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8th Bull Vanishing

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About Me

So here’s the skinny,
Authentically raised by a coven of old black women (Missionaries no less), not one of which was under 60 years old; my mother had already seen 42 years by the time she brought forth her only child, two months before hippies took over America at Monterey. This puts me squarely into the old soul, old school, old fashioned (in the good sense, no Bopping or line dancing) category. Holding doors, paying for meals, respecting your elders...you know the drill. Now 82, my mom’s still my favorite woman, having been there since day one.
I work in academic research where I'm polishing off the revisions on my doctoral thesis (other wise known as "THE F***n' THESIS). I hold a Masters in cell and molecular biology (WAKE UP! You were snoring…).
I’ve worked as a teacher, tutor, mentor and professor. My students would tell you it’s because I like to hear myself talk (alas, I fear it might be true). {note to self: insert here a sentence or two about saving the world and making the universe safe for democracy and about how I was overlooked by the academy for my excellent portrayal of a squash in the 6th grade, you know BLAH...BLAH...BLAH}.
I’m an ex-bouncer (excuse me, can I see your ID please) and ex-personal trainer. I run, lift, and play most sports.
My interests are varied, including but not limited to: Biology, Philosophy, Cosmology, Christianity (my particular spiritual poison), Buddhism (especially Zen) All things Jazz especially Coltrane and Miles and Keith Jarret, Almost anything concerning Marginalized Blackness, Poetry, The Middle Passage, Socio-Political study of urban life, Alternative Consciousness, Alternative Medicine, Acting Locally, and the eternally transcendent wisdom of Black Mothers.
I just returned from West Africa where I led a group of undergrads and Medical students in a project to deliver medical aid to rural Gambia. My second time in the country in 20 years, I’m now amazed at how many things in this world resist change and evolution.
My vises are few: good friends, NPR, politics, music, books and interesting people and conversation.
I’ve had my dark days. Besides the usual stories of sadness, denial, shame and occasional loneliness I’ve known lies and cheating that shipwrecked relationships and squandered opportunities. I’ve ignored second and third chances, failed to see the forest for the trees, suffered disappointments, depressions and insecurities and high anxieties.
That said, I’ve spent much time in thought/meditation/prayer/contemplation. I’ve put much work into turning that self reflection into transformation and actualization.
I lived a bit, realized some, and am still smiling. For what I owe the world, the check is in the mail, and for those that have heard it all before…you can’t get enough of a good thing.
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My Interests

1. All things Miles, Trane and Jarrett

2. Quickly offered,deeply felt apologies

3. The thrill of the chase

4. Gettin Jiggy wit it

5. Doritos (the list was getting a bit overbearing...let's eat stuff that makes our breath stink)

I'd like to meet:

ANYBODY! who's got time to be choosey!

Music:

Jim's Big Ego,
John Coltrane-Johnny Hartman,
Everything by Miles Dewey Davis,
Screaming Headless Torsos (Support this band!),
Bill Laswell's Material (Hallucination Engine),
The Late Great Godfather of Soul,
Led Zeppelin,
Yes,
Donny Hathaway,
Black Starr,
Bonnie Raitt,
Charles Mingus,
Commissioned,
George Benson,
Gov’t Mule,
Allmen Brothers Band,
Herbie Hancock,
Jay Z,
John Mayer,
Jadakiss,
MMW,
Max Roach,
Roy Ayers,
The Bad Plus,
EST,
The Jackson 5,
Spin Doctors,
Weezer,
Halloween-Alaska,
The White Stripes,
Arcade Fire,
Yellowjackets,
Morgan Heritage,
Jah Cure,
Burning Spear,
Bad Brains,
the Dirty Dozen Brass Band,
John Zorn,
Stevie Wonder,
The Treacherous Three,
Naughty By Nature,
Public Enemy,
Deep Puple,
DMB,
Derrick Trucks…eh, you get the idea

Movies:

Rain Without Thunder, Hands On a Hardbody, Lorenzo's Oil, On the Waterfront, Rope, The Untouchables, When We Were Kings, Once Were Warriors, Your Friends and Lovers, Boys of Barakka, Rocks with Wings, Stand and Deliver, Hoop Dreams, The Blair Witch Project, Irreversible, Anything shot on Super 8 or directly to VHS.

Television:

Youtube Baby!

Books:

'The Years of Rice and Salt' by Kim Stanley Robinson ...700 years of history in which the plague has wiped out the West and China and Islam rule the globe, with reincarnation to boot...Makes our little reign as a Super Power seem silly.
I also recommend” Cad: Confessions of a Toxic Bachelor” by Rick Marin You’ll laugh till you realize that’s you in the story…
Nick Tosches’ “ The Last Opium Den”. Short but oh so Sweet!
Honorable Mentions to:
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
City of God
http://www.penguinputnam.com/static/rguides/us/city_of_god.h tmlThe Harafish
http://www.aucpress.com/cgi-aucpress/auc99/pager.cgi?catno=3 03_X
The Coast of Chicago
http://www.pandorasbox.com/archive/dybek.html
My Life
http://epc.buffalo.edu/authors/hejinian/mylife/
Enormous Changes at the Last Minute
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0374515247/103 -6685642-0820635?v=glance

Heroes:

Underdog, Ultra-man, Kimba the White Lion, Johnny Sakko and his Flying Robot, Goldar- Silvar- and Gam, Racer X...and head and shoulders above them all: My MOM!

My Blog

Members Dont Get Weary

Members Don't Get Weary Members Don't Get Weary Members Don't Get Weary For our work is 'most done   It's is April, 1967. I'm yet unborn, spending the final days in the sanctuary of the womb- po...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:12:00 PST

Help Wanted

I could use some help with this one ya'll.  This Poem has been in the works for about four months and won't get out of my head. It wakes me early in the morning and keeps talking when I'm tr...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:30:00 PST

I will be

I sit on a man's back, choking him, and making him carry me, and yet assure myself and others that I am very sorry for him and wish to ease his lot by any means possible, except getting off his ba...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 02:55:00 PST

Can you feel me

Pervigilium 'sovegna vos a temps de ma dolor'. Poi s'ascose nel foco che gli affina. Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets And seen the smoke which rises from the pipes Of lone...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:45:00 PST

The Blinking Space

Above the sky Where God and Hopefulness Dwell Beyond the Clouds Out across the great Expanse of mind fullness and time   In a small dark corner of eternity Old and forgotten   My soul has f...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:36:00 PST

AKA

In answer to the question, What the Fu**!? that many of my noms de guerre have generated (most recently in the form of a late night text message), I offer here the complete review of my most common as...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 11:55:00 PST

And the Battle is lost for want of a shoe&

I demand a recount!     D-day broke this past Sunday, as the sun dawned on the day in which NPR's "On The Media" would announce the winners of their 12 word Novel contest.  I felt conf...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:59:00 PST

less is more

So NPR's One the Media  held a Novel writing challenge (OTM's Novel Challenge) in honor of National Novel Writing Month.. The rules were simple: Write a novel in 12 words or less and send it to ...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 01:08:00 PST

Naked and Dead

Norman Mailer died this morning at the age of 84.  Nine children, six wives, an unsuccessful run for Mayor of New York, umpteen Novels, Articles and life's literatim, two Pulitzer Prizes, a...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:22:00 PST

What I meant to say

Thou art my battle axe and weapons of war: for with thee will I break in pieces the nations, and with thee will I destroy kingdoms;   Before the infernal random loss of electronic connection.. &n...
Posted by 8th Bull Vanishing on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:37:00 PST