a purpose? Oh who the hell knows? but I've always felt that my life has been one big test so hopefull I"m being prepared for something great=)
What is a major lesson that you hope to teach your children? To love and live life to it's fullest and strive for what they want, their happiness IS important and to go after their passions.
What do you think your parents could have done differently? Pushed and encouraged me towards my passions in life.
What is your dream job? Have my own equestrian center
What is something about yourself that you could/want to/work to improve? I"m a procrastinator!!! My temper.
What are some things that interest you? Sunsets..phtos, horses, new people and adventures, reading, music, hiking, exploring, new places, archutecture, writing, piano, animals, new insite, stories.
What do you look forward to in life? My career where I want it and my family of my own.
What inspires you? A good life and doing what I wish to do...which will also be something that makes me happy what else do I need?
What is your meaning of life? My meaning is to strive and reach for my goals and achieve them and in doing so I'll not have regrets nor unhappiness because my goals are soemthing that keep me going and my passion is somehting that makes me happy.
What would you do if you had a million dollars? ( remember when a million was a lot?) Pay off debts and put a down on some land for my equestrian center perhaps.

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