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sEXy Lil MExIcAn you know it

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About Me

The time that I've wasted is my biggest regret spent in these places I will never forget Just sitting and thinking about the things that I've done the crying the laughing, the trust, and the fun Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built I'm trapped in my body just wanting to run back to my youth with its laughter and its fun But the chase is over and there's no place to hide everything is gone including my pride. With reality suddenly right in my face I'm scared alone, stuck in this place. Now memories of the past flash through my head and the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed. I ask myself why and where I went wrong I guess I was weak when I should have been strong Living for the drugs and the wings I had grown my feelings were lost, afraid to be shown As I look at my past its so easy to see the fear that I had, afraid to be me I'd pretended to be rugged, so fast and so cool when actually lost like a blinded old fool I'm getting too old for this tiresome game of acting real hard with no sense of shame It's time that I change and get on with my life fulfilling my dreams for a family without strife What my future will hold I really don't know but the years that I've wasted are starting to show I just live for the day when I'll get a new start and the dreams I still hold deep in my heart I hope I can make it, I at least have to try because I'm heading toward death, and I don't want to die!Body: One. If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arent i hot" doesn't convince anyone.two. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic.three. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them.four. Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded.five. Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics.six. If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please put some variety in your pics. Nobody wants to see your face 8 different ways.seven. Who really gives a rat's ass if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend; that's what's up!eight. Little 6th graders who have MySpace and look like sluts, go somewhere else because nobody wants you here.nine. If you have decided to read this, you are a true MySpace Friend. Real friends read their bulletins.ten. I say you go and pass this on and maybe it will finally get through people's brains (if they have them).eleven. And if you open a bulletin and it says something like "repost this in 100 seconds or a ghost will rape your dog tonight," IT'S NOT REAL! QUIT BEING AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you.Copy and repost in your own bulletin as 11 Rules of MySpaceLayout powered by HOT FreeLayouts

My Interests

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Music:


Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... amazing
Your smile is... encouraging
Your love is... eternal

Quiz created with MemeGen !I Cry by TupacSometimes when I'm alone I Cry, Cause I am on my own. The tears I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry among my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I Cry and no one cares about why.

Television:

The sun came up, I began to see the light. I should've been asleep, but instead I was up all night.I was so tired, I should've went to bed. Instead I grabbed a glass pipe, And smoked it to my head.I made a decision, The wrong one indeed. Instead of saying no, I chose to use speed.I started quite early, I should've stayed in school. Instead I loaded a bowl, And thought everything was cool.Now the first thought in the morning, No longer on occasion. I was convinced I needed it, And left no room for persuasion.Most of my friends, I lost. Becuase meth was on my mind. I should've opened my eyes, Instead I was so damn blind.Hidden behind a cloud, Unable to really see, I should've been stronger, But really it wasn't me.Nothing could've affected me, I was almost completely numb. I should've tried to feel, But instead I was always spun.I should've smiled all those times I frowned, I should've been happy all those times I was down.All the things I should've done. Each and every regret Will seem to fade away. But never will I forget.

Books:

MEXiCANS arent cute, we are sooooo fuckin BANGIN!!!!! MEXiCANS dont just kiss, we make out. MEXiCANS dont just fore play, we fuck! MEXiCANS dont relax, we chill. MEXiCANS dont dance, perreamos. MEXiCANS dont talk bad, we talk shit. MEXiCANS lips arent just hot, their the lips you wish you could kiss. MEXiCANS dont do it, we do it Suavecito. MEXiCANS are the people you could ALWAy`z trust. MEXiCANS are the best REGGAET0N dancers ;) MEXiCANS arent nice, we the shit. MEXiCANS arent just friends, we are fuck buddies. MEXiCANS arent cool, we are a toda madre! MEXiCANS are sexy! MEXiCANS are blessed when they are born because now were proud to tell everybody that we are MEXiCAN! MEXiCANS are...there isnt enough words that could explain how and who MEXiCANS are.

Heroes:

They could never understand what u set out 2 do instead they chose 2 ridicule u when u got weak they loved the sight of your dimming and flickering starlight How could they understand what was so intricate 2 be loved by so many, so intimate they wanted 2 c your lifeless corpse this way u could not alter the course of ignorance that they have set 2 make my people forget what they have done for much 2 long 2 just forget and carry on I had loved u forever because of who u r and now I mourn our fallen starIf I had one wish, I would wish that your love was mine. That every time you called I knew you were mine, that every minute I took a breath I would be by your side. If I had one wish I'd never cry again, because my life would be fine. You would be the star that shines my life, the one that makes me smile. Only if I had one wish that would make you mine......