ecinaJ

DONT hate wat u see but hate wat u feel wen u see me. Theres enough ANIMOSTY burning inside of me waiting for the right person to piss me off. but im a tendered hearted person, always one to give a congratulations or a "good job" every now and then. the only thing that makes me mad are "SWITCHES" i hate switches. always messing up the rhythm of life going on around them, always hatin then congratulatin. tryin to conform to other ppl faster than they can appreciate who they are. so to all the switches "FUCK ALL YOU" not to say that those of us who can point u out, are perfect, not at all, im sure we're okay with who we are and who our friends kno us to be. we dont hate things about ppl that we ourselves retain, and if u have to hate on somebody to make urself feel better, than u probably have a self esteem issue. but thats life, too bad sOO sad. so this is my story, 20years old with a joey to call my own and a lovin mayn by my side. much RESPECT to those who can put it down the way i cant. COLLEGE said good-bye to me after my first year. MOM's only daughter and only child to go to a university comes home pregnant. sounds like a fucked up home, but the reality of it is, LOVE is the greatest accomplishment especially wen all u have to be is BORN. i dont have many "FRIENDS" and i dont claim too either. its nice to keep in touch and all but the ones who stick with u even though life has changed me, will never change who i call my friends. and because of them, reality will only be a "SLAP" away. so here i am where my past and future collide into the present, myspacin and puttin myself on blast, now that ur done readin "GET OFF MYSPACE cus ur crowding me........