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Sayo

augustine_strindberg

About Me

I'd tell I'm a goth. But it seems I'm not already. I'd tell I'm a writer. But that's just what I want to be. I'd tell I have a passion for writing. And it would be true. I'd tell I have a passion for life. I had once. But now I'm not so sure. I'd tell... "I am a passenger... And I ride, and I ride..." I'm a traveller by nature. I'm just a passer by. I pass you by and you can't touch me, you can just run trough me, as if I'm just your mind game. I'm the only animal of my kind. And who knows is this animal good or bad, charming or disgusting. It's cold. And it snows. And I'm on my road again. With just one old knapsack on my shoulder. What is my burden? My sins. And what is my road? My heart.

My Interests

1950s, 1960s, art deco, beatniks, coffee, dreams, literature, psychoanalysis, psychology, religion, self-improvement, slam poetry, sunshine, taoism, tensegrity, theatre, writing

I'd like to meet:

No idea. It seems that I must warn you, that I'm a person a bit too eccentric. Maybe I'm not the most pleasant one to meet. I'm not really unpleasant. I'm just a 100% alien. For everyone. Even for myself. * ..

Music:

acid-jazz, astor piazzolla, bryan ferry, B52's, bauhaus, buck-tick, cabaret, david bowie, david byrne, depeche mode, einstuerzende neubauten, gotan project, helen shapiro, industrial, FLA, jazz, julie london, juliette greco, kurt weill, laibach, laurie anderson, marc almond, maria callas, marianne faithfull, mercedes sosa, morphine, nico, nina simone, nu-jazz, recoil, roxy music, sakurai atsushi, schwein, talking heads, velvet underground, zarah leander, tom waits, serge gainsbourg, nina hagen, martin l. gore, juno reactor, nick cave and the bad seeds, marlene dietrich, siouxsie and the banshees, shiina ringo, tokyo jijen, frozen autumn, endraum, p.j.harvey, leonard cohen, the dresden dolls, death in june, dead can dance, die form, cure, the sisters of mercy, peggy lee, billie holiday

Movies:

art-house cinema, b movies, john waters, joseph losey, luis bunuel, peter greenaway, silent movies, wong kar-wai, woody allen, federico fellini, dirk bogarde, david lynch; movies: 1. Pillow Book 2. 81/2 3. Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence 4. Medea 5.Dogville 6. eh... more than 100, or 200.

Television:

Texhnolyze, Haibane Renmei, Blame!, Wolf's Rain, Utena, Monster, Angel Egg, Kino No Tabi, Gantz, etc.

Books:

1.Fyodor Dostoyevsky - everything and especially The Possessed 2. August Strindberg - Inferno, The road to Damascus 3.Jaques Derrida - The Post Card: From Socrates to Freud and Beyond 4. Jean-Paul Sartre - Nausea 5. Albert Camus - Outsider, The Plague 6. Oscar Wilde - Salome 7. Kurt Vonnegut Jr. - everything

Heroes:

carl gustav jung, albert camus, allen ginsberg, andy warhol, august strindberg, edmond rostand, jaques derrida, jean anouilh, jean-paul sartre, john fowles, kurt vonnegut, carlos castaneda, bertolt brecht, fyodor dostoyevsky, henrik ibsen, max nordau, milorad pavich, oscar wilde, rene guenon, rene magritte, samuel beckett, tamara de lempicka, sigmund freud, stanislav grof, tanizaki, tennessee williams, thierry mugler, thommy berggren, vincent price, wittgenstein

My Blog

again

Di knew exactly what she was talking about, mentioning "something special". A couple of weeks ago she was at the party in a popular gay-club. She used to visit such places. She knew these people well ...
Posted by Sayo on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 05:32:00 PST

one more fragment

- Do you think I'm the World's Evil?  asked Kazumi.- No, - said the old devil who looked at him and thought if there ever was Dionis he had Asian eyes for sure, - To be the World's Evil is my job and...
Posted by Sayo on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:02:00 PST

and with this ill continue

Kazumi crossed the room and stopped in front of the big round mirror. His long violet taffeta skirt rustled. He hollowed out his back, cat-like. He closed his eyes and started turning his head slowly ...
Posted by Sayo on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 03:28:00 PST

thats what i start with.

... An old devil  felt his heart stopped beating. He couldn't take his eyes of the young Asian man  holding the hand of a woman in black.Electric light in his long black hair. Styp...
Posted by Sayo on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 01:19:00 PST

siboney

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Posted by Sayo on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 04:58:00 PST

my story

I should say that today I finished my story. And it's absolutely... horrifying.It happened to be a cruel melodrama about glamurous cripples.Cruel and sentimental in a slightly japanese way.I think it ...
Posted by Sayo on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:02:00 PST

11/13/07

This quiet dovelike mistery in a human body. This devilish china doll with angel face attractive for everyone.
Posted by Sayo on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 09:53:00 PST

halloween-party 2007

I just came back home... It was a bit sad to see all of my old friends who are all about 30 at present. We know each other for long. Russian Gothic Community exists for 10 years already.Damn... We all...
Posted by Sayo on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 03:28:00 PST

this face

This face. This face is too beautiful to be real.When I look at this face I come to realise this world can't be real for there is this face.This is my new way of meditation.If to look at this face for...
Posted by Sayo on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:44:00 PST

The newest Neubauten

Well... eh... While listening to it I felt so nostalgic. That's not the band we loved years ago anymore. It's a good record although. Very good, intelligent pop-album. The lyrics are brilliant. I was...
Posted by Sayo on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:35:00 PST