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Jen

it is what it is.

About Me

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I’ll eat ketchup on just about anything. If you offer me a margarita, I’ll always say yes (with salt please). I constantly need a television program to be insanely addicted to. I have what some may consider to be an unhealthy obsession with my dog. I’ve never hated anyone and I rarely hold grudges. I enjoy going to the dentist. I’ve had more than a few dreams that have caused me to temporarily question my sexuality. I'm pretty sure I'm lactose intolerant but if you think that will keep me away from cheese, you're painfully wrong. I don’t feel like me when I’m wearing a dress. I tend to base whether I’m going to get along with someone on whether or not they can see the beauty of “Six Feet Under”. I get terrible motion sickness and I hate it. I often look to my dreams for answers. I meditate regularly.
Unfortunately, the love I have for the woods is so much greater than the amount of time I actually spend in the woods. I took this picture in the woods. Harriman. Go there. It's perfect. I'll meet you there.
It makes me uncomfortable when people wink at me. I believe that I have an unusually small bladder. I enjoy the music of Kelly Clarkson more than I think I should. I try not to judge so as to keep myself open to anything and everything the Universe may be trying to tell me. I believe strongly in the idea that we create our own realities. I believe in faith. I believe in forgiveness. I believe in living in the Now as much as possible. I believe in hugs. I believe in empathy. I believe in friendship. I believe in love. I believe in sushi.
"Observe the wonders as they occur around you. Do not claim them. Feel the artistry moving through and be silent." I took this picture from a cruise ship...one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.
can you see it?
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My Interests


music...listening to and creating. piano. laughing so intensely, i fear pissing myself. rainbow sherbert-colored sky. thunderstorms. meditation. animals.
fred.
waterfalls. learning to let go of toxic baggage. the beach at night. the sun. the moon. nature, in all its gorgeous and breathtaking forms.yoga. journaling. taking pictures.camping. psychology. finding beauty in ugly things. philosophy, although too much of it at once has been known to cause me intense mental breakdowns. knowing that "there's beauty in the breakdown".
my love.
soft grass. margaritas. haikus. conversations that leave me lacking a sense of time. fire. chicago. seeing something brand new in a person i've known forever.
the luau.
observing the world around me. indiana. drunken babble. mitch. my pink floyd pants.

I'd like to meet:


this guy on a big lots couch

Music:


anything that makes me feel.

Movies:


i'm a fan of all kinds of movies. i like anything that can cause me to laugh, cry, think about things deeply, or become horrified. i also enjoy movies that leave me completely lost and excruciatingly confused until i watch them again.

Heroes:


the pure, poetic beauty of this man's spirit touches my heart in a way nothing else ever could.

My Blog

some things i've learned

i am more often than i'd like to be, a jealous human being. i am also a rational enough human being to know that jealousy serves no healthy or positive purpose..but it is that same human pa...
Posted by Jen on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 05:28:00 PST

more from the big red book

February 13, 2006     I feel.   I feel like Im at a point in which I must make a choice. I have to choose but I dont even know what the choices are. I feel like I need to move more quic...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 01:46:00 PST

Do it, Jerks.

Do it. So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with "6 weird things/habits about yourself". In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Do...
Posted by Jen on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:51:00 PST

thanks on heart day 06

So...Valentine's Day. -Thank you Dr. Parker, for cleaning my teeth this morning and not poking my gums (too much) with that scary sharp thing. -Thank you Mac, for blessing me with an incredibly unexpe...
Posted by Jen on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 09:24:00 PST

big red book

from the journal...the big red book of jen. 11-3-05: something stirs. my insides...preparing for something. what? something good. maybe not good. maybe just different. just new. i've been working so h...
Posted by Jen on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 10:42:00 PST

a little bit...

i can't shake my mind free of our incredibly brief yet strangely satisfying (for me) interaction. the ghost of it lingers and i kinda like it even though i'm left a little bit anxi...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 10:35:00 PST

memories...

If you read this,even if I don't speak to you often,you must post a memory of me.It can be anything you want,it can be good or bad,just so long as it happened.Then post this to your blog.See what peop...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 04:00:00 PST