I've seen my life. Past, Present, Future. I've been having the most bizarre cases of deja vu, Seeing things that didn't really happen. Experiencing dreams that felt so real. I've seen the beauty of life. However with the inane things going on in my life. My vision, it's a canvas, and my thoughts are raging out of control in ever way. Painting vivid thoughts, vivid pictures within my mind. Due to my insomnia the smallest things trip me off and the sleepless nights come back. With all of this i've been losing my mind. I've turned many times to religion asking god if he we would help me and lift this burden of hate and pity. Then Lucifer. If anything i've only been scarred from both believing and seeing. Suicide is wrong, but my mind is set.
I'm Jake. I'm fourteen. I'm going to kill myself.
