I'm not sure I should be the one to write this since I don't have a very high opinion of myself.I'm an honest person,way too nice of a guy.My very first love as a youngster was racing;specifically sprint car racing,not the nascar crap.Growing up all of my hopes and dreams and goals were centered around becoming a sprint car driver.Women and family came a close 2nd.I was on that path until I loved someone and it's been downhill ever since.I don't go with trends,i'm more of a resistant to change type of person.Been told all of my life to get a haircut,but this is me and until it falls out that is the way it will be.I have a young ok i'll say early 20's daughter that i'm very proud of and my only hope is that she doesn't endear the amount of unhappiness that I have had.On the outside I appear ok,I can make you laugh all that stuff,but inside it's not pretty.I rarely ever drink,don't do drugs and with my work schedule I live on at least 2 to seven Red Bull's a day.I own a little mom&pop type newstand business wich I operate by myself wich also means it's open every friggin day including holidays(yes,I work on x-mas too).It would be nice to have employees but I don't forsee that happening anymore.Before that I workd in the factory world(ugh!) for 17 years,did asphalt paving for hmmm about 5 years and then worked in a steel shop at the same time....you know 3rd shift in the steel shop ,then lay blacktop all day,take a nap,back to work in steel shop,etc. I finally got injured and had to have both shoulders operated on and decided I needed to do something that wasn't as hard on my small body.So I bought the newstand and now I can work everyday for the rest of my life with no days off(sucks!)I always stayed involved in the sprint car racing as a mechanic once the driving endeavor(s) fell through.Let me tell you,those endeavors where you are close to putting a deal together to race and they fall through,it's a very emotional roller coaster-very high,very low,and probably the main reason I am so unhappy with myself.I put the pressure on me to make it happen and it didn't so I have always considered myself a failure in life for that.See I told you I shouldn't write this!Someone was gonna do all this for me but that person just up and vanished out of my life without a word.See,you don't wanna know me.I also own an online Adult Gift,Toy& Novelty website hoping to get the hell out debt wich I have tons of.Did I mention that I am very high stressed??Most of the last 20 years I really didn't even wanna live,but i'm still here.So please visit pornpalacewholesale so I can enjoy what little life I have left.
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