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About Me

Short Version: I am your "Pefect Contradiction"
Long Version: My interests, movies, and music taste are listed over there... take a look. I have lived in 11 different States. Currently I reside in NJ. I never dreamed or even thought I would live NJ but here I am. People say I am to nice... WTF am I suppose to be mean? I dont deal with drama AT ALL... I will not have a screaming match with anyone...as my ex once said to me... "You yell at me silently" I believe in the words... Do what you will, harm none. Its simple yet so many choose not to do it. I have a good life... I made it that way... That is not to say I have not had hardships or heartache...But I refuse to let anything or anyone get me down for long. I have a beautiful daughter who is simply amazing...She is 23, attends college in Tampa FL. I have overcome some pretty horrid events in life ... did they make me stronger? or jaded? perhaps a bit of both. I live a simple life though I do try to fill each day with something new, a new adventure even sometimes something on the edge. I dont fit into any one category... Most times I just dont fit in at all. That is just the way it is. I am ok with that. Want to know more... just ask. However be aware i am honest.. even if the truth hurts.
LIKES: Walking in the rain, Coffee, Pet names ie: babe, doll, etc, Smiles, Phone calls for no reason other than to say hello, Kisses, Hugs, Cuddles, Time alone, Black roses, coffins, cemetaries, bats, travel, The beach at night, The Moon, Drum circles, Concerts, Sailing, Helping others, Reading
Dislikes DRAMA, Liars, Thieves, Users, Betrayers, People who PRETEND to be a friend beacause they want something from you., People who do not live up to their word, condiments, Attention whores, Those who post explicit pics of themselves then cry about what is said about them., Back stabbers, Rush hour traffic, Being told i am to nice, People who judge me
I find enjoyment relaxing, drinking a toffee nut latte, or an Iced Chai, smoking a clove while having open minded conversations.
I also like to polish my toenails and share feelings grin ((You know who you are!!!!!!!!!!)))
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My Interests

Music, Astrology, Cemetaries,Tarot, I do readings and also have a vast collection of tarot cards , Witchcraft, Mythology, Studies of different religions, Vampyres, Renn Faire, Pirates, Travel, Candles & Incense, Antiques, Erotica, LONG HAIRED MEN, Open minded conversations over many good cups of coffee, Thunderstorms, making love in the rain on a hot summer day.
I am NOT an open book however if you would like to know something you can ask.... I may just answer!!! grin

I'd like to meet:

I want a friend for my head and a lover for my heart. Someone to grow old with, to make memories, to discover all the beauty life has to offer. To face each day, good or bad, knowing all we have to do is reach out and touch one another emotionally or physically and we will be there for all eternity.
We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly...I am a passionate person and respect the beauty in life most people take for granted.

Someone who does not feel they have to lie or hide things from me... someone who actually would like to communicate... I am not here to add people to increase the number on my friends list... if you want to add me please be prepared to stay in touch.

I strongly suggest that thin skinned and or closed minded people run far far away from me.

If you are the type of person who feels the need to LIE for whatever reason you may have please click off my profile immediately.
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Music:

Fields Of Nephilim
Lacuna Coil
Medieval Babes
Morrissey
Mostly Autumn
NIN
No Doubt
The Cranberries
The Cult
The Cure
The Smiths
Blood Storm
Children of Bodom
COF
Danzig
Dimmu Borgir
Emperor
Herkua
Lord Belial
Tidfall
Andrea Boceli
Einaudi
Alien Sex Fiend
Bauhaus
Concrete Blonde
Darkest Grove
Dead Can Dance
Le'Rue Delashay
Midnight Syndicate
NiCK Cave
Sisters of Mercy
Switchblade Symphony
The Mission
Evergrey
InFlames
Kamelot
Nightwish
Rob Zombie
Type O Negative
White Zombie
Dagda
Celine
Cher
Jewel
Seal
Sheryl Crow
Stevie Nicks
Black Flag
Social Distortion
The Sex Pistols
10000 Maniacs
Aerosmith
Alanis Morissette
Audioslave
Blink 182
Bruce Springsteen
Buckcherry
Candlebox
Cinderella
Clutch
Creed
Crossfade
David Bowie
Def Leppard
Disturbed
Dope
Elton John
Evanescence
Fleetwood Mac
Fuel
Garbage
Godsmack
GooGoo Dolls
Guns N Roses
HIM
Jet
Joe Cocker
LA Guns
Led Zepplin
Lenny Kravitz
Lincoln Park
Madonna
Matchbox Twenty
Meatloaf
Melissa Etheridge
Meredith Brooks
Motley Crue
Murder Dolls
Nickelback
Papa Roach
Pearl Jam
Pretenders
Prince
Puddle Of Mudd
Queensryche
Rod Stewart
Santana
Seether
ShineDown
Skid Row
Soil
Stonesour
Stratavarius
Three Doors Down
Train
Yngwie Malmsteen

Movies:

12 Monkeys
1408
an inconvenient truth
another state of mind
batman
batman begins
batman returns
benny and june
blood and chocolate
bram stoker's dracula
braveheart
bronx tale
casino
cemetary man
daredevil
dark prince true story of dracula
dead and breakfast
dracula(1931)
dracula(1979)
edward scissorhands
fantastic 4
frankenstein
from hell
goodfellas
jaws
les miserables
lord of the rings
may
mr. jones
near dark
nightmare before christmas
nosferatu
pirates of the caribean
pretty woman
punisher
rocky horror
saw
saw II
saw III
shadow of the vampire
shaun of the dead
sleepy hollow
spiderman
spiderman 2
suburbia
the crow
the godfather
the godfather II
the lost boys
the matrix
the ring
the ring II
whats eating gilbert grape
willy wonka
x2: xmen united
xmen
xmen: the last stand

Television:

CSI, Dexter, History Channel, Discovery Channel

Books:

Currently Reading : The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova

Heroes:

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My Blog

Here and Now

I stepped outside last night after being in my office for some 13+ hours. The wind was blowing there was a chill in the air... For a moment I was in bliss...: The Crisp cool air brought me back...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:09:00 PST

DARE to think for yourself... or would you rather be a puppet?

If People are NOT outraged... They are NOT paying attention... People need to wake up and see where BUSH is leading this (our)or should i say HIS? country. It would seem we have beco...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 07:19:00 PST

The Judas Effect

I posted this July 5th 2005 felt like posting it again. Why do people Lie ( P inspired me to write this) 1. To save face or their ass? 2. They are so wrapped up in their "fantasy" wo...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fantabulous Weekend

Friday was spent looking and designing my new ink and with Chuck's help I have finally decided what and where my next tattoo will be and where. Cant wait till we go get our new ink woohoo!!!&nbs...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 01:23:00 PST

Romantic Nonsense peaks

Romantic nonsense peaks... "I was born with his face on my eyes" Why do I think I "know" you..?? Why do I fear you? Is it the knowledge that I would give you anything? Do anything to see to it you wer...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:17:00 PST

True Self

This is me... is it you? honor - choices that you make, reflect of whom you truly arecourage - rise above the masses, live your life complete and strongcompassion - is the power that must be used for ...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:18:00 PST

Government and the lack of educated people

During my commute to work this morning I was listening to the radio ( WMMR) and was rather sadden by what I was hearing. I was not able to catch this from the beginning however from what I gathe...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:10:00 PST

you just might

Faithless I know a girl who warns of the dangers of loveAll the pain and the anguish, the sorrow that it bringsShe keeps herself in a world that's protectedHer outsides are toughBut inside her heart l...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:28:00 PST

When you're Strange

Yesterday Chuck and I go to Wallyworld (thats Walmart )... We receive the usual looks/gawking nothing THAT unusual and nothing that made Chuck become very "vocal". So I purchase this really kewl...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:00:00 PST

Chance

Chance Had I any thoughts left of my own, I would take you away from all of this, cast away the darkness that has burrowed so deep in your soul that you can no longer breath, no longer live. Let me ta...
Posted by ♥♥SubmissiveRebel on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 08:40:00 PST