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About Me

If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be there.And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, and I'll be there.I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will.When your day is through, and so is your temper, You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will.I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will ... I will... I will... I willThe Promise - Anberlin
MySpaceTV Videos: Playfull Ferrets by April & Critters
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The darker ferret totally lokks like our ferret Smudge!! :)

My Interests

My Interests: Animals! My wonderful boyfriend John. :)Song Time... :)When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the oneI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heavenIt's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the oneI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heavenCuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stayUse me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning grayI will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heavenYour Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I'd like to meet:

I am up for meeting anyone. But, if I do not know you please send me a message first so I can get to know you. :)

Music:

Epicurean, Mercenary, Angra, Into Eternity, Disarmonia Mundi, Raintime, Lisa Kelley, Josh Groban, Imogen Heap, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Biomechanical, Circus Maximus, Deadlock, Destrophy, Dream Evil, Katatonia, Mors Principium Est, Norther, OneRepublic, Symphony X, Old Silverchair, Stabbing Westward, Terror 2000, Threat Signal, After Forever, Lacuna Coil, Dimmu Borgir, Nevermore, Type O Negative, Arch Enemy, In Flames, Soilwork, Opeth, Darkane, Children Of Bodom, Nightwish, Dargaard, Myriads, Chalice, Dream Theater, Dark Tranquility, Edge Of Sanity, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, HIM, Evergrey, Sentenced, Kamelot, Sonata Arctica, Epica, Scar Symmetry, Leaves Eyes, Hypocrisy, Enter My Silence, Trivium, Anathema, Evergrey, The Jealous Sound, Copeland, The Panic Division, Holland, Sanctus Real, Mainstay, Anberlin, MAE, Dropping Daylight, Sherwood, Holly Brook, Vienna Teng, This Beautiful Republic, Waking Ashland, Biomechanical, ETC;

Movies:

I like pretty much any kind of movie. Though I'm not the biggest fan of westerns. I love a lot of documentaries, independent films. I just love movies that make me feel like I'm apart of it.

Television:

I'm a sucker for Criminal Minds! I liked C.S.I. Las Vegas back in the day. I pretty much like any show that can make me laugh, or cry(in a good way).

Books:

The Kite Runner, The Pact, Sickened, just to name a few. I'm working on adding to the list. :)

Heroes:

My Mother.

My Blog

In Longing

Breathing in deeply...I can feel my heart collapsing - slowlyIn this moment,I can feel my body tingling - by the thought of your touchA new year begins and leaves the memories of previous years stampe...
Posted by Javesicina on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:50:00 PST

Just Some Thoughts....

I haven't written anything in a long time. I usually don't bother coming on here because it kind of makes me depressed. All I can usually think of is everything I don't have anymore. I've lost a lot o...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:30:00 PST

Uneventful Day...

Well it's been a while since I have updated. I was gone for this past weekend. Took a nice little drive all the way out to Omaha, Nebraska for Omaha Metalfest. My really good friends in Epicurean were...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lovers In The Wake Of Yesterday's Sorrow

On a dark sweetened night Shadows beckoning deep within the walls A shrill sending chills beneath my skin He stands there, On a platform splattered by light His eyes gleaming The stares of a nig...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Realization Of Home

If you could only see That heartache bleeds And the sound of a whisper Resemblance to your voice Time shattered, heart in two All my life I prayed for you Life lived in lonliness All the hope I...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

An Update

Well I have now been living in St. Paul, MN for about two and a half weeks now. And so far I am loving it. Been spending a lot of time with my wonderful boyfriend and his band. Which I think is really...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Eternal Promise

Stepping through the thorns of yesterday I hear a faint whisper A sullen melody of hope lost And of dreams that lie in the midst of tomorrow A burning sun of sorrow As your music plays Chords of...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Sound Of Disgrace... Deafens Me.

Alright, well this is my first entry and it will probably end up being boring as shit. But I'll give it a shot anyway. I am going to be moving to St. Paul, MN a week from today. So lately I've been tr...
Posted by Javesicina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST