hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!!

About Me

**************** & BY THE WAY ***********************~THE IRONY OF LOVE IS LOVING THE RIGHT PERSON AT THE WRONG TIME & HAVING THE WRONG PERSON WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT & FINDING OUT YOU LOVE SOMEONE RIGHT AFTER THAT PERSON WALKS OUT OF YOUR LIFE. SOMETIMES, YOU THINK YOU'RE ALREADY OVER A PERSON, BUT WHEN YOU SEE THEM, YOU SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT YOU'RE JUST PRETENDING--TO BE OVER THEM JUST TO EASE THE PAIN OF KNOWING THAT THEY WILL NEVER BE YOURS AGAIN. FOR SOME THEY THINK THAT LETTING GO IS ONE WAY OF EXPRESSING HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THE PERSON. MOST RELATIONSHIPS TEND TO FAIL NOT BECAUSE THE ABSENCE OF LOVE. LOVE IS ALWAYS PRESENT. IT'S JUST THAT ONE WAS BEING LOVED TOO MUCH AND THE OTHER WAS BEING LOVED TOO LITTLE. WE ALL KNOW THAT THE HEART IS THE CENTER OF THE BODY BUT IT BEATS ON THE LEFT. MAYBE THAT IS THE REASON THE HEART ISN'T ALWAYS RIGHT. LET GO WHEN YOU'RE HURTING TOO MUCH, GIVE UP WHEN LOVE ISN'T ENOUGH AND MOVE ON WHEN THINGS ARE NOT LIKE BEFORE. **INSPIRE ME//HOLD MY ATTENTION//MAKE ME LAUGH. IT'S SIMPLE!! DON'T COMPLICATE IT!!~ .. ************************************************************ * ** If I don't know you & you're thinkin' about requesting me as a friend---you need to drop me a line first! I don't do the "blind" friends adding thang! ************************************* Weeell...let's see! I'm just yer average "girl next door" type. I am a single mother of a teenage boy. I love the outdoors...riding dirtbikes/quads, camping, going to the river & riding jet skiis, going to the races at Irwindale Speedway & Perris Auto Speedway. Love amusement parks & fast rides altho I haven't been in like forever because I got pretty banged up in a car accident. Love to hang out w/ my friends, bbq & shoot the shit. I am a people person & REQUIRE lots of attention! {This is where we talk about "ASD" What is it you might ask!? "Attention Seeking Disorder"--yep I'm an attention whore!! LOL!!} I ask LOTS of questions to the point that you might think I'm writing a book, but nope I'm not...just love to talk & listen to what you have to say. I'll update this section as I think of more that you might want to know, but in the meantime if there is anything you might want to know...don't be shy~ASK!!*************************************************** ***********

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My Interests

***********************************************8 Dirtbikes, quads, sandrails, golfcarts & any other dirt/sand toys...I love the river, beach & lakes so of course that includes boating, jet skiing & just being a lazy ass on shore...I like fast rides that make my heart beat. "THERE COMES A POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU GET TIRED OF TRYING TO FIX EVERYTHING AND TRYING TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. WHEN YOU FINALLY DECIDE TO QUIT, IT'S NOT GIVING UP, IT'S REALIZING YOU DONT NEED CERTAIN PEOPLE AND THE BULLSHIT THEY BRING TO YOUR LIFE" ********************************** ************************************* *************************************************
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I'd like to meet:

...Hhmmm??? People who are real & who will accept me as I am. I can be outlandish at times, but once we are friends or otherwise...I'll have your back til the end. I'm just looking for the same. ********************************************* *********************************************** Don't hate cause you don't have famous frenz!! LOL It's a LBC thang!! (Oh wait u do have a famous friend...ME!! MuAh!!)***************************************************** ***********Also I'd like to catch up w/ some old friends!! That's always FuN!! :} ************************************************************ *****"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will, so don't stress about people from your past. There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.."************************* ***************************************** Hide My Friends Area ******************************************

Music:

I pretty much like it all (Oldies, Country, Rock, Alternative)...weeelll except crap (I mean rap)

Movies:

Anything funny...I love comedy! ************************************* **Can someone tell me...does it really ever happen like in The Notebook??

Television:

Mmmmm...I Love me some Michael Scoffield & Lincoln isn't too shabby either!! Hell I'm not choosy---let's keep it in the family JK LOL--Prison Break!!

Books:

I'll just wait for the movie if that's ok w/ you?! LOL

Heroes:

My son is my hero...he has in soo many ways made me a better person...he reminds me daily of the love I have in my heart to share...when I tend to go cold---he brings that warmth back to me! ***************************************** *********************************************

My Blog

"Raw Eye"

Who the hell are you?? & why have you subscribed to my blogs?? Most of my blogs are just personal stupid stuff about me or something going on in my life...since I don't know you why the...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 05:07:00 PST

I just can’t believe this shit...

...I have the worst luck! If it can break-it'll break on me. OK so as most of you already know my truck has been down since April when I blew a head gasket (or at least this is what I thou...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 04:08:00 PST

Now taking applications---apply if you dare!!

Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up t...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 05:48:00 PST

06 5th wheel Gearbox toyhauler for sale...Updated 7/21/08

Time to trade her in for a new toy---like I've always said "can a girl ever have too many toys"? I bought it in October of 2006 brand new so it's a lil over a year & 1/...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 06:34:00 PST

I’m GoInG bAk 2 CaLi...

BeCaUsE i CaN!!! LMAO! I effen love my new job...they gave me a week to go home to visit & it's not being used as my vacation...still get 2 weeks for that...Man, them Germans take care...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:59:00 PST

I can’t help remembering/New Years...

It was just about this time last year when my life came to a screatching hault. Have you ever woke up & things were just different then they were last nite, yesterday, last week or even last...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 06:37:00 PST

i’M GoInG bAcK 2 CaLi...

...OK but just for a visit. I'm coming alone on Tuesday October 2nd til prolly October 7th...gotta take care of some "Family" business. AND then Rayn & I are coming November 20...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

Does this make me mentally unstable???

OK before I get started I'm gonna tell you that I haven't been able to sleep for the past couple days because of what I'm about to tell you...so please be gentle when you attack me & tell me I'm a...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:05:00 PST

To all my antique collecting frenz...

I just thot I would tell you about all the antiques that are out here...man, it's crazy! I thot at one time that I was getting bored of shoppin' & lookin' for the things I want to decorate m...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:27:00 PST

Denial...one of the 12 steps to gettin' over it!!

** When u hate someone enough to lie to a judge to get a restraining order & "smack" talk to anyone who will listen must really want someone to go away...so please explain to me why you ques...
Posted by hAtE mE If U WANT 2, bUt LoVe Me IF U CAN!! on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:15:00 PST