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Pain doesnt hurt when its all you've ever felt

About Me

Welcome to my place, enjoy, I'm A Gothic/Wiccan Witch, that is very spiritual and deep (at least, that's what I like to think). Unlike many though, I have an intense respect for the dark that borders on dislike/fear (this is going to sound Emo, but it is true) because it is only the dark that can bring out my insecurities. I am nothing special. I do not claim to hold any answers to any of life's great mysteries. But I have, over time, managed to solve a few of my own. I've been interested in the dark for many years now. I don't like the whole "I’m evil, blah, blah, blah" type of thing. Any and everything dark caught my attention. While other children covered their eyes, cried, or screamed over something scary, I was the one squealing with delight and begging for more. That part of me has never wavered. I've had a sense of loneliness that's been w/ me for a long time now. Haven't figured out why or how to stop it yet but maybe it's not supposed to be stopped until I learn what thats about. With age came the knowledge and opportunity to comprehend and study the Goth and Wiccan aspects of life. I stepped forward to embrace these cultures. I've been Wiccan for the past 7 years. I'm really glad I found it. It's opened a lot for me and made me explore myself more fully. My path is very solitary. It works the best for me so far. I try my best to take charge of my own life yet it's also so easy to be a pessimist so that's something I've struggled w/ a lot but hasn't most humans., I cannot stand: having a person constantly at my side (I need space) I hide away from everyone... in my dark dreams. There safe. I find it hard to trust anyone. I love to play at night, lying in the dark forest, starring at the stars in the sky. I’m a night owl; I love animals, and feel that they do talk to me. Love to write my, Poetry with a mixture of my poetry and my dreams. Potions are my alcoholic cocktails, and Personal Entires is my day-to-day ramblings. "And Very Importantly---Thank You So Much for Visiting My Profile---Pleasant Nightmares"

My Interests

My first and foremost luv is wandering the cemeteries and taking pictures. Exploring the meaning of cemetery symbols and other graveyard mysteries.(Cemetery Sleuthing) And Graveyard Rubbings.(When possible)"Victorian Post-Mortem Photography" Victorian Mourning Jewelry.... My other luv is to reading books about the mystery of asylums,"many are abandoned now" Some say Spirits are still walking the halls. “AN INTERESTING FACT” (What would have seen you sent to an insane asylum years ago would seem quite unbelievable to a semi educated person today. For instance, in the 1800's you could be institutionalized for a wide variety of things: Wives and daughters who did not obey their husbands or fathers could be put away, alcoholics, depressed people, "angry people", women in menopause, and people going against the norm would also have seen their freedom and dignity evaporate before them and be sent away and institutionalized) Scary stuff, I find it all so fascinating." Suppose you'd say I am little strange " If your not into such things...Also love to Write poetry, Read every thing it can get my hands on. "If you have found anything of value or Insight in these subjects, please let me know" Love to share Info. And "Oh, and of course, witchcraft, vampires, gothism, life in general Starring at the night-sky. A good Thunderstorm and a nice bottle of wine. "I am dying to travel" Hope to visit Italy one day. I love Halloween. The only reason a female should take forever in getting ready is Halloween. I wish everyday was All Saints Eve.. a day to put your alter-ego mask on..

I'd like to meet:

Ok, first of all I would like to meet people who will write me! If you just want another number on your friend list, DON'T add me. If you want to add me, at least drop me a message. DON'T JUST ADD ME BECAUSE YOUR LOOKING FOR ANOTHER PRETTY PROFILE PICTURE, LOL. (Add me because you like to chat) I AM A VERY CHATTY PERSON. IF THAT SOUNDS GOOD TO YOU, WELCOME ABOARD FRIEND. Open minded, interesting individuals that are intellectual and passionate about life. Anyone who also feels like they don't belong here. people who are like-minded. People who don't litter. People that care what happens in the world.Fellow Cemetery Sleuths: This Is A Must Have Book. A Book About Cemetery Symbolism Book Review: Stories in Stone - A Field Guide to Cemetery Symbolism and Iconography by Douglas KeisterLike many genealogists, I enjoy spending a lazy afternoon wandering through a cemetery, taking pictures or just looking around. I like the sense of meditative calm that you only get in cemeteries. And each grave marker has an interesting story carved in granite or marble or some other stone. Sometimes I come across a mysterious symbol engraved in a headstone or decorating a grave. These symbols almost seem like clues to add to the minimal information usually found on most gravestones. Two years ago author and photographer Douglas Keister published a book that discusses the meaning behind many of these cemetery symbols. He called it Stories in Stone.The book is illustrated with numerous photographs and includes an alphabetical listing of acronyms and abbreviations of societies, clubs and organizations. A chapter on mortality symbols discusses everything from the skull and crossbones to the grim reaper. There are chapters on symbols of flora (plants), fauna (animals), and religions (Christian, Hebrew, Chinese and Japanese), including descriptions of different kinds of crosses. Angels, who seem to gather in cemeteries everywhere, get their own section called "Heavenly Messengers." I was especially impressed with the chapter devoted to secret societies and organizations such as the Masons/Freemasons, Woodmen of the World, Knights Templar, Knights of Columbus, Odd Fellows, Grand Army of the Republic, Shriners, and others. Each of these is illustrated with an example photograph.The book is not only useful for helping to decipher some of the symbolism found in cemeteries; it's also just fun to look through. Recommended for genealogy sleuths and cemetery lovers. Stories in Stone can be ordered online from Amazon. Or you might try your local library.

Music:

Evanescence, A perfect circle, White Stripes, Conjure One, Really Luv "RazorBladeKisses"

Movies:

Queen of the Damned, Mortuary, House of 1,000 Corpses, Shaun of the Dead, Interview With a Vampire, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Edward Scissorhands, House on haunted hill, Gothika, Beetlejuice, The Craft,"The Butterfly Effect," "The Underworld," and "Blade Trinity. Pan's Labyrinth, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane?, Hush, Hush Sweet Charlotte. Alfred Hitchcock Films, Any Old horror movies, Such as "Tombs of the Blind Dead"

Television:

"I am a die hard Dexter fan"(Showtime-Dexter) And also a "Huge fan of Doctor Who" My favorite episode is "Blink"~PLOTLINE~In an old, abandoned house, the Weeping Angels wait. Dark Angel, Paranormal State, Ghost Hunters, Family Plots, Carnivale, Hex, Smallville, House, Supernatural, Heroes, Ugly Betty, Penn & Teller: Bullshit! Masters of Horror, The Underground, And coming soon (The Tudors) Really looking forward to that show...

Books:

Edgar Alan Poe, The Joy Of Funerals, Anne rice: The Vampire Lestat (Vampire Chronicles, Book II, I'm The Vampire Thats Why, Don't Talk Back To Your Vampire, (All Books On The Craft) Women Of The Asylum, Gracefully Insane, O"Artful Death, Stories in Stone.