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Jessic@

Phil, if you're gonna spew..spew into this... xD

About Me


.. AidenRioT82; YIM: sicroyt82The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.To predict the behavior of ordinary people in advance, you only have to assume that they will always try to escape a disagreeable situation with the smallest possible expenditure of intelligence.Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan 'Press On' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race. ....Explaination is for the un-wise; Mistakes are for the young. Love is for married people. Great sex is for the single/swingers. Talk about generes, right? NO..actually it's for those who can OPEN THEIR EYES, and hearts to what they believe.Genere's are the disease of this society..so just crack open a fresh, crsip brew and put the middle finger to those who judge. All in all, they're nothing compared to the people we become.You still like me now JACK?don't make my shit list..The entire world.. can be cruel.. yet loving.. at the same time. The trick is to find a loophole to escape with at least a smidgen of emotional sanity. The mind is what hurts us the most, but I believe it does travel from the heart. Not at first, it's when it sinks in and the harsh reality is accepting the fact that you either did something too much or not enough; and the inevitable...accepting that they are not the same person. And change is something we have NO control over. Free will is one of those inevitable facts, that we can never touch.Y Rudeness is an Epidemic.Y Y It's not about MONEY- it's about sending a MESSAGE. Everyone has their baggage, however I do not use mine as an excuse for where I'm at now. I made this life, no one else has any fucking control over it. Quit making excuses for yourselves, you just embarass YOU."If I swallow evil, stick your fingers down my throat.." In criticism I will be bold, and as sternly, absolutely just with friend and foe. From this purpose nothing shall turn me.Be not ashamed of mistakes and thus make them crimes. I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.I'm not too extravagent; mostly down to earth but not too shy that I won't be socialble, I am not a mime after all. I'm only cordial and polite if it is returned. People who are cum dripping scrotal warts for no reason can just remain in silence to me. You fuckers will get yours..FUCK!!!!!!!

My Interests

..Guitar; Acoustic, Electric, Surfing, Dick facing friends when they pass out at parties, Music, Computer graphics, Bartending on the side, I love sports; GO NEW JERSEY (hockey), GO RED SOX! (baseball), GO PHILLY! (football), Bermuda was the greatest and most beautiful place I've ever been..I miss u guyz! I'm very strong on my political views, but we won't go down that path because it just causes fights.. Life is all about moments!! So enjoy those that come and go, because they will. However the memories last a lifetime. I play acoustic guitar while watching the sun rise on the beach. I also play the flute when I am feeling blue, it gives me a sense of peace. Wisdom doesn't automatically come with old age. Nothing does - except wrinkles. It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place. (Abigail van Buren):§I¢-R¥ØT:........ Cuteness has its evil too..Physical beauty will eventually become wrinkled and faded; inside it never dies or burns out. What most don't realize is that it's not how much make-up you paint on your face each day that matters, in all honesty I'm the person laughing behind your backs with a fire hose handy..because for some of you out there, that's exactly what you need to take that crap off your face.

I'd like to meet:


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I've already met them..My Bermuda friends (youse guys know who you are!) since elementary school. (Hey Jackie, I remember you with braces!! ;D ) I miss u guys!! Oh, and whoever is not a complete asshead..haha

Music:

I'm open minded, if it sounds good I'll listen to it. I think we should give all kinds of music a chance..I dig Bach and Mozart when I'm writing or working.

Movies:

Too many to list!! I am fond of Comedies, Suspense, Psychological thrillers, Mafia (Godfather movies, Goodfellas, etc.) and of course..horror. Not one for sappy movies only because I am sensitive enough as it is..HAHA!

Television:

..Whatever is on between 12:00 a.m (EST) & 4:00 am..mostly crazy re runs of cartoons on adult swim.. X_x I get HBO, Cinemax, Showtime & TMC so.. True Blood is an awesome series; Anna Paquin; my new girl crush. ;) Anything that can be deleted early..LMAO JK

Books:

One's first love is always perfect until one meets one's second love. (Elizabeth Aston)If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us. (Hermann Hesse)If you think that "Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas" was a great movie; you should read the book.. ;)

Heroes:

My Parents..though they could not thrive together as we all wish our parents could..they raised us not only on great music but good values. They let my brothers and I make our own decisions about our futures. They show immediate concern when we take the wrong path, and they'll always know..they gave us love and commitment..even when they couldn't figure things out for themselves. As much as my brothers and I wanted them to be together, it was an inevitable fact that it wasn't going to last. With age, we gained more knowledge and suffered heart-ache ourselves, and from this we bloomed into good people. Great music. Great people. Good times and bad, we all survive within this crazy globe of madness. However, there are some of us who try to make it more tolerable..and we succeed with every single act of good we do...The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.In a closed society where everybody's guilty, the only crime is getting caught. In a world of thieves, the only final sin is stupidity.No man is so foolish but he may sometimes give another good counsel, and no man so wise that he may not easily err if he takes no other counsel than his own. He that is taught only by himself has a fool for a master.Last but not least, myself. I've pulled myself out of more holes filled with crapola and I'm still breathing..never give up, especially when it comes to yourself.

My Blog

The Loved. The Lost. And those like me who don’t give a shit-

The Loved have nothing to fear, but rejection. The Lost have everything to fear, but rejection. And then there's people like me.. I move on from what I thought could be a beautiful thing, and throw it...
Posted by Jessic@ on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 10:28:00 PST

Bitches get Stiches

All she does is complain..she does nothing to better herself and expects a free ride the entire time. I can't grasp the concept of why people act this way..it makes no sense to sit there and bitch and...
Posted by Jessic@ on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 09:31:00 PST

..Desire..with cheap love songs in the background..

When I draw a blank, I tend to write much better.. whenever I hear a sad song I walk out of the room. When a sad moment on a movie or conversation springs up, I disintegrate; with no words to save me....
Posted by Jessic@ on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:45:00 PST

Something from the Heart

Looking back on what used to be and who I used to be close to, I see that everyone changes and forgets. I can't look at the pictures anymore..I am not sure yet if it's the realization that these peopl...
Posted by Jessic@ on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:51:00 PST

Waste or Worth?

Sometimes I wonder if people are actually worth explaining things to and the other half the time I don't think about them at all. Now, that may sound harsh or blunt but that's just how my mind flows. ...
Posted by Jessic@ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:02:00 PST

Mark of a wounded killer

Evil, comes in many a form..but never in hereos. These men and women..regular people like us except without the true beauty in this god forsaken world..FREEDOM. Voluntarily go out and risk their very ...
Posted by Jessic@ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 07:57:00 PST

:[So True]: A little Richard Pryor for You.

[:RIP RICHARD PRYOR:] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJaDMfIBw5c   Watch. Love it. Know it.    ...
Posted by Jessic@ on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 10:03:00 PST

Family Guy - Beat Down

Check out this video: Family Guy - Beat DownWhen words just aren't enough..Some people need this.:D...
Posted by Jessic@ on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:07:00 PST

Change

The hardest thing anyone can ever experience is change. Death. Marriage. Growing up..all these things could be experienced at the same time or in incriments. Either way, it sucks. But as everything th...
Posted by Jessic@ on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:32:00 PST

Sadness; Vigilant; Pride

Cold and destructive, yet self satisfaction of others dismay pleases the senses. Many would classify this as vigilantism; they're not far off. Personal..make it personal and it becomes just that....
Posted by Jessic@ on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:36:00 PST