My name is Christopher, named after Saint Christopher. I was born in Southern California. I have lived all over the United States of America. My father had a career that pulled my 3 brothers and I from different states, coast to coast, throughout many different stages in the years of our early youth.
I have seen and gone through a lot in the past 22 years. I consider myself wise and very intelligent most of the time. There are times that I consider myself to be very "dumb struck" as well. I have a very strong personality.
Throughout my early years I watched my family get torn apart due to a lot of impropper judement and dimeaning behavior. I did my best not to allow it to cripple me and I believe I did a great job in effort of rising above all of the exhausting torment.I have no real realtionship with my 3 brothers and my biological father. My parents divorced at the age of 13 and from that point on, I have remained very independent, individual, and true to who I am.
I have fought some of the most difficult battles against darkness and I have prevailed in light each time. I consider myself to be a fighter, a survivor, a prophet, a knight, and a son of God. I see myself as being no different than anyone else. I believe in equality.
I believe that the mind seperates true value in who we really are and what we as people should really be perceived as both directly and indirectly. I believe that no matter what we portray to others in day to day life, that we are all just the same, and at the end of the day, nothing defines each and every being more the same, then how trapped we are from the love in our the very heart that beats inside of all of our chests. I believe that the only reason hate exsists is because of hurt that comes from feeling of rejection and or betrayal in way of love.
I believe that life is an obstacle and we are meant to perceive things as challenges no matter how hard the fight is at times. I fought the hardest battle in life when I lost the my mother in my early adult life. In that fight, I lost my life. Losing my mother opened my eyes, it has brought me closer to the light...
I am great at putting others to the test, in test of genuinity, in soul protection of myself. I am an individual who is very genuine, extremely caring, and very loving. I love very many people and I love them with everything that I am.
I make every effort in being very secure in who I am, and I have fought very hard for who I am. I am a fighter and I do use my fists in protection of self and others if put to the challenge. I am extremely protective of others and I love that quality about me. I believe that no one has the right to steal the innocense of ones soul and I refuse to stand for any darkness of the sort.
I believe that everyone has the right to choose; choice. I believe that without the ability to choose that we never really given the opportunity to learn. I believe that if you do not live your life and learn from each and every occurence in time, that you are not actually learning. I believe that you must learn to actually grow.
I am perceived as a very loving individual at times and at others times, I can be perceived as rough around the edges. No matter how it is that I am actually being perceived I am always two steps ahead of the perception that I am being perceived as. I could care less about what others think, especially those that do not take the time to actually see and get to know who I am, that pretend to know me.
I consider myself to be spiritual. After my mothers passing I was blessed with many gifts. One of which that still allows me to continue a relationship with my her bringing us together and closer then ever in relationsip. I try to see the beauty in everyone no matter how derailed they are in persuit of action. I believe that I make a very loyal and loving friend in life.
I believe that it is not what you do, but how you do it is how you are defined in life. I also belive that life is of constant transition and that people do and can change.
I believe that you are gifted on life; one opprotunity. I believe that you must use your opportunity of life to give back and shed the wisdom that you have had to endure, in blessing throughout life. I believe that life is soley about giving back so we can continue on in the circle of light.
I refuse to stand for and co-sign for others that are selfish, greedy, mischievous in hopes of torment for personal comfort, those who prey on the weak and vulnerable, and those who think that they know what there talking about, but in turn, have not a clue in the world. I stray away from those who are closeminded, and egotistical. I believe that demonstrating in such behavior creates for dellusion in the illusion in life that we so freely live. I believe it manipulates truth in the core of the innocent. I love music, without it, I would probobaly be and feel very lost. Music is the only thing that I feel I can relate to at times in feelings of reassurance and comfort. I love an up beat artist, that guides and inspires others through and to the light in life and sings for hopes of encouraging and securing inner strength and beauty. My favorite artist who carries my admired qualities in an artist is Shania Twain.
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