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the idiot king

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About Me

say there was a day where i was conceived, then i was born, and grown under the sky, and later on i met you and we shared something, and i learned about colors and objects and middles and in-betweens, and on and on i went growing and learning and changing, yet always remaining me.
till that everyday that i live and then expire.
this is by no means a philosophy of negativity, nor is it one based solely on positives, but rather that at any moment the most wonderful things imaginable were happening at all times, and conversely every nightmare and unceasing horror was, in fact occurring at each moment; both filling the beginning, middle, and inevitable end with glorious, horrible, beautiful, painful life.
to see the moment when i go would be something to rejoice in solely for me. i can sympathize with those who i will leave behind, but i cannot dread my end, for it would bring about the true meaning of my existence.
the whole book of me. every chapter. every line. complete
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My Interests

Guitar,
Bass,
Music,
Art,
Movies,
Skin,
starring into the void,
losing,
ignorance,
emaciation,
bile,
deteriation,
nothingness,
existentialism,
everything,
being,
death,
contradictions,
OIL IS MURDER,
there is no point,
meaninglessness,
trite obsessions,
nihilism is silly, pessimism is the way
hypocracy,
satire,
self-destruction,
peace,
love,
we are here because we have always been here, we will always be here because we are here

I'd like to meet:

ya ma!
Mr. Bungle - Goodbye Sober Day

Mr. Bungle - Pink Cigarrette live

Daavid Bowie - The Man Who Sold The World .. width="425" height="350" ..
Isis - In Fiction .. width="425" height="350" ..
The Twilight Singers w/Mark Lanegan - Live with Me/Where Did You Sleep Last Night .. width="425" height="350" ..
Radiohead - Hot Sauce .. width="425" height="350" ..
Greenskeepers - Lotion .. width="425" height="350" ..
Roy Orbison - Crying .. width="425" height="350" ..
Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit: Alice in Wonderland .. width="425" height="350" ..
Meshuggah - Straws Pulled at Random live .. width="425" height="350" ..
Jaga Jazzist - All I Know is Tonight live
The Effects of Psychoactive Drugs of the Wood Spider

Music:

Acid Bath,
A Perfect Circle,
Alice in Chains,
Amon Tobin,
Attention Deficit,
The Bad Plus,
Syd Barrett,
Bela Bartok,
BECK,
Big Sir,
Bill Frisell,
Bone Thugs,
The Book of Knots,
Brad Mehldau,
Branford Marselis,
Buena Vista Social Club,
Can,
CAPTAIN BEEFHEART & His Magic Band,
Charles Mingus,
Cinematic Orchestra,
Critters Buggin',
The Cure,
Deadboy & the Elephantmen,
ESTRADASPHERE,
Faust,
Fiona Apple,
interpol,
Isis,
Jaco Pastorius,
Jaga Jazzist,
John Frusciante,
John Lennon,
CARLA KIHLSTEDT,
Kronos Quartet,
Louis Armstrong,
Mahavishnu Orchestra,
Clint Mansell,
The Mars Volta,
Masada,
Michael Manring,
Miles Davis,
Mike Dillon,
Mothers of Invention,
Mr. Bungle,
Muddy Waters,
Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds,
Nine Inch Nails,
Omar A. Rodriguez-Lopez,
Ornette Coleman,
Primus,
Queens of the Stone Age,
RADIOHEAD,
Ravi Shankar,
Red Sparowes,
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum,
Steve Reich,
Talking Heads,
Terence Blanchard,
Tom Waits,
Tool(what happened to these guys?),
The Beatles,
Tomahawk,
Tricky,
Type O Negative,
Frank Zappa,
John Zorn

Movies:

Tom Waits' Big Time,
Requiem for a Dream,
One Hour Photo,
What Dreams May Come,
Waking Life,
12 Monkeys,
Fight Club,
Identity,
Falling Down,
Pi,
the deer hunter,
platoon,
jacob's ladder,
i heart huckabees,
catch-22,
slaughterhouse-five,
gummo,
julian donkey boy,
thx 1138,
1984,
ROCKY HORROR PICTURESHOW,
Solaris(original),
Lost Highway,
the prestige,
the illusionist,
borat,
King of New York,
the fountain,
a history of violence,
a bronx lullaby,
goodfellas

Television:

READ A BOOK YOU STUPID BASTARDS!!!! i mean it. reading is cooler than your mom!

Books:

Requiem For A Dream,
Less Than Zero,
American Psycho,
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas,
Catcher in the Rye,
A Clockwork Orange,
The Coma,
The Tesseract,
Go Ask Alice,
the beach,
1984,
brave new world,
the trial,
CATCH-22,
cat's cradle,
Siddhartha,
slaughter-house five,
the sirens of titan,
island,
do androids dream of electric sheep,
a scanner darkly,
valis,
ubik,
messiah,
p.s. your cat is dead,
A Man Without A Country,
the unbearable lightness of being,
the demon,
the rum diaries,
piano player,
night,
confessions of a crap arist,
the man who played GOD,
my cousin, my gastroentologist;
people who say they hate reading make me feel futile, like words don't matter.

Heroes:

TOM WAITS,
KURT VONNEGUT,
DON VAN VLIET,
PHILLIP K. DICK,
HUNTER S. THOMPSON,
john lennon,
layne staley,
jaco pastorius,
joseph heller,
bill hicks,
george harrison,
ALDOUS HUXLEY,
frank zappa,
Mark Sandman,
david bowie,
beck

My Blog

blackholes and vapor trails

making a blackholeout of my brainpulling the piecesthat should not ever remainseparating good from holy bullshitloosing myselfin my thoughts of youyou evaporateinto vapor mistinhale you deeplymyself f...
Posted by the idiot king on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:31:00 PST

such a fool

try to pry open my eyescissors slit my skin and spillcut myself on jagged glassburning to see, claw at my eyeshow many times i've tried to make it workand still try endlessly day by dayhope to see, be...
Posted by the idiot king on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 12:40:00 PST

spiritual shit

when we try to lift our hands to the skyGOD's tears come falling down like dyeupon open palms, slide through our fingerslike holes in the roof, the glory seeps throughpainting our lives of pleasure in...
Posted by the idiot king on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:06:00 PST

motion picture soundtrack

red wine and sleeping pills help me get back to your armscheap sex and sad filmshelp me get where i belongi think you're crazy...maybei think you're crazy...maybei will see you in the next lifestop se...
Posted by the idiot king on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 06:28:00 PST

untitled

beauty, as i cut the tree downsever the lines, splinter the frownthe sap of life drips upon meas i gaze down the life lostcutting the lines of lifethe given ones, left without being anymoreshattered g...
Posted by the idiot king on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 10:49:00 PST

lines on the face

when i awoke my gaze drifteddrifted and shiftedstarted and stoppedlanded on a mirrortook of in horrorwhen i slept my gaze drifteddrifted inwardshyed away from the outsidewhat was it that i sawthose li...
Posted by the idiot king on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 03:25:00 PST

whirling winds

while your there sitting prettygetting flashes for lensesi'm being knifed to bitsyou've led down a dead endi'm lieing in the mudi'm being eaten by ghostyou're still just a-smilin'and this just feels l...
Posted by the idiot king on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:57:00 PST

vacation

could use a breakhell just two days offa glance, a moments flasha brief separation of selflike unzipping my chestand letting out the middlesthe madness, the majesticsquick to sew it up, can't lose a p...
Posted by the idiot king on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:46:00 PST

indifferent

that one guy, dude, if you willsaid..sunshine...sweet love, my laborlabor, to workslave if you will, to loveslave of the sunbegger of daybreaktorrent of memorywaves of what has beenslight of what will...
Posted by the idiot king on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:45:00 PST

drunken madness

strap me down, tie me thereon the bleeding bed, the stone of tearobtuse struggles, angular fearleaving hope back there, along with carenevermind the form, the shape of things to comestraddle all the l...
Posted by the idiot king on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:51:00 PST