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About Me

Trust me - I go beyond words..... I am haphephobic, for starters... but just in the sense that I don't like to be engaged in physical contact I have not initiated - ESPECIALLY BY STRANGERS! I don't like when strangers walk up to me and touch me or grab me. It freaks my little brain out. I try very hard to be gracious about it, but it doesn't always work out for the best.
Professional Boybeater, by trade.....
Wie schmeckt dir mein herz?"I now know the damage i can do in one moment.... i now know the pain i can cause almost equals the pain i have been caused my whole life... i now understand what my foolish ways are capable of and how easily i have brought a love to it's knees... i now know and understand just how lost and confused i am in this crazy world... and i now know and understand why it is the angels weep and the devils laugh.... because all along i have been right.. that i can do no right in this crazy puppet show we call life.. that i can eother pull the strings or have mine pulled... we all dance.. never questioning WHY.... but no matter who does the pulling... it is still all horribly wrong......"
Born and raised on Staten Island - I show my true colors when push comes to shove..... or when any form of pushing and/or shoving occurs ;)I'm a sweetheart if you stay on my good side, but very quick to cut you off if you do me wrong. I love myself for who I am, although I sometimes yell at myself for being a klutz. I am happiest when I'm allowed to just be myself. Anyone who tries to hold me back, usually ends up just chasing me away in the long run. My attention span grows shorter and shorter when I am forced to "pretend" I am something that I'm not. People who get involved with me, be they friends or lovers, always know from the get-go what they're getting themselves into. The stories of my past and my present are no big surprise. Those closest to me know me and love me for who I am, they knew who I was and who I want to be - and they don't try to change me. They love me for the good and the bad. For the things that I do that make them laugh and the things I do that make them wish I'd just fuck off. I have a loud mouth and a high opinion, and I'm not about to compromise myself for the ease of mind of another. If I make you uneasy, you need to either accept it or get lost... because you're not perfect either....but you don't see me trying to make YOU into something you're not...
Ich bin beinahe deutsch und beinahe italienisch. Ich bin das Produkt des sehr schlechten Zchtens. Beide haben sehr verrgerte tempers in meiner familie und ich habe definitiv ein selbst manchmal! Ich bin ein Schatz, sobald sie beginnen, mich zu kennen und fr meine Freunde ich alles tue, sie lcheln zu bilden!
I believe in Karma - BIG TIME - you get back what you give out. you get what you put in. you get fucked with for the ways you have fucked others.
-the part that was previously here has been deleted at the request of my darling - who probably fears that out of anger for the way others have treated me, i might try and shove a stick up his butt :) - I love you, DaddyBear :)I wear my heart on my sleeve too much. I give more than I have any right to ...and to alot of very unworthy people.
I have exceeded the boundaries of sanity, and I have accepted that I will FOREVER be frolicking in my own madness.
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My Interests

I LOVE hearing new music ... I may not always like what I hear, but I'll give it a shot ;)As much as I love getting messages from people in bands - please understand this.... IF IT IS AN IMPERSONAL "HEY CHECK OUT MY BAND" MESSAGE - I PROBABLY WON'T TAKE IT VERY SERIOUSLY! You people can talk to me about other stuff too, ya know!*********************************** Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I'd like to meet:

Hehehe - this is from the mouths of babes : "Please tell me it's not one of incredibly huge dorks from your myspace page. yes, you're apparently a big hit among hot topic shoppers. They're either cheese goths who showed up to the party about 10 years late or total goofballs from the long island "Bar-core" scene...the kind of guys who bought a sick of it all sweatshirt at the mall and see thier friend's band called "Downthrow" at mulcahy's once a month..."
Anyone and everyone ;) I'm a sweetie once you get to know me....I'm a good listener and I would give the world to see my friends smile. Old and new friends are my heart & soul - they keep me breathing and smiling. I will always be there for those who need me to remind them that there is no need to say Goodbye. I've carried my cross and I have regained the strength and ability to help them carry theirs. Life is too short to let good friends slip away over petty differences, your true friends are the ones that can tell you what they love about you when you feel the lowest....

Music:

"This engine runs on sorrow - hopefully I'll stall tommorow...." ____________________________________________________________ _
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes..........
(Because I just dig the Limp version the most.... lol)

"All Life laments memoriesGiven the boot to X-RayIm you're lost DjTurn your sword aroundYou crew suffersHittin fixes w/Agents/800 MCsRule inertia in daddys armytakin an axe to the devilment/destroyin ignorance with a question"

~Hurricane Angel

Movies:

"I'd like to share a revelation that I've had, during my time here. It came to me when I tried to classify your species I realized that you're not actually mammals. Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment, but you humans do not. You move to an area, and you multiply, and multiply, until every natural resource is consumed. The only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet, you are a plague, and we are the cure......"

Television:

"Listen closer to your mother You can hear an ocean roar Sittin' quiet in the corner Put another record on God hates a coward, sonny Got a date with your VCR Watch another action movie Dream of me On the only piano Wrote the fuckin' concerto Shoot pool with your eyeballs, rack 'em up Make a meal of your asshole Gnaw on your fat soul Dipping your heart in my vinegar ........."

Books:

28:06:42:12 - hehehehheeh, figure it out ;)

"Now," those Plumbago lips say, "You are going to tell me your story like you just did. Write it all down. Tell that story over and over. Tell me your sad-assed story all night. . . ." "When you understand," Brandy says, "that what you're telling is just a story. It isn't happening anymore. When you realize the story you're telling is just words, when you can just crumple it up and throw your past in the trashcan," Brandy says, "then we'll figure out who you're going to be."

Heroes:

My heroes are my friends who have been there with open hearts and gentle ears when I've wept my eyes out over a boy or over not getting the job I wanted. My mom was a hero to me way back when I was strugglin' to keep my mind in one piece. Friends and family keep me alive, keep me level and keep me breathing. My best friends have, at least once in the course of our lives together, literally saved my life. My heroes do not need an enormous outpouring of emotion to know that they are my lifeline and very appreciated, they know in their hearts - that the steady rhythmn of my own heartbeat echoes their name.... that the ebb and flow of the tides of my blood are living proof that I would die for them, and I would die without them. Growing up, we lose sight of alot of things - we outgrow certain trends and we leave behind bits of our happier youth - we bang ourselves into growing up so fast and we leave so much behind - it saddens me to see how many friends have "outgrown" eachother as the years have passed. They go from spending every summer at sleepaway camp together to never hearing from one another again until it is too late. While some may have been detrimental to you "growing up", remember what fun you had and how they were your best friend - never forget that when you were younger it was your friends who made you laugh till your sides ached - rememer how good it felt to spend those long summer nights catching fireflies and sharing secrets, camping out in your backyards and growing up together.... no superhero ever did that for you, it was your friends that did. No comic book character ever loved you and laughed with you like your friends - embrace them before it's too late....because there's nothing more devestating than going to your childhood friend's funeral knowing in your heavy heart that you never got to say thank you or goodbye.......