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Jessica

...and yet how small and trivial all human fate really is - IF IT IS NOT BURNING IN COSMIC FIRES!

About Me



Well... I am arrogant, stubborn and pedantic.
I am intelligent, cute and (sometimes) sexy.
I may be very talkative and very shy.
I may be paranoid and too confiding.
I may be a pussycat and a wild one.
I might kick your ass and break out in tears.
All in all, I am a woman - everything and nothing
At one and the same time;
Full of contrasts. Now you're warned :)

"...Die dunklen Tage sprengender Schauer,
die großen Tage des flammenden Alls
- uns h a b e n sie geblüht,
und wie klein und gleichgültig
ist doch im Grunde alles Menschenschicksal,
wenn es nicht in kosmischen Feuern brennt!..."

Ludwig Klages

My Interests

Gnosticism, Occultism, Mythology, Western Esotericism, Religious topics, Literature, Psychology, Music, Sacred/Religious/Magical Sexuality, Photography and more, more, more...

I'd like to meet:

Everyone who's worth it...

I do not add for quantity but people I know
or who do have something in common with me
- simply people who are really interesting, gorgeous, magnificent, glorious
but also kinky, out of the ordinary or quite special. ;)
People who are into Occultism,
Gnosticism, BDSM, religious studies, Literature etc.
(see my General Interests :))
However, catch my attention and drop me a line. Thanks.

Music:

EVERYTHING THAT ROCKS!!! [in my opinion of course :)] honestly: it always depends on the song as well as my mood...AND: I'm easily influenced (at least by a certain person -though not always):) But if you are in need of concrete information: W.A.S.P., Cornerstone, Great White, Poison, Skid Row, G'n'R, DIO, Whitesnake, Allen-Lande, Saxon, Hanoi Rocks, Iron Maiden, Aerosmith, Type O Negative, Lita Ford, ARP, Virgin Black, Led Zeppelin, Page and Plant, Mr.Big, Alice Cooper, Poisonblack and more, more, more...

Movies:

Changing...

Television:

Whenever I want (or need) to stop thinking...

Books:

Too many - I'm bibliophile :) I'm reading whenever possible - and usually I like the things I read. Fiction. Non-fiction. Classics. Contemporary stuff. Drama. Poems. Philosophy. History. Religious Literature. Academic stuff. blah-blah-blah. :)

Heroes:

The one who can handle me. And the one who brings out the best in me. Fortunately, they are one and the same person...

My Blog

KAMALA-NEMAIN (The eternal mystery)

This is the final, uniting part of my blogs concerning Kamala Nemain -- so make sure you read the other (two) texts before...I AM THE ETERNAL MYSTERY - the Mother of all; the Maiden still a virgin; th...
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:39:00 PST

Voudon Gnosis Talk in London - May 23rd

I'd like to announce (and advertise ;)) an upcoming event that might prove to be quite 'enlightening' for those interested in esoteric Voudoun, Voudon-Gnosis, Michael Bertiaux etc....
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:05:00 PST

KAMALA

She just stepped out of the lake: the water is still dripping down her naked body. She is standing there, motionless, golden as day. She breathes in the warm, soft air and opens her eyes. She smiles:'...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:14:00 PST

NEMAIN

Cold blows the wind over the field  carrying with it the last groans of dying men. Huge black crows are flying circles in the storm-grey sky: their screams speaking of blood and tasty eyeballs. Then ...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:24:00 PST