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Plans for today:
Sleep.
Thoughts of the Day:
I'm happy, and this scares me... thats all thats going on in my head right now...
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like your watching it.
Like it comes without a sign
Like it watches you while you sleep..
Laying there,
all alone..
you're such a misconception
Laying between the sheets
keep dreaming
Sorrow drips from within our skin
Mixtured contents of sin.
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Theres a twisted figure in the dark,
There is Nothing left for me to give,
You've taken everything you could,
You were kind enough though,
to let me live..
You've become the center of my obsession...
One thing is true,
I still obsess over you..
My sheltered pain is innocent,
It's all I have that is left to ignore,
Standing in the pouring rain,
Dripping satisfaction onto the broken floor.
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Here from the / If in the / Infinite] king's mountain view
[Here from / If in] the wild dream come true
Feast like a sultan, I do
On treasures and flesh never few
But I would wish it all, away
If I thought I'd lose you just one day
The devil and his had me down
In love with the dark side I've found
Dabblin' all the way down
Up to my neck soon to drown.
But you changed that all for me
Lifted me up, turned me round
So I, I would wish this all away
Pray like a [martyr / father] dusk to dawn
Beg like a hooker all night long
Shout to the devil with my song
And got what I wanted all along
But I
I would
If I could
I would
Wish it away
Wish it away
Wish it all away
Wanna wish it all away
No [pressure could / ? ] hold sway
[Or justify my / [On / Hold] just a fine line]
[Giving / Kneeling] away, my [sinner / center]
So if I could I'd wish it all away
If I thought tomorrow, they'd take you away
You're my piece of mind,
[my own / my all]
I said I'm just trying to hold on
One more day
Damn my eyes!
Damn my eyes!
If they should compromise
A fulcrum
[Want and need; if I need,
/ What you need, if I leave,
/ Watching me divide me]
Then I might as well be gone...
Shine on forever
Shine on benevolent sun
Shine down upon the broken
Shine [on 'til / until] the two become one
Shine on forever
Shine on benevolent sun
Shine down upon the severed
Shine [on 'til / until] the two become one
[Divide and wither away
/ Divided, withering away
/ Divide, I'm withering away
/ Divide, I wither away]
Shine down upon the many, light our way,
Benevolent sun.
Breathe in union
So, as one, survive
Another day and season
[Silent legions / Silently, just] save your poison
[Silent legions / Silently, just] stay out of my way
You look at me, but you don't see, what i've been sinning for..
Sitting here, in this calm state of mind, I've managed to determine what it means to breathe... When your laying down, concentrating on the life that is next to yours... breathing soon becomes one, in unison... Hearts understand one another.. They pump to feel the life, the energy, and the depth that we each harvest inside.
The greatest feeling in the world is knowing that you are understood, and taken in as an honor. Manipulation, and deciet are all good lies of love. Hatred breeds inside each and every one of us, lurking beyond the salty flesh that's harboring it... waiting... anticipating its release to hurt, and destroy what we've come so far to build.. But without the hatred, there would never be an understanding of love...
Your love will be the final pinch to let me know this life I'm living is real..
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