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TiNA

I know that you've been damaged... your soul has suffered such abuse. But I am not your savior... I

About Me

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so-
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you.
--Weak & Powerless-- A Perfect Circle
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Nothing comes from nothing,
Must mean something in the end.
Justify the means-
I need to break you,
Need to hate you,
Need to take this back.
But taking is like giving,
If you're at the other end.
I won't pretend to know your feelings-
I could never break the chain.
I COMMAND YOU TO MOVE!
~~Hurt - Ten Ton Brick~~
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"Man, I just came to have some fun
But you had to act up, and now the damage is done...
He was in one piece about a minute ago
Yeah, but he talked shit 59 seconds ago"
~~ Big B - Fuck or Fight ~~
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"No, I, don't have the time
To skull fuck your mind
We're just, headed for the big time
Assure... assure that you're there
Horns in the air
Screaming, we're headed for the big time..."
~~ Soulidium - The Big Time ~~
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Im Happy and Sad. Im Pissed Off and Mad! Im Violent Sometimes. Im Raging Inside. I'm Grateful to be Alive! And Through It All- Im Laughing My Ass Off.
Oh yeah, this picture is completely fucked up. But I really like it. I found it online a long time ago. It's fuckin' trippy. I see something new every time that I look at it. But I don't really wish you were there. Well, not all of you anyway. ;o)
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My Interests

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I LOVE music, concerts, movies, outdoors, music, concerts, etc.
Did I mention I love music and going to concerts? ;o)

I'd like to meet:


Umm...is it hot in here?

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Now You've Got Something To Die For

Lamb of God!
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My heroes have always been Ninja Turtles!!(NOT)
WARNING!! This Video Might Make You Pee A Little!!

Music:


ROCK....
Mainly Hard Rock/Heavy Metal.. what I listen to about 98% of the time...
But, I Also like..
Southern/Classic Rock and Oldies..
And..
Some Mainstream/PopRock/Alt

Also Country...
Mostly older country 60's-90's
but some of the newer stuff is alright

I like a little rap...

I like Big B a lot..(Suburban Noize) He's from Vegas, which is also where my dad & stepmom live.

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Movies:


The Banger Sisters - Stick It - Juno - Summer School - The Breakfast Club - Empire Records - 28 Days - Signs - Secondhand Lions - The Bucket List - The Shinning - Napoleon Dynamite - School for Scoundrels - Hope Floats - Erin Brockovich - Sweet Home Alabama - Celestine Prophecy - Peaceful Warrior - Monty Python - The Devil's Rejects - House of 1,000 Corpses - The Ring (it sucked, but it scared the SHIT out of me) - The Aristocrats - Farce of the Penguins - etc etc etc ...
I *LOVE* to watch band-biography DVD's...
I have dvd's from Disturbed, Sevendust, Killswitch Engage, Linkin Park, Lamb of God, Mudvayne, Slipknot... and I've seen loads of other ones...
I'm always looking for good ones to watch.. so any suggestions are not only welcome but appreciated.
As far as movies go... you could basically sum it up by saying I enjoy deranged, disturbing, twisted and obsurd, scary, vulgar, sickly funny, crudely hilarious, or just plain immoral stuff.
#1 I love to laugh until it hurts and tears become involved.
#2 I love to be scared out of my mind, especially when someone's watching the movie with me..
(I love watching scary movies in the dark.)

Television:



I watch TV when I can.
I really don't want to start listing them, but here goes...
Army Wives - Ugly Betty - Grey's Anatamy - Desperate Housewives - Brothers and Sisters - NCIS - House - Bones - Criminal Minds - SNL - CSI LV - Ghost Whisperer - Medium - Intervention - Flip This House SanAntonio - The First 48 - Dallas SWAT - Celebrity Rehab w/Dr. Drew (I love Dr.Drew) - Rob and Big - Life of Ryan - Exiled - See! This is why I didn't want to start naming shows.

Books:

My favorite books are Tweak by Nic Sheff & The Journeys of Socrates by Dan Millman. I also like... Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman - Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield - And I love the 20lb. Unabridged Dictionary ... knowledge = power ;o)

Heroes:


My mom...I'd be completely lost without her. :o)
And of course, my son...He's my life. If not for him, I wouldn't be here.

(James) Lynn Strait (August 7, 1968 – December 11, 1998)...because he overcame his worst enemy - himself. He faced his problems head on and took care of business. But life is unfair, and not long after he got his life together, he was taken from this world. Sudden, tragic loss like that is a hard thing to accept & deal with. In 2001 my best friend, Alicia Steiner (September 9, 1982 - October 3, 2001) was killed in a car accident as well. I still haven't dealt with it.
May they both Rest In Peace.
There are a few others... But, for now, I'll leave it at that.
Also, in May 2008 my friend Jim Eaden died of a heart attack. We were supposed to go to an Iron Maiden show two days later... but I couldn't find him & didn't learn about his death until almost 2 weeks later. I didn't get to attend his memorial services or say goodbye at all, and his son took his remains back to Chicago. So I guess this is my way of saying goodbye to him, at least until I figure out something else. So, Goodbye Jim. I will really miss you. I'm grateful that our lives crossed paths years ago. (also, I think of you everytime I hear the song "Life is Beautiful" by Sixx A.M.) I hope I see you again, but not anytime soon. ;o) Love ya, T.

My Blog

"my friends"

If John McCain addresses the People of this country as "my friends" one more time, I might throw something at the tv!Who the hell is he talking to? Nobody that I've discussed politics with lately, tha...
Posted by TiNA on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:42:00 PST

Disturbed - Remember

"Remember" Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remembr Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let...
Posted by TiNA on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 04:01:00 PST

A Fat Asss Revelation on the Perfect PB&J...

When watching your weight, and making a PBJ - second guessing the gobs of peanut butter on the bread, and scooping a heaping knifeful back off, only works if you actually put the peanut butter BACK in...
Posted by TiNA on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 03:52:00 PST

Alicia Lynn Steiner 09/09/82-10/03/01

7 years ago today, my bestfriend Alicia was killed in a car accident. I miss her so much. I am going to go put flowers on her grave today. I went about 6 months ago (after I was clean), but before tha...
Posted by TiNA on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 07:50:00 PST

Breakdown by Seether & Hold On by Korn

Breakdown by SeetherThe sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecur...
Posted by TiNA on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:44:00 PST

quite to the contrary, actually.

I'm really fucking sick of people acting like having nine months clean equates to me being "all better" or "fixed"... when the reality of it all, is that I'm sicker than ever.The line between hop...
Posted by TiNA on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:21:00 PST

Never Enough

NEVER ENOUGHFive Finger Death PunchI'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) Its always do this, do that, e...
Posted by TiNA on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 10:15:00 PST

coming undone

"Coming Undone"  by Korn Keep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have comeAgain to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking ...
Posted by TiNA on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:37:00 PST

Welcome to Holland.....

  k"I wear my singlasses at night..........."k I've been meaning to put this up for a while now........In Feb 2007, when my son Conner was diagnosed with ASD (autism spectrum disorder) I was giv...
Posted by TiNA on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 01:36:00 PST

Austrian Death Machine

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.... Dude..... this video is funny!!! It just came out yesterday. Pretty sweet!! I get to see them on Sep 20th!!...
Posted by TiNA on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 12:25:00 PST