Vanessa No Heart®

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I design. I design well. People pay me lots & lots of money. I major in Design|Media Arts at UCLA.
A brief description of me:
I appear dignified and poised, intellectual, and somewhat aloof. When first meeting someone, I appear hard to know, but are friendly and a good talker when better acquainted. I emit a strong sense of self-knowledge. While discussing familiar topics, I am convincing and appear at ease. However, in unfamiliar areas I can make statements I later regret. My personality gains when well-dressed and groomed; good style with straight lines and touches of color and sparkle, possibly of expensive materials.
I have a cosmic connection with spiritual wisdom. The Ancients are no stranger to myself. In fact, I share their knowledge. I am known for who I am, and people seek me out to hear my words of wisdom. I live in an old, beautifully restored house; my library is full of precious and rare books and is adorned with classic art. My thoughts and pleasure are meditation on the philosophical and spiritual wisdom of the masters of old.
My destiny is leadership. I come to this position through my own actions. Not by aggressive or dominant behavior, but by relying on my own inner strength, self-reliance, and determination. My originality and my initiative can put myself in a place of authority or leadership during my lifetime. I have a healthy respect for individuality. I am innovative, and am often asked to lead, direct, and manage the affairs of people and organizations. When I have specifically defined and visualized goals, my powers of concentration and focus allow myself to achieve them quickly and fully. I am happiest in the role of pioneer, explorer, creator, inventor, leader, director, chief executive, owner of any business, or editor of any periodical publication.
The Lesson
What if there existed an adult who never knew what the act of love entailed? Picture yourself teaching this person the very basic steps of extreme, yet benign reprieve. Sex. What would it feel like? What would it feel like to explain to the settled soul something that is unexplainable? You would fail. You would fail because words are nothing but false hopes, false reveries, and create false worlds. Yes, there is more than one world. There is estimated to be around six billion unique worlds actually. Nonetheless, you choose to slowly and softly teach the ways of the improperly explained exploit. As soon as the first fingerlike touch is ran through the hair of the innocent creature, you suddenly feel remorse. You feel remorse because you are aware that all your bitterness and sadness will replace the virtue, for you know you will flee when you feel your spirit binding to them. You run because you're not strong enough to hold responsibility to a person's fresh, novel vision of life. You become jealous when you contemplate the profound aura you're about to dagger inside. They will love. You will run. They will see light. You will see darkness. You are darkness. You make love anyway. Every minute, minuscule stroke extends the adult's psyche more and more, until it bursts into a new galaxy of comprehension. It's a paradoxical weapon you see. You love, yet hate in symmetry. You desire, yet discard. There is nothing unusual. You understand what love is now, but unfortunately, you had to be shown by the one who you ruined. You have taught yourself. - Vanessa No Heart
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