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CALIFORNIAROZE

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E [bbzSpace Falling Objects]Well, I am a person of the World. There is so much in me which comes from diffferent influences, and I have the deepest appreciation towards people from all over the world, coming from different countries and cultures. All my life I have been trying to do something special, to be developing my personality constantly. I have always been setting goals in my life, and ever since school time, I worked hard to achieve what I set myself for. By the age of 15 I have graduated from a Music school in St-Petersburg, Russia (a full time 7 years music education). Have started traveling the world when I was just 12, have been to many places in Europe. But have found my "perfect" place - Southern California and fell completely in love with it, so that it would make me want to stop traveling for a while. :) But I will always strive to see more places, to meet more people and make more friends. Unfortunatelly I was not very successfull to meet a lot of really true friends, 'cause people tended to have different ideas of true friendship. You see, one of my principles in life: "All or Nothing". Meaning that if I get myself involved with something or someone, I give everything to the relationship, I completely surrender everything I have got to this person, or venture.... And people just didn't seem to share the same vision on dedication... It's ok, I have moved on and still am a very trusting person, though many times people who I thought were my closest, turned their backs on me.. This is called experience. And anyways, there was always one thing that kept me going regardless: I had a main Goal, a Dream, and I have been working really hard in order to achieve it. Well, I did already in a way. I am finally in California, my soul is happy and I am very delighted and thankful to my life for waking up here, in Southern California every morning... Little pretty things, like good weather and sunshine, flowers in the garden and beautiful architecture, beautiful people and palm trees, make me happy and content. I am a not a demanding person when it comes to material things, but I am demanding of people in terms of feelings, dedication, honesty and trust. And it comes from demanding a lot from myself to start with... This involves responsibility, loyalty and emotions... The same principles I try to apply to my job, or any venture I am up to. There is another principle of mine which I find to be the one that brings a lot of troubles and hassle to me, making my life harder : "If I do anything, I got to do it the best way!" Otherwise, why wasting my time? I have been teaching kids for many years and this taught me a lot of patience and peace. Being around kids made me stronger and more mature. I have always been very mature and serious though, I guess because of my busy childhood, when I had to attend the English Language school for many years and the Music school at the same time, had to travel with my choir and perform and do so many other interesting things which have built my personality. I am very thankful for the experience I have alreaady had and am very anxious about what is yet to come. And I am very very thankful to people here in California, ad back home, who have been emotionally supporting me always being there for me to bring a smile to my life and remind me to stop for a moment and take a look at myself from aside...and appreciate myself too... Thank you, guys! You have made me stronger. You are now marked on my profile visitor map!
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My Interests

Travelling all over the World, music, dancing, singing, karaoke, meeting friends, learning and teaching foreign languages, working, spending time with dear people and my great friends! Chill out on the California beach and get tanned! CHOIR SINING AT THE PACIFIC JAZZ CHOIR; teaching Piano and English; participating at our community's events;

I'd like to meet:



1. My dear California friends who I am missing so much and also other cool people from sunny Cali!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2. A SOUL MATE....................................... ... and, yeah, I almost forgot. In case ANYBODY IS WONDERING, by SOULMATE I mean a person, who IS A TRUE FRIEND TO ME, WHO IS ALWAYS NICE TO ME, WHO IS ALWAYS TREATING ME WELL AND APPRECIATES ME, WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHEN I AM IN NEED AND DOES EVERYTHING TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER, AND LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY.... Like a wonderful person I know who is DENAY!AND IF YOU HAVE ANY CLUE OF A "RUSSIAN SOUL", YOU WOULD CLEARLY UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN. IF YOU DON'T - THAT'S your bad.3. A FAIRY WHO WOULD PAY THE BILLS 4. PEOPLE WHO WON'T JUDGE AND WON'T GET INTO MY BUSINESS AND MIND THEIR OWN. JUST A REMARK: IN MY LIFE THERE WAS, IS AND ALWAYS WOULD BE ONLY O-N-E AUTHORITY WHO CAN CRITICIZE ME AND JUDGE ME - THEY ARE MY PARENTS.Here are some thought on special SOMEBODY: Depeche Mode Somebody
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Music:

For me, there is "Music for the Body" and "Music for the Soul". The first is when you feel like dancing and partying, so you choose some dancy beat and move that body! I love to bounce and move mine to the R&B, Hip Hop, Old School, Modern European music and anything which I can not help dancing while listening to... Music for the Soul is something that makes you emotional, that goes right into your soul,touches your thoughts and feelings. Personally, Depeche Mode has always been touching the inner strings of mine.... ..
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Movies:

All the movies which are based on true stories. Or the ones which look like they are based on true stories... Ones of the most favorite: "Pay it Forward", "Johnny Q", "Gone with the wind","Casino", "Monster" with amazing Charlize Theron, and "Forest Gump"...Check this tribute by Depeche Mode. What a SONG and what a clip!!Add to My Profile | More Videos

Television:

Cosby Show (so comletely kind and cordial!), Oprah Show, every show that is based on the idea of real-life helping people; ALL SHOWS BY JERRY BRUCKHEIMER - HE'S WORK IS AWESOME, ESPECIALLY ORIGINAL CSI-LAS VEGAS; CLOSE TO HOME; WITHOUT A TRACE; Court-TV, People's Court, World News, Oprah Show; Jeopardy; Deal-or-No Deal; California got me also addicted to: Grey's Anatomy; desperate Housewives (welcome to the club!); Dancing with the Stars (most of them are Russians anyways!); American Idol; Bachelor; Ugly Betty; Lost and so much more... I have to stay at home a lot lately and here's the consequence - I have never watched so much TV in my entire life!

Books:

The one I will write about my life. Working on the details right now... My Diary...

Heroes:

My Mom, My Mom and once more - My Mom! Are admired: Arnold Schwarzennegger, Robert De Niro and ......

My Blog

"Fullfil Your Dream" - my own view on true dreams

As of feelings and love, I don't seem to  afford them, For the dream of my life clearly stands on the line, So I ought to commit notwithstanding the boredom, To somebody's desires ...
Posted by CALIFORNIAROZE on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 05:11:00 PST