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MetaPhyzxx

What Once Was...

About Me

I'm what happens to a person when the things that are supposed to excite you in life all get old really quick. Girl-chasing, the latest fashion craze, or electronic fad are all fine and dandy for a moment, but you look back at it and think to yourself "I went crazy over THAT?" Thus, in all my travels, I've made it my point to endeavor to find the simpler things in life. The answers to those little emails we've all gotten... You know the one: "If you were stranded on a desert island, what would you bring with you and why?"
Wanna know something cool, answering the why is the best part of the searching experience, since you can determine if your reasoning is superfluous.
I'm a brain. An encyclopedic receptical of useless facts, but always the first one you think of when a game show comes to town. I'm your nemesis in Trivial Pursuit, and the guy you'd want for your phone a friend on "Who wants to be a Millionaire". The nickname "Genius" has followed me up and down the east coast, all the way to Colorado. With all that, you'd think I was arrogant, and I do show off a bit. But there's a saying... the more you know, the more you know you don't know, and I'm realizing that, so the chase for knowledge itself has started to become old to me.
I know what I need for that day, for that moment. I'm as strong as I need to be for whatever situation in which I'm placed. I remain calm in harrowing situations, mainly because, I'll either make it, or I won't. Since my whole life has been leading up to my next moment, I figure I'll give my whole life for it. What's your life leading to?
Would you believe that I pay for a website, and I've talked more about myself here than there?


My Interests

The big 2, Music and Video Games. If you feel music the way I feel it, we'll get along fine. I sing, I dance, I sit in the car and bob my head. My car doesn't sound good enough, I upgrade the soundsystem as it needs. I don't have enough music, download it off the internet. Takes to long to download? Upgrade the computer.Same thing with my games. I'm a much nicer person if you let me veg for a bit. I can read, but a good game can work as a good bridge between reading a good book and watching a good movie. If you are a gamer, let me know.

I'd like to meet:

If you wanna know me, I wanna know you. Speak your mind, or if it's empty, speak someone else's

Word on Faith

To speak on my religious beliefs is somewhat difficult at the moment. I have a firm and unshakable belief in God, but I honestly believe that there is more than one way to get there. Don't get me wrong, it's more about the lifestyle than the dogma. A new Christian gets inundated with a series of do's and don'ts, and if they follow them implicitly, they'll lead a full life, but one filled with questions that need answers, and their life has been spent without knowledge.

All the same, knowledege isn't necessarily something one should strive for, as there will always be things someone needn't know, or doesn't want to know, for example, how long will your children live? I've espoused philisophical Taoism in conjunction with my faith walk, and it's opened my eyes to totally new possibilities. A taoist philosophy enables one to enjoy the present without so much concern over the future, as regardless of how much planning you do, the future comes to you anyway. But the only future that's totally relevant is the next moment, and you have all of the knowledge, resources, and tools required for you to handle that moment, and the ability to learn from that moment to prepare you for the next. One's reality changes according to the circumstances around them, and that reality only exists while you're in it. If you let that moment be in you as well, you'll be able to work with it, regardless of what it brings.

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You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio
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Music

    V-day mix

    Dancehall mix

    Child Star mix

    1-hit Wonder mix


Music:

Current Rotation:

    Jill Scott: Anthony Hamilton: Calvin Richardson: Floetry: Maxwell: Musiq: Prince:

Movies:

Finally got around to watching the 40 Year-Old Virgin. It was stupid, as I was expecting it to be, but it was a surprisingly good movie all the same. You should see it, though not with your kids...

Television:

Sci-Fi Fridays is coming back starting the 6th, and I'm psyched. You watching Battlestar Galactica? You should be. This is drama on par with the best that CSI or Law and Order have to offer, just happens to be set on a beat up starship. Check it out, Friday at 8 Easter/Pacific

Books:

Rereading:

    Simon R Green - Deathstalker. Stephen King - The Dark Tower. Terry Goodkind - Wizard's First Rule. *active read*

My Blog

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Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 08:15:00 PST

You know what sucks?

Well, that's the first step out of the way.  I'm no longer living under the stigma of being suspected of sexual abuse to my 3 year-old daughter, and the restraining order is lifted.  Now the...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:23:00 PST

Worlds Smallest Orchestra

So, yesterday was the first of my scheduled supervised visitations with my son. First off, he's absolutely adorable, and he's frighteningly aware of it. I can see now, that it's either going to be an...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 07:28:00 PST

Phased out

I'll be honest with you, it probably wouldn't be so bad, if it weren't for the fact that I'm now surrounded by my nieces' kids.  So all I can do now is look at how other people are raising their ...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 08:07:00 PST

Gates of hell

Just shy of a lifetime, where do I start?  First and foremost, I miss the hell out of my kids.  It never really hits you how much another person means to you until you don't have them there,...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 08:28:00 PST

Stages: Overview

All of this introspective thought and self-discovery discussion was all to prepare myself for writing my observations on my journey from animal to MAN.  Let's face it, it's time for men in genera...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:09:00 PST

Artifice

I think my quest to 'grow up' started with my perception on the theory of evolution.  I mean, to think that everything alive grew from some common ancestor, that means that overall, we're the sam...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 01:56:00 PST

One of 'Them'

Oh, God.  Have I really become one of those twitter users? follow metaphyzxx at http://twitter.com...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Thu, 17 May 2007 01:38:00 PST

These Hands

I remember, as a 6 year-old, looking down at my hands and realizing that they were kinda small. A little clumsy, large palm, short chubby fingers. Maybe I was trying to reach something, maybe I saw s...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Wed, 16 May 2007 01:06:00 PST

Being 'Poor'

In reading one of my frequented blogs, I ran into a comment that, on the surface, seemed like a troll message, but had a bit if insight to it.  It was a blog on the 10th commandment, stating ...
Posted by MetaPhyzxx on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 01:12:00 PST