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Ashley

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About Me

My name is Ashley, I am 19 years old. I am shy most of the time.... I follow the straight edge way. I am 5'4'', black hair, green eyes,and am a native american indian ( lakota sioux ). I have one older half brother, one full blooded younger sister, and five younger half brothers. Both me and my sister had a twin. Mine died before birth and hers an hour after. My favorite colours are green and black...I love to play the piano and compose. Its a hobby. I also sing...opera/mix of vocals. My favorite composer is Beethoven. My favorite composition: Moonlight Sonata. I have always loved vampires. I have read lots of vampire books, poety, short stories and such and I've watched every vampire movie I could get my hands on.
MySpace Icons I am a wierd person in different ways. I like piercing but not so much the tattooing, though I have two right now. I have lots of piercings and I am proud of them all.I am kind of the person who likes certain degrees of pain. I like lots of fetishes, black clothing, I like fishnet things, castles of all kinds... mostly scottish ones,cemeteries big and small, haunted houses, cooking... mostly foreign foods, and one of my most favorite things that i try to do when possible is art like painting, sculpting, drawing or photography.... I am kinda protective of my loved ones, those few friends I have so far collected in life, and my family. I was never popular and still am not. I am not slim nor average, but I am kinda plump you could say. I love the colour black very much. I use to move around all the time, visiting all the u.s and other places like London, Egypt, and some other places. I have and still am studing different languages. I don't speak them very well but I can sorta write them and read them well enough to get along. I usually love being by myself in a room listening to piano music and reading a good book. I hate it when I am interupted from my time alone. It is very dear to me. I seem at peace during this time. I love romance to. Maybe because I have not encountered real love in life yet or because it is so beautiful. Poetry is beautiful too. It is calm, seductive, and imaginative. I enjoy beautiful pieces of art, like celtic artwork and such. I hate having to be violent to other people.. I have a bad temper and therefore I could do damage to someone when pushed over my limit of patience... i have a deep knowledge of many martial arts so, I know I can't lose my temper. I have been hurt in my life over and over again, not just by my family, but from from many who won't take the time to know me...I AM: Secretive, reclusive, messy, disorganized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worried, I dislike large parties, don't like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, tough, leisurely, not aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, dislikes leadership, big daydreamer, bizarre, hard to make friends easily sometimes, not a perfectionist, kind of suspicious, rarely irritated, I have strong physical instincts, I'm unsympathetic sometimes but almost all the time sympathetic, a risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, and strange. __________________________________________________________
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_______________________________________________________ Steve Irwin-God rest his soul... February 22 1962 - September 4 2006.. He was a wonderful man who did many great things throughout his adventurous life.The song on this profile is dedicated to my lost friends Amanda Nowlin. Me and two other friends help create it. She is in a better place now, in heaven... one day we will see her again...
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* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: green
Hair Color:: black
Height:: 5'4"
Favorite Color:: black
Screen Name:: gothofashes
Favorite Band:: my last mistake
Favorite Movie:: strangeland
Favorite Show:: scrubs
Your Car:: dont have one
Your Hometown:: kirksville missouri
Your Present Town:: ashland
Your Crushes First Name:: not going to say... secret
Your Grade:: going into college
Your Style:: my own
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yes
Kissed someone in the rain?: yes
Danced in a public place?: yes
Smiled for no reason?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
Peed your pants after age 8?: yes
Written a song?: yes
Sang to someone for no reason?: yes and still do
Performed on a stage?: yes
Talked to someone you don't know?: yes
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes
Made out in a theatre?: not yet
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes
Been in love?: yes and had my heart broken cause of it and now i think i am in love again... but i will let god work that out
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: dont remember
Tell you, I love you?: my mom
Kiss you?: boy: brian 2 years ago and my mom when she left the other day
Hug you?: my friend becky
Tell you BYE?: grandma and grandpa
Write you a note?: dont know.. no one writes me notes
Take your photo?: cory, my friend from church
Call your cell phone?: dont have one
Buy you something?: grandma
Go with you to the movies?: mom
Sing to you?: christopher
Write a poem about you?: no one
Text message you?: no one
Touch you?: becky my friend
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: last night
Time you cried?: today about an hour ago
Movie you watched?: maria antonnet
Joke you told?: who flung poo
Song you've sang?: face down by the red jumpsuite apparatus
Time you've looked at the clock?: 2 hours ago
Drink you've had?: apple juice
Number you've dialed?: christopher
Book you've read?:the body project
Food you've eaten?: honey ham
Flavor of gum chewed?: spearmint
Shoes you've worn?: sandels
Store you've been in?:mcdonalds
Thing you've said?: love you
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: yes
Whistle?: yes
Blow a bubble?: yes
Roll your tounge in a circle?: yes
Cross your eyes?: yes
Touch your tounge to your nose?: no
Dance?: yes
Gleek?: dont know what that is
Stay up a whole night without sleep?:yes
Speak a different language?:yes, many
Impersonate someone?:yes
Prank call people?:no
Make a card pyramid?:yes
Cook anything?:yes i love cooking
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: ballarina
I wish ...:i could prevent abuse, rape, and murder
So many people don't know that ...:i am scared of ketchup
I am ...: in love
nope... but open to loving everyone who is my friend or family and onyone who catches my fancy
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My Interests

Composing, playing the piano,singing, movies, books, and other wacky stuff... O_o hiking, swimming, cooking, I love cooking.... I love to draw, paint, things involving art and imagination, fishing sometimes....
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone. I like to talk about whatever is brought up if its in good thought.. I am also a good listener so if anyone of my friends has a problem they can tell me and let it out.. its no problem...
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Music:

JJ Heller, Josh Groban, Charlotte Church, Red Jumpsuite Apparatus, Good Charlotte, Il Divo, The Hush Sound, Eric Clapton, My Last Mistake, Avril Levighn, Delerium, Bone Thugs n' Harmony, Guns n' Roses ( sweet child of mine ), Beethoven, Seether, Evanescence, Arlington Rock, Soundgarden, Saliva, Godsmack, Ramstien, System of a Down, Creed, Rob Zombie, Michael Bubble, Destiny's Child, Airwaves and Angels, Snow Patrol, Pearl Jam, Red Hot Chili Peppers, BOn Jovi, Starlume, Razed in Black, Fort Minor, My Chemical Romance, Coldplay, Breaking Benjamine, James Blunt, Linkin Park, Akon, Triumph and Parade, Celtic Women, Goo Goo Dolls, Casting Crowns, P.O.D, Third Day, Chris Tomlin, MercyMe, Pillar, BLUMENHOURST
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Movies:

Horror, vampire, mystery, adventure and I love fantasy or Sci-fi movies... things along that line... expecially anything with BLOOD and GORE!!!!! and one of my fav new movies is One Night with the King... and i also have a soft side few see... but i like romantic movies above all others, where love prevails over all things....Sappy i know but i like it........ makes me always ball my eyes out and I dont care who sees it. Crying is good for a person, I just do it a lot. Sappy i know but i like it........
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Television:

Animal Planet, Discovery Channel, National Geographics, Sci-fi, and any channel that I can get that has wresting, boxing, kickboxing, cage fighting or any other fighting competitions...

Books:

The bible, fantasy, romance, horror, and anything dealing with vampires!!!! and I read about homicide, suicide, police things and anything medical that I can get my hands on.. hehehehe...
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Heroes:

God, Jane Goodall, Steve Irwin( god rest his soul, he was a woderful man ), Jesus, my mother ( for everything ), orlando bloom ( for his compassion and love toward life and those around him ), superman, spiderman, Riley Armstrong ( for saving my life, rescuing me from suicide and depression ), Josh Groban, Charlotte Church, and all my native american ancestores that have long passed... and basicly all my family... and all my friends...

My Blog

need prayer from friends

Ok, all my friends, i just found out tonight that my newest little brother was put in foster care, his mom had a meth lab in her house and the police came and took him away, i dont know when but it wa...
Posted by Ashley on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 08:16:00 PST

Personality test scores

Trait . low score high score Sociability 9% socially reserved, detached friendly, open Aggressiveness 24% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering Assertiveness 27% introverted, lon...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:21:00 PST

That Child

I care about that child Who was picked last and left out Who's different from everyone else. The one who is alone beaten, molested, abused, raped... unloved... Lonely and depressed. I care about that ...
Posted by Ashley on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:43:00 PST

These scars

These scars Tell a story A story no long forgotten these scars speak of a girl with too much time to think about what she wasn't the way you would've These scars tell a story of a girl who thought she...
Posted by Ashley on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:35:00 PST

a reason why its good to write

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING  THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE  IN THE FACE.   THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED&n...
Posted by Ashley on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:40:00 PST

Heaven Bound Angel

This poem is dedicated to my friend Amanda Nowlin who died in a car crash this morning on the way to school. She was a Junior in my highschool, Southern Boone County Highschool, and she was a friend o...
Posted by Ashley on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 01:45:00 PST

Spread the word by poetry-Child Abuse .2

I was told about this by my friend here on VR. It's from a thread that was posted on Vampire Rave. Please copy and paste this to your journal - believe me, many other people have, and for good re...
Posted by Ashley on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 02:32:00 PST

Spread the word by poerty

Please take the time to read this and ponder it's meaning:"Child Abuse"My name is SarahI am but three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see.I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so...
Posted by Ashley on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:05:00 PST

Favorite song and personal thought

Aaaahhhh.... I cant stop listening to The Red jumpsuit apparatus' song Face Down... i think i am obssessed.... " so you feel like a man when you push her around" " face down in the dirt, she said this...
Posted by Ashley on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 04:53:00 PST