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Hey I’m Cathy (you say it`s not a Russian name, so yeah.. it`s just an english version of my russian name. so, my real name’s Katya). I live in a small city in Siberia and I hate it. Can’t wait till I get outta here, I know I’ll miss it though. But I love to love some things at a distance. Even though I hate living here, I won’t marry you just to get a citizenship and just because you’re rich, have an expensive car and can give me things I “haven’t-even-dreamt-about”. That’s not what I want. I’m not really looking for serious relationships, but if I met somebody worthy, I wouldn`t mind it. I give my boyfriend a free hand and I want from him the same. If I date you I will never ask you “why-that-stupid-doll-is-looking-at-you”, I will never read msgs at your cell phone, ask you 10000 times a day if you love me or not, and I’m not gonna keep you under surveillance…cos you`ll leave any time you like anyway. I could forgive my bf if he slept with another girl (but if that girl was my friend, I would NEVER forgive HER) and that doesn’t mean I have no respect for myself at all, I just can sacrifice many things if I really love. And I know it’s not a bad thing about me. Actually, I’m a nice girl and I’m trying to be nice to EVERYBODY, but sometimes it’s getting impossible. I’m not that kind of girl who tells she’s ugly just to hear another compliment. I don’t need it. I love when people tell things sincerely. I hate fake people. Everybody does. Even fake people do. Ha. I almost never lie. I said almost cos sometimes I do. Yeah..sometimes it’s needed for some reasons. I love to check out my mail in the morning and I see that people I like left me msgs while I was sleeping. Probably, you won’t believe, but it makes me really happy. It always makes me smile when smb from myspace writes me he/she thought about me..isn’t that a wonderful thing when smb, who never saw you in real life, thinks about you and miss your letters? I feel like that very often too. I fall in love so easily...words from Damien Rice’s song ”The Blower’s Daughter” (“can`t take my eyes of you, can`t take my mind of you…till I find somebody new” – for those who don’t know) - are about me, never forget about it. Explanation: I love meeting new people and I’m ready to spend with you every single minute as long as I haven’t found smb, who’s more interesting. Sorry, nobody’s perfect, even me, haha (but everybody is unique and beautiful in his own way). But, you know, there’s always an exception to the rule. So, who knows – maybe it’s YOU? I know, that as soon as I find a man who will love me and who will make me forget all other men around me (no matter how great they are) for a long-long time, I’ll marry him. But I must say he has to do his best, haha;) I’m not a slut, I don’t cheat on my boyfriend, I just always remember that there’re a lot of guys on earth;) People never really miss something until they don't have it anymore, so if I’m nice with you, please, appreciate it. I’m not going to smile and tell you everything’s fine if you behave like an asshole. It may be only if I love you. But even if I do, it’s still not going to last for ever, trust me. People ask me why I never smile...it’s a cultural characteristic of Russian people, haha;) I smile more in real life, so come visit, I’ll smile specially for you;))