MOVED IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
That's right, I have moved in, signed the lease, and payed rent. Matt and i have a place we can call our own. And some how we have managed to make it look good (though how I have no idea how). I'mm al...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 15:14:00 GMT |
anger, frustration, desperation, and despair ....... the usual |
I feel like a smoldering funeral pyre occupies the place where the blazing inferno of my heart should be (a little corny I know but an appropriate metaphore all the same). And the only reason it is sm...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 12:57:00 GMT |
Why i can't wait to move out. |
How is it that I am expected to survive in this hell hole. I walk into this house and all of my desire to live and hope for the future are torn away. I wake up and all I can think of is how I just wan...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 22:58:00 GMT |
because it seemed to fit |
Let's get fucked up and die.. I'm speaking figuratively, of course.. Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide.. Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside, But I can still pretend wi...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 01:16:00 GMT |
Haunted by Memorie part I (short story) |
So i had the idea for this story on my way back from class yesterday, so i sat down and started writing. One day and several distractions later, i have finished the first part of it. I will warn all o...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 18:11:00 GMT |
a bad weekend |
i had a bad weekend. I've been feeling vaguely sick all weekend, which dampered my fun. Not to mention the fact that i got left hanging by someone who i care about a lot. And anyone who knows me knows...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 19:12:00 GMT |
Shattered mirror |
I'm sick of it. I'm sick of it all. Every last thing. I'm sick of these feelings, i'm sick of these thoughts. I'm sick of all this bullshit running around my fucking head. wreaking havock on what's le...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:45:00 GMT |
Once more into the breach |
i'm doing it to myself again. Just like i alwayse do. i think i enjoy bashing my head against brick walls. It's not like there is anything in there to damage anyway. If there was then i would have lea...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 20:23:00 GMT |
I am become death, shaterer of worlds. |
i feel like it is all crashing in on me again. And as much as i know i can do it, i sometimes wonder why i bother. i spend all this time and effort trying to put together this puzzle made of gla...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 14:55:00 GMT |
another poem |
Of love and tragedy all rolled in onewhen time has passed and friends are goneOf lost and found and in betweenwhere love is lost and not redeemedOf painful longing and chances missedwith contradiction...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:50:00 GMT |
