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JESSICA

Has everyone's shit been hacked? I dont want a fucking Macy's gift card!

About Me

Well, its been a whole year since i have updated this, so lets see where I am at.LET ME START OFF BY SAYING. I AM VERY MATTERFACT, VERY DECISIVE, VERY VERY REAL, I AM NOT WISHY WASHY, I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND DON'T WANT. SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE THOSE QUALITIES OFF THE BAT, DON'T BOTHER. I DO HAVE A FILTER, AND A MIND THAT IS CLEAR. THE ONES THAT ARE MOST INTRIGUED, WILL BE MOST TAKEN BACK BY IT.I am a hard working girl. I have done this shit on my own for the last 12 years. I am blue collar. I know what its like to come from fuckin nothin. I have earned my way through life with blood, sweat and tears! I have earned it all and never got a fuckin hand out. I believe in taking your lumps. I believe in losing because we would never know what its like to win! I believe in good friends and family. I believe they should not only help you out of a hole, but kick you out if you've fallen in. I have learned every lesson in life through expirence. I have done and seen it all, which gives me the right to say whatever the fuck I please preety much about anything! I have moved 12 times in the last 10 years. So I have no idea where my home is. All I know is my parent's home doesn't feel like mine anymore! I am truly misunderstood by my appearance. I am a hopeless romantic, and conspiracy theorist, MOONGATE anyone? I enjoy music and culture and people who look like me. Make me laugh and I will love you for a lifetime! Its the simple things in life that I love. Did I mention i have done this shit on my own for the last 12 years? Well the only difference is now I would prefer not to!

My Interests

I love doing the same shit that I did when i was 15. I think thats why I will never feel like a grown up! I love music, rock and roll, live shows movies laughing, mayhem, getting tattoed, getting awesome. I like doing nothing, taking a day off to watch movies on the couch. I like a good dinner. I like it when a boy can cook a good dinner. I like things that are very stable but not permanent in life. I like to move around to differnt cities. I like being good a what i do. I like honesty. I like it when i get told what i need to hear and not always what i want to hear, and good friends will do that, no matter how tough you are. I like that i have grown up, and can walk away. I like to know that i can keep my composure and hold my tongue if neccassary. I like it that its sometimes just implied that i can be a loose cannon instead of me having to show it. Because there is nothing worse than gettin in a fist fight and smudging your lipstick. However if i need to i will!!!! I like to cry, it is few and very far between, but when i do it feels good! Im a tough girl, but i am private and looking for normalcy and routine. I like people who are not afraid to put it out there and take a chance, because without risk nothing is fuckin worth it! I am not impulsive, but when i have something i want to do, i will not take no for an answer. Competitive spirit, theres first place and first loser, so which one are you?

I'd like to meet:

Friends, friends of friends, friends I have lost touch with, people with common interests. rockers, people who are like me or think they might be. Im always up for doing modeling, portfolio's acting commercials spreads etc...IF I DONT KNOW YOU THERE IS NO NEED TO BE FRIENDS UNLESS WE GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER THROUGH EMAILS OR OTHER NORMAL SOCIALIZING PRACTICES. MY NAME IS NOT LADY LUCK OR ELLIE, SO DONT THINK JUST BC YOU HAVE TATTOOS AND ARE INTO BME WE ARE GOING TO BE FRIENDS.SO DONT SEND ME A REQUEST.UNTIL THEN I AM FROM THE NORTHEAST AND THAT IS HOW WE DO!

Music:

anything depends on my mood, punk rock, emo , rap, oldies, country,acoustic,metal whatever i am in the mood for. scissor sisters, iron and wine, badly drawn boy, the postal service, bright eyes, morrissey, the cure,sunny day realestate,captain beefheart, tom waitts, johnny cash, elvis,the sex pistols, the ramones, old misfits coheed and cambria, eminem, dirty south rap, tbs, mcs, elvis costello, janis joplin, roy orbison, sade. the shins, fugazi,judge, helmet, sick off it all, embrace, yeah all of it. everything i do is preety much revolved around music. anything that makes you want to move, get down,it doenst matter how bad the words are we are all going to sing along anyway! anything that sparks emotion! i love when people share music and make me cd's!

Movies:

anything that is totally insane. pootie tang, old school, super troopers, all friday movies will farrell and ben stiller are genius.waiting for guffman, happy texas, best in show, spinal tap,mighty wind, monty pyhthon, anchorman, napoleon dynamite all i need to do is laugh. all movies that make you feel dirty, pie, reqrium for a dream, vulger, house of yes, spun. all scary classics dawn of the dead, army of darkness evil dead orginal texas chainsaw massacre, original freddy and jason flicks, the exorcist. all hit films resiorvoir dogs, godfathers i have recently been introduced to lord of the rings which was amazing, tuesdays with maurie,big fishit depends on the mood! however i dont always get through them without falling asleep. i have been known to get out of bed and fall asleep to a movie on the couch in 5 minutes! ..

Television:

anything that is quick and witty, seinfield, the simpsons, family guy, that 70's show. auqua teen, hunger force, thats fuckin retarded! all sketch comedy past present and any future exisiting. mad tv, in living color, the young ones, kids in the hall, mr show, all if it amazing. family guy,reno 911, chapelle show 5th wheel and blind date, anyone up for some amaetuer porn? fear factor, b/c they eat some sick shit! i have recentl been obsessed with all mystery, medical and animal shows as well. weird, but whatever!

Books:

Only if it comes in a magazine form, or in a movie. I am much to much on the move to sit still, and I'd rather just rent it.

Heroes:

I dont know really. I have some kick ass parents that are great role models and i could only strive to be 1/2 as good as them...

My Blog

Philly!!

Well here i am in the big apple, and all i can do is miss Philly! I should have known that i had done my share of moves, and should have stayed my ass at home... NY just doesnt interest me l...
Posted by JESSICA on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:16:00 PST

I know there is something for me out there, and I am not waisting one more second to find it!

Thats it! I quit. With no back up. My last day at work is tommorrow. The riskiest thing I have ever done! But if I died tommorrow, could I actually say that I was happy? Could I say that everything I ...
Posted by JESSICA on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:18:00 PST

new photos from sony photo shoot

Here is the link. not all that great, and you got to search through them. http://www.digitaldaysphoto.com/ Then click on photo gallery, top right of page. Then click on philadelphia on right of page. ...
Posted by JESSICA on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 07:39:00 PST

My friend Elsa took amazing photo's, I didn't even know I could look like that! link inside.

Here's the link:  http://www.elsakawai.com/JessicaBennette/   She is amazing! It might take a moment! ...
Posted by JESSICA on Mon, 08 May 2006 05:57:00 PST

for my houston crew

to all of you, i want to thank you, thank you for all your help, dedication, loyalty, and patience with me. it has been a true journey and i appreciate all the opportunities that you have opened for m...
Posted by JESSICA on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST