Left BehindHere I stand, all alone in this world, Giving all I have, And so much more, for what, to be Taken away from my home, I fail to find, A reason to fight, I feel like Ive lost my mindI dont see the point in all of this, Why did you just give up? you have caused so much damage, Ill never be able to forget the things I saw,But Ill give my body, And Ill give my soul, Just to protect my family, And fill this hole,I need to push back the pain, Of the lonely life I have led, I need to fight off the demons, And all of the things that were said,Ive been scarred on the outside, And I'm also fighting inside my head, I'm wondering why you left but i know one reason, but you could have come back and rescued me,you were my mother, you could have done more, you should have protected us, i know you gave us up because you loved usand wanted more for us they tell us to carry on, we ask them to see u , but your gone you were therefor a short time but then you left, is this my destiny to not know you,all i want is my mother to know who you are and to find my siblings and to finaly have thefamily i loved back again.we were so young and didn't understand whatwas happening hoping for the best but thelife i got was not my own!!!i wish that one day i can find you and know whoi really am for the first time in my life!!!!
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Name: Tina
Birthday: March 9th
Birthplace: for me to know
Current Location: north fort
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: blondish red
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: ?
The Shoes You Wore Today: ?
Your Weakness: MY EARS
Your Fears: LOSING MY KIDS
Your Perfect Pizza: idk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: LOSE ABOUT 30 MORE LB
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: bubblegum bull shit
Thoughts First Waking Up: omg what time is it
Your Best Physical Feature: my face
Your Bedtime: any time
Your Most Missed Memory: my birth mother and my bio brother and sister
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MC'DS
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nesta r
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: hell ya
Do you Sing: ya
Do you Shower Daily: OF COURSE
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: some day
Do you belive in yourself: ya
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: YES I DO
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: use to the flute
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In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: NO I WIN
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: while having sex
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i am grown
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
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Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: blond
Short or Long Hair: any
Height: at less 5'9
Weight: 150 to 200 no more
Best Clothing Style: nice
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: lots
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not being my self
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