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RedRosesDead

I don't know where I've gone...

About Me

Welcome to... the Other side... of the Mirror...

I am woman/child, whore/saint, poet/prude, humane/horrible, fearless/frightened, brave/bruised.
I am a sister and a daughter; I've felt the child in my womb. I've laughed and cried, been loved, loved and died, I have hated and denied.


You have already killed me, take your piece and go... I'm only human, damn it. I just want a little peace, just want some love. I can't cure cancer but I can listen. I can't feed the world but I can make my daughter smile. If I'm not great, then let me ask you what you've done for it's glory and we'll compare notes. Don't even think about throwing that stone.


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My Interests


Writing, reading, movies, RPG (heck yeah, I game!), spending good time with those I care about, massage therapy, and Autism. I also happen to enjoy odd and disturbing 'toons like Foamy the Squirrel, Salad Fingers and SpoilsburyToast boy from the magically delicious David Firth!! I really dig on the comedic insanity that is... Dane Cook. Bow down, bitches.Oh yeah... ummm throw in some oddities like astrology, numerology, colors, ESP (among other paranormal studies), dreams, and the fact that I like dead roses better than live ones, and you come that much closer to knowing something about me.


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Music:

~~~~* Jeff Buckley *~~~~Whale, Prodigy, Portishead, NIN, Lords of Acid, Snake River Conspiracy, Led Zeppelin, Rush, Journey, Korn, Queen, Medieval Babes, Heart, Gwen Stefani, Blondie, The Flaming Lips, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Interpol, Franz Ferdinand, Coldplay, Journey, Bjork, David Bowie, Pink Floyd, The Verve, The Doors, Benni Benassi, Iggy Pop, The Who, Dead Can Dance, Phunk Junkies, Live, Tool, Radiohead, Belly, Aerosmith, Bad Company, Jimi Hendrix, The Kinks, The Go-Go's, Gary Neuman, The Cars, and so many more bands. I like a ton of music but I'm NOT fond of country music or rap (except for House of Pain). This is not a complete listing, by far, nor is it in any order.♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Click here to get Falling Objects ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥Bleh, blargh, grrrr!
Sometimes... tears will come. Sometimes the dark will enter...
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Movies:

LOTR, all three. And now the rest in no particular order... ~~ The Rocky Horror Picture Show ~~, Shock Treatment, Velvet Goldmine, Equilibrium, American Psycho, Dragonslayer (shut it), Legend (hate that wonky Tom Cruise though), The Rocky Horror Picture Show, ALL MONTY PYTHON MOVIES, Excalibur (WOOO!), Strange Days, Lair of the White Worm, Fight Club, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Shakespeare in Love, Elizabeth, Portrait of a Lady, Moulin Rouge, A Clockwork Orange, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, Hamlet (Mel Gibson), Romeo and Juliet (Leo DiCaprio), and so many more I won't waste your time...

Television:

I love to watch, snicker, and laugh at The Surreal Life. I will watch America's Next Top Model if I can catch it on a night I don't have class. Other than that, I don't really watch anything specific. Sci-fi channel sometimes, MTV other times, VH1, Discovery Channel, National Geographic... I do not enjoy watching the news channels, they depress me.

Books:

In no particular order: Dark of the Gods, Seeker's Mask, Interview with a Vampire, Wheel of Time series, Homeland, Memoires of a Geisha, The Last Unicorn, To Kill a Mockingbird, Complete Works of Shakespeare... again more later.

Heroes:

The people who guide and teach any child or adult with a disability. Unsung heroes definately. The people who try to help and not harm, there are many of those out there (my beloved is such a one). The people who accept others as they are and do not judge. The people working on cures/solutions for disease, famine, poverty, environmental issues... those people are my heroes. They are nameless to me but vital to us all.At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.- Albert Schweitzer

My Blog

Mystic Theurge

..> Mystic Theurge18% Combativeness, 30% Sneakiness, 70% Intellect, 58% Spirituality Brilliant and spiritual! You are a Mystic Theurge! Score! You have a prestige class. A prestige class can only ...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:44:00 PST

Lost

When did everything get so insane? When did a word shoot holes in my dreams? One wrong step is fuel to the fire... I don't know how to find my way anymore. I just want something I can count on; n...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 10:28:00 PST

Repost... for my step-father 2-04-07 RIP

My step-father passed away yesterday evening. My mom was at his side, holding his hand. I'm reposting a previous blog...   A poor substitute, (long)... "Good bye, Tom." Current mood: sad I&nbs...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 07:28:00 PST

It Stays

Red ribbons, trailing along, entwined, wrapped about your hair... did you care? I saw the smile of a thousand words ring out a peal of joy in you and I answered back with eyes so blue. What would you ...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:26:00 PST

Audience participation!

..> Directions: Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 06:16:00 PST

Seven weird things...

Tag....Seven Weird Things.... (was tagged by Mandrake Damn it)   THE RULES: Each player of this game starts with the 7 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blo...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:35:00 PST

Family is... (a venting rant for the sanity of me)

grabbing, leeching, sucking, draining, wasting, pulling, tearing, ripping, nipping, yelling, screaming, gnashing, mashing, snatching, thieving, stealing, looting, robbing, rooting, breaking, faki...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 01:06:00 PST

Disconnected... (for those who know somewhat of my journey right now)

Thank you for your thoughts of me at this time... it's not really hit me yet (who can ever predict when it will?). I heard my grandmother wasn't in pain when she passed and I hope that's really true. ...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:42:00 PST

Muriel

My grandmother died today... I loved her so much. I wish I had the energy to type out all the wonderful things I remember but I don't. She was special to me, she got me through some tough times. I wil...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 03:44:00 PST

Vanity Rules:

I am not: blonde beautiful rich sculpted married tan manicured or... perfect.   I hate Me.  ...
Posted by RedRosesDead on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 09:43:00 PST