All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)

About Me

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18
Blessed are they who mourn, for they will be comforted. Matthew 5:4
I plan on moving after I graduate, possibly Asheville, NC or Flagstaff, Az someplace like that. I am pursuing my Bachelor's degree in Visual F/X and an A.S. in Digital Filmmaking at AIFL. I love songwriting and play guitar, scream/sing, and tear up an Alesis SR16, lol.... I collaborate with artists all over North America, so if you love rock and want to get together let me know... My short film A Soul... Divided (Part 1) is posted under my videos section. It was NOT in the Tribeca Film Festival in 2006... I didn't make the finals, I suck, yeah!! We are working on new song material, they will be posted on our Avenging The Fallen band page as soon as I master them. The sound is kinda heavy, lol... and I usually write in a minor key... My ear just favors it. I have a lot to say about a lot of things, and it's falling on deaf ears... I will no longer be ignored... I will not be denied!!! I believe that if music can move people to emotional reaction, then hopefully it will change the world for the better, if I can touch just one soul with my music (or films), then I've accomplished more than I could dream. Ok... speaking of film, my short film A Soul... Divided Part II is still in pre-production, it is the second installment of five. Anything I missed? Drop me a line if you wanna know more... L8TR.... Jamie
"They can not take me... from myself..." -Jesse Leach....

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: James
Birthday: Dec 16
Birthplace: Bronx, New York
Current Location: Ft. Lauderdale/Miami (It blows, burn it to the ground)
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: almond blonde
Height: 5' 11"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambidextrous
Your Heritage: Apache, Irish, German, English
The Shoes You Wore Today: Timberland's
Your Weakness: My weakness is that I care too much.... and my scars remind me that the past is real...
Your Fears: When everything is gone, there's nothing there to fear....
Your Perfect Pizza: I just like cheese, and sometimes veggies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Abolish the entire concept of time, beat alarm clocks to death, yeah!!! (sorry)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: brb
Thoughts First Waking Up: Dammit!!!!!
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes; Legs, it's close
Your Bedtime: When I get tired
Your Most Missed Memory: I wish they'd all go away....
Pepsi or Coke: Tea, water, or wine
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither
Single or Group Dates: Either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Fresh brewed tea (Lipton) no sugar
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, of course
Cappuccino or Coffee: (see above)
Do you Smoke: No, never, makes me sick....
Do you Swear: I don't swear, but I curse..
Do you Sing: Yes... aren't you listening? lol
Do you Shower Daily: No.... Only on the Sabbath...
Have you Been in Love: I love music.... movies....
Do you want to go to College: I'm there....
Do you want to get Married: Right now I wanna finish school....
Do you believe in yourself: I exist only in my mind...
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope...
Do you think you are Attractive: What do you think? lol...
Are you a Health Freak: Umm.... Our food is not healthy, so yeah, kinda
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar, bass, drums, & vocals.... Mixing, mastering, etc...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No, don't smoke. I said that already....
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nah....
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nah....
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Ewww... No...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No...
In the past month have you been Dumped: Um...no....
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nah....
In the past month have you fallen in love?: Love is a promise whispering goodbye....
Ever been Drunk: Are you kidding? An Irish Indian... of course
Ever been called a Tease: Not really...
Ever been Beaten up: Oh yeah....
Ever Shoplifted: No...
How do you want to Die: We're born alone... so that pretty much sums that up... lol...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want my name on the movie screens!!!
What country would you most like to Visit: Italia!!! Mangiamo amici!!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: It's what's in their eyes that I care about....
Favourite Hair Color: Matters not....
Short or Long Hair: Long...
Height: 5'2" and up....
Weight: average....
Best Clothing Style: Jeans and a shirt....
Number of Drugs I have taken: Alcohol, Mescaline.... (2)
Number of CDs I own: 100 or so...
Number of Piercings: I rock three, just the ears ladies, calm yourselves...
Number of Tattoos: None....
Number of things in my Past I Regret: No regrets... but a lot of pain...
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My Interests

Time and time again
I stand at the crossroad
Where the weight of my burden
Eclipses my resolve
This broken path I've chosen
I walk it alone
Though I feel forgotten
You've carved my name in stone

In these desperate times
This I plead....
When all else fails
Remember me........

After all this time still you struggle....
Even words of love ring so hollow....
I have no regrets.. no remorse....
and if you falter...
I won't let you down....

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that thinks deeper than the dollar.... People that appreciate God, chivalry, HONESTY (Don't know why this is so hard for people), compassion, music & films that drive the depths of emotion (any genre), thespian & cinematic talent, and great songwriting....

Music:

Mostly Metal and a bit of Classical... Black Sabbath, Led Zepplin, Megadeth, Maiden, Priest, Dream Theater, Lion, Madsic, Avenged Sevenfold, Trendkill, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Shadows Fall, Atreyu, Winger, The Beatles, Danzig, King Diamond, Metalium, Keel, Iced Earth, Queensryche, Type O Negative, Pantera, Fate's Warning, Otep, Skid Row, Ozzy, Black Label Society, Def Leppard, The Cult, Dio, Dokken, LA Guns, NIN, Manson, Mudvayne, KeltZ, Avenging The Fallen (my originals), Slaughter, Burning Rain, Nirvana, Steeler, Pearl Jam, Helloween, Alice In Chains, Live, Cradle Of Filth, STP, Bach, Beethoven, Great White, Quiet Riot, Motley Crue, Halen, LA Guns, Evanescence, Rob Zombie, Sarah Brightman, damn.... I could go on forever.......

Movies:

Star Wars, Virgin Suicides, The Notebook, Session 9, Donnie Darko, Dumb & Dumber, Lost Highway, The Godfather, Friday the 13th (Except 8), Nightmare on Elm Street, The Woodsman, Stir Of Echoes, The Wraith, Smoke Signals, Geronimo, Superman Returns, Superman I & II, American Werewolf In London (& Paris), Wolfen, The Gift, Rock In Rio (Maiden), House Of 1000 Corpses, Last Of The Mohicans, Brams Stoker's Dracula, The Changeling, The Wall, Natural Born Killers, Thunderheart, Mulholland Dr., American Pie (mostly first one), Interview With The Vampire, Twin Peaks: Firewalk With Me, A Soul Divided (my short film), Storytelling, Tombstone, Frailty, Vanilla Sky, First Knight, The Jacket, Forrest Gump, V For Vendetta, The Illusionist, The Prestige wow... on and on....

Television:

Don't even own one.....God is in the T.V. 1,000 mothers are praying for it... We're so full of hope, and so full of shit...

Books:

The Holographic Universe, Mysticism and The New Physics, Indian America, Black Elk Speaks, Inside The Lion's Den, The Millionaire Mind, Cashflow Quadrant, Chassis Engineering, The Holy Bible, Drawing Down The Moon, Hideaway, Maya: Secrets Of The Pros, A Treatise On White Magick, Guerrilla Home Recording, The Mystery Of The Ages, on and on....

Heroes:

Yah'weh my God, Yah'shua my saviour, mi matre e patre, Bruce Lee my mentor (may he rest in peace), Chris Reeve (may he rest in peace), and Goyaal'e (Geronimo for those of you who don't know)...

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IN SORROW.... I WEEP YOUR NAME....

I can't sleep... or eat... or cry.... Time without you slowly passes by.... The breath that I breathe... The colors I see.... Everything I do.... you're a part of me.... Where are you my love? Wit...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

ANGEL OF NIGHT

I watched silently as she slept. So beautiful was she, that the heavens themselves watched in awe. Her chest heaving slowly as the night fell upon us. Her eyes watching as she drea...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:30:00 PST

LIES.... (TIME TO VENT)

While working on some songwriting tonight, I had an epiphany. I am waaaaayyyy too tolerant of the intolerant. I will no longer humbly bend to the will of those that strike me when my...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:15:00 PST

A QUICK THANK YOU....

To everyone that has been with me, and everyone that will be with me, if you remember me in bad times... I will remember you in good times. I spent the better part of last night wri...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 05:17:00 PST

NOTHING IS TRIVIAL....

Tomorrow is my mother's birthday. Tonight I gave her the gift I got for her, and a nice card. She said to me, "Are you gonna make me cry with your writing?" At first I though...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:04:00 PST

WITH YOU....

I've decided to write a couple of scriptures that have helped me in my life. To help keep my faith and perserverence in desperate times. I hope you're able to get something out of th...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:46:00 PST

DO IT ANYWAY....

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:04:00 PST

NEVER ALONE....

I hope everyone is doing well.... Just wanted to post some words of inspiration for all of you. Remember to keep your faith through all adversity... In Faith, Jamie...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:20:00 PST

NEVER ENOUGH....

In this life, I've lost so many people that I really love. It seems that love pushes people away rather than bringing them closer. How come? Is it because they take us for gra...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:18:00 PST

Recording

Sorry for putting the wrong title, lol... I had 'In My Dreams' before woopsie!! We're recording 'Angel's Candle' in June!!! I recorded it once before, but somehow it vanished....&nbs...
Posted by Avenging The Fallen.... on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 02:53:00 PST